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I wish i tried hard enough

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my favorite tigers jaw song

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The concept of being a therapist is so crazy to me… how are they just seeing client after client in emotional turmoil and just have to stay grounded for each one

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Sufjan stevens…

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Some red stuff from earth day

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I love therapy and i love my boyfriend i love going outside i love being in bed and i love listening to a beautiful song. I love the rain and eating worldly foods. I love my dog and hope he lives a long time, i love my parents although they refuse to understand me

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Sometimes i just want to be alone and be outside and learn every plant mushroom and animal forever i hate being at home i feel so trapped and incapable of anything. I dont really know what to do with my life i want to contribute meaningfully to the world but i feel like im running out of time and im just meant to wander around forever

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going backpacking for the first time in big sur in 1.5 weeks im a bit scared its a pretty isolated trail that is often overgrown and sketchy. but it also looks so beautiful. i often think about how i have to do all the wilderness and nature stuff I wanna do now because in the coming years the weather will become more and more unpredictable. i'm really happy that i've had the opportunity to hike and visit so many beautiful places and experience the biodiversity they all have to offer, it just scares me that there will be a point where I won't be able to do that anymore or it won't be as fun

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Ooh la la by faces puts me on the verge of tears almost every time i hear it for some reason

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I think i would hate to have a big house

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I cant believe the drummer from tortoise is 2hollis’s dad…

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Ex best friend reached out to apologize. I wish i blocked her. I know the right thing to do is to not reply but god do i miss her still. Funny how people were right about her reaching out and i refused to believe it

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Friends :)

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Really finding life after college incredibly depressing and grim. Full of regret about how I spent my time at ucsc even though at the time it felt like i was doing everything i could and should do. I just want something i can fully dedicate myself to. Im hoping i can do americorps this year, that seems like the only thing available.

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I love playing music at my work and seeing people jam out and sing along. One of my favorite things ever

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Still figuring out how to take normal pictures w my camera