James Malone

The tragedy of this world is that no one is happy, whether stuck in a time of pain or of joy. The tragedy of this world is that everyone is alone. For a life in the past cannot be shared with the present. Each person who gets stuck in time gets stuck alone. Malone | Collector | 21 years old | Dating Kirsten Clemons [forever.Bloody November.always]

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lucyxward liked your photoset:

Weirdo.

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Thanks, James. I don’t know what I’d do without you.

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Just...try not to do anything that'll put you in more deep shit?

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I guess that’s just another bridge I’ll have to cross when I get to it…

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But you won't cross it alone, Ward. Whatever happens, I'll help you out. I saved you once, I think I can do it again.

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I know. And I can’t lose it, it’s the best thing I have going for me right now… But I can’t keep this hidden forever. It’s going to become obvious soon enough. What am I going to tell him?

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I don't know.

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Yeah, but she at least had someone she was in love with to support her at the end of the day no matter how she felt about it. What do I have?

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My dad can't find out about Dimitri....Lucy, your job...

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What else am I supposed to do? I can’t force him to care, or want anything to do with this thing. I’m not even sure if I do myself. It’s just how it is.

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When Avie first found out about her pregnancy, she denied wanting it at first too.

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James, you’re not going to do anything stupid. If he doesn’t want anything to do with it then… That’s just how it will be.

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I'm not going to do anything stupid, you're right. And I don't like that answer, by the way. So no. That's not how it's going to be.

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My place feels empty again.

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Well that can only mean one thing. You need to invite me over.

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I'd love to be graced with your company, you can stop by whenever.

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Not something you really have to tell me.

… I tried talking to him. I just want to know what to do.. It’s his too, you know? But I can’t get anything from him. Understandable I guess… If I could drink myself unconscious right now, I would too.

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I hope, for his sake, that he snaps out of his stupid baby-daddy rebellion shocker soon.

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To be fair, I slept with him once… and it was before I knew he was a Trusov.

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Well, to be realistic....there's absolutely nothing fair about the circumstance you haphazardly find yourself in.

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No, no… But it’s not really all that much better.

It’s Dimitri Trusov.

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There’s… there’s something else, too.

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More? Please tell me the guy isn't them.

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I don’t know what to do anymore.

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It's okay.

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I’m sorry, I don’t mean to. I just… I can’t be a mother yet. I shouldn’t be one ever. I’m not ready, I can’t do this…

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Mother?! Oh Lucy. No. No. No. Shh, come here. It's....it's.....oh, shit.

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James, I’m so in over my head…

I… I… I found something out yesterday.

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Luc, what happened? Please don't cry. What'd you find out?

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I just… can’t believe this is happening… it’s really happening…

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So I'm here....what...what's happening?