{RP Blog} CO-CEO of Wayne Enterprises im an emancipated bisexual teenager, this is what the liberals are doing to our country // pfp art creds: bonitacita \\
this blog has been reset/rebooted. any posts before 5/27/26 are not canon to tims lore
' Open up the door, can you open up the door? '
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Timothy Jackson Drake-Wayne
17 y/o - 7/19/08
any prns - bisexual
I'm the CO-CEO of W.E. the Ex-CEO of Drake Industries, and have a negative amount of will to live nor to deal with you right now ❤️
I've gotten shot on live television, I'm marking that off my bucket list.
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' Toss your dirty shoes, in my washing machine heart, baby, bang it up inside. '
(CW: this blog contains references to torture, child abuse, child torture, suicidal ideation, SH, SA/rape, etc. most of these tws are secluded to my lit rps and aren't smth i will spring on people.)
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OOC / BG INFO:
This blog corresponds with this @red-robins719 RR blog!!
This is the rebooted version of my Tim Drake & Red Robin blogs! The lore here is going to be a bit different and more resetted then before.
Details about Tim: he's half Vietnamese, they're 17, genderfluid and bisexual. He's ofc Red Robin and was the 3rd Robin previously. He's working at Wayne Enterprises currently. She has auDHD & DID, one of his alters is JJ/Joker Junior as that storyline is a part of my Tim's lore. They will probably have some more alters once I think all that through but currently Tim is unaware that JJ is an alter.
He has a chronic pain condition that is unspecified atm, she also has some other health conditions and concerns that i'll probably end up clearing up at some point, but i have it that he was a fairly sick child.
in Tim's universe he was with Joker as JJ for a few months instead of a few weeks, JJ forms as a result. Whenever JJ speaks on this blog he will have his own tag & will use green text to talk.
this is to be updated as i continue with rps and junk.
TAGS:
#*. 🍒 .* tim tam - OG text posts tag
#*. 🍒 .* timberlina - ask box
#*. 🍒 .* timmers - threads
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MUN INFO:
(owners prns are he/it/hymn/lyre - my base is @moonriverrise but my actual ooc acc is @risetherivermoon) (long story about my side acc becoming my main bc i used it more and then i kinda cleared out the base bc i didnt care for what i was using it for at the time...etc etc)
basic boundaries: dont be a weirdo! no batcest i will block you!! basic dont be a weirdo or asshole criteria (its tumblr roleplay dont get ur panties into a twist) - asks & anons are open but i will ignore them if i dont have anything to say really or if they make me uncomfortable or smth. Owner is 17 keep that in mind and dont be weird!! DO NOT USE AI IN MY VICINITY I WILL ALSO BLOCK YOU FOR THAT
MY OTHER DC BLOGS: link to my masterlist
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EXTRAS:
pfp art
old intro (archived and linked here for safe keeping)
It's a weird amount of circumstances, but JJ ends up back in that scary cave place. He doesn't like it, it's dark and there are animals in the ceiling that keep making noises and flying around when anyone moves. JJ doesn't really remember but it had something to do with Papa and he's wearing that suit that's really tight around his skin.
He wants to go home, to the place that Timmy owns. It's safer there, but people kept talking about Papa and JJ got nervous. He doesn't want to be here. Bruce is usually here and he's really mean and angry and JJ doesn't like him, he's scary and doesn't like JJ at all, he thinks he's evil and bad. JJ is bad, so he gets it. But because of that it means B always yells and leaves him trapped and alone.
Now he's here but he isn't alone, everything's locked up and Bruce said they're not allowed to leave. JJ recognizes the man in the room vaguely, he's Timmy's brother he thinks. JJ still wants to go home. He's sat by the big screen, fiddling with his boot laces and staring down at them, his knees up to his chest.
He's ignoring the man because he doesn't really know him at all and JJ isn't supposed to talk to anyone, because Bruce and Papa get upset. The screen is bright, so he stares downwards, trying to make himself smaller. He doesn't like how big he is. It's wrong. He doesn't like any of this. His face hurts from smiling and he tries to cover his face with his hands after a while, ducking his head between his knees.
@timothydwayne719
The Joker is out again, just waltzed out of Arkham like it was a fucking vacation home and is back out in Gotham destroying the city, hurting people, killing people. People who's lives matter, who have families that will never see them again all because– Batman won't do anything about it.
Jason would like to call him a murderer in his own way but that's a bit hypocritical considering the fact Jason is a murderer and it's his fault too. If he just killed the Joker when he had the chance, if he wasn't so desperate to be apart of the bats that he stopped killing, publicly at least.. the Joker wouldn't be out there.
The bats of course, of course, have him stuck here in the cave on 'comms duty' like Barbara or Oracle in this case isn't already as well as.. Tim. It's infuriating that they not only think he's not stable enough to even be near the Joker or out on the streets to try hurt people (but fine just living in the same city as his murderer who can walk out of Arkham and kill people again and again).
But also have him down here with Tim for some reason. Bruce didn't explain it because of course the man wouldn't but it's pretty clear to him. It's supervision, to make sure Jason doesn't just leave himself. Alfred is in the manor too so it's really just excessive at this point but whatever.
He's mostly just pacing behind the chair Tim is sitting in and looking at the computer. It was playing the comms before but Tim ended up turning it down to barely be audible for some reason. He hasn't tried to bring it back up even though he really wants to so he guesses he'll have to just attempt to listen.
Tim hasn't really moves otherwise, just curled up as small as possible in the chair. He isn't quite sure why honestly but the kid does have a habit of not getting enough sleep so maybe that? It doesn't make sense to him though because Tim doesn't seem like the type to just.. do nothing while he's not on the field. Then again maybe he doesn't know the kid enough to make assumptions.
JJ can hear talking, quietly coming from the big computer in front of him. He did something to turn it down, it was too loud and he didn't like that. Timmy's brother is walking behind him, he's not sure what to do, he doesn't want the man to realize JJ's here because he's not supposed to know.
Someone laughs over the comms, it sounds familiar, like Timmy's other brother maybe, but the laughing noise sounds too familiar, too much like Papa and Bruce was upset because Papa was running around again. The laughter makes JJ flinch, arms going up over his head to cover himself.
He bites his tongue harshly to get himself to not laugh too, instead a small wounded noise comes out, his gloved hands moving to grab at his hair. It's not green anymore and that feels wrong. His breathing is off, anxious and not wanting to be caught. He's not supposed to be here.
Bruce always gets angry when he is, or if anything about JJ and Papa are mentioned, he's supposed to be Timmy but he isn't, which means he's doing something wrong. JJ misses Mama, she was nicer and wouldn't get so angry with him, because she loved JJ, she said so herself. JJ rocks back and forth a bit in his chair, tugging at his hair and trying to not make any noise.
Jason tenses at the all too familiar laugh, pausing in his pacing for a bit before continuing with a shaky breath out. He's been.. better with everything, with everything with the Joker. He still hates clowns, he hates his laugh, he still feels the pain of his broken skull and ribs and broken everything really. But.. it's less he supposes. Alarms and timers are probably the worst but he uses explosions so much he's mostly better with that.
He notes the small whimpering sound, looking up to the screen before looking back at the back of the chair. It's not from the computer which means.. it's from Tim. That's weird. He walks a bit closer, looking down at him, his eyes widening.
He immediately moves to gently take Tim's hand, bringing it away from his hair. Something's wrong, something is really wrong. Jason doesn't like this at all but right now he has to focus on Tim.
"Hey, Tim. You OK? What happened?"
Jason asks softly, not sure what's happening right now or what caused this. He thinks it's something akin to a panic attack but he doesn't even know why.
JJ freezes when he's touched, wincing a little but not flinching enough to back away from the touch, he doesn't try and rip his hand away from the other, not wanting to do anything wrong. He takes a few shaky breathes, pausing at Jason's words. Right, that's his name, Jason. He's Timmy's big brother.
"Not supposed to- to-"
His voice cracks and he laughs, ducking his head and squeezing his eyes shut beneath his domino mask. He's gonna ruin everything, he takes one of his hands away just to bite down onto to it to make it so he stops. He can't do this right now, he can't laugh he can't be bad, he doesn't want Bruce to be mad, Bruce hated when he laughed but everything is so funny.
He makes a muffled sound, shaking and still rocking a little, trying to get the feeling to go away. There's still noise coming from the big computer and JJ hates the noise and the lights, and he doesn't want to be here, he wants to go home. But he can't.
He's trapped and it's like he's back home with Mama and Papa and he's being punished for everything again. He didn't mean to do anything wrong, but he's supposed to laugh at the pain and to hurt people and he can feel tears prickle in his eyes, whimpering.
He gasps a bit at the reaction, trying to comfort Tim. It's Jason's turn to wince and pause at Tim's voice or in this case him laughing. It's forced, not a sound of joy or even mania but almost painful sounding.
"No, no, don't do that. It's OK, it's OK. Let's.."
Jason says when he sees Tim bit down on his hand, moving to turn off the computer and move to crouch down in front of the other, scanning Tim a bit. Is it crazy to think that maybe the Joker somehow drugged Tim with some version of Joker Gas because he honestly can't think of another way to explain this.
He gently takes Tim's hand out of his mouth, holding both of them in one hand while the other moves to hold his shoulder, scanning him a few times. The domino is on right now so he can't see his eyes but if he had to guess he'd say he's crying.
"I'm gonna take the domino off, OK? No more monitor duty. O will deal with it."
Jason explains, going to get some adhesive wipes. He has to figure out why this is happening, maybe take some blood to take a test or something.
JJ shakes his head repeatedly, flinching back when Jason takes his hands away, hiding his face in his shoulder. He bites down on the inside of his mouth, just trying to get the laughter to stop, though it's only muffled it, the action clear in the way his shoulders are shaking. It's shaky and his mouth is upturned in a smile that looks too wide and painful.
"No! I'm- I'm sorry! Sorry!"
JJ shouts, his voice is higher in pitch than how he usually speaks, shaky and panicked as he ducks his head again, grabbing at his head and continuing to laugh hysterically. He can't get himself to stop and the tears are starting to fall and he's twitching a little. He doesn't want to be electrocuted, and he doesn't want Bruce to see him, to know he's being bad and laughing again.
Papa always liked it when he laughed because everything that made JJ feel bad was supposed to be fun and funny, but it just makes JJ scream and cry and want to hide away.
He doesn't understand what Jason means really, and once he's let go he moves from the chair and onto the floor, scrambling to hide beneath the desk at the big computer and curl up beneath there, hiding from everything and grabbing at his head again, the laughs becoming something akin to sobs.
Jason isn't sure what to do and he honestly thinks he made it worse. That smile is.. concerning but it isn't the same as it is when someone is under the effect of Joker Gas so he thinks that option is crossed out unless this is a weaker batch? He honestly has no clue.
He doesn't seem to have time to trying think about it before Tim shouts in an almost shrill voice which makes him wince a bit, letting go and staring at the other a little bit. He just keeps laughing and laughing and Jason thinks he's crying and he doesn't even know how this happened.
"Oh— OK..."
Jason says in shock when Tim moves to crawl under the computer, sighing a bit. He moves to crouch down, keeping a good amount of space between them. His eyebrows are knit together tightly, his lips pressed other as he accesses the situation.
"You didn't do anything wrong... It's just me, remember? No one else is here right now. The bats and everyone else are out of the cave it's just us."
He explains, keeping his palms out and looking down at the other, reaching up to take his domino off before hesitating and deciding to keep it on at risk of just making Tim more panicked.
JJ shakes his head a bit, shaking and sniffling, trying to get the laughing to stop but he's just panicking and laughing and he can't make it stop. Jason speaks and he whimpers.
"Papa- Papa will- He'll come and he'll hurt me! I don't want that! I'm bad! Bad! Not funny-"
He cries out, hitting his own head with his fist repeatedly, the tears are falling and he's more so just sobbing, the laughter eventually teetering off at least. The laughing hurt almost, JJ hates it, he can't control himself and he's messed up and Papa won't be happy because he's not allowed to leave.
JJ grabs at his own face a little, there's that weird mask on his face and he wants it off, and he's hiccuping sobs, almost like a child, grabbing at it and just crying harder when he can't get it off, moving to hug himself and duck his head between his knees.
"Bad...bad- Did bad, did- did something bad, I'm bad, he'll hurt me- Please, don't want that- don't want it. No."
He whimpers, mumbling a little, muffled pleas as he shakes and grabs at his cape to pull it around himself like a blanket.
It's a weird amount of circumstances, but JJ ends up back in that scary cave place. He doesn't like it, it's dark and there are animals in the ceiling that keep making noises and flying around when anyone moves. JJ doesn't really remember but it had something to do with Papa and he's wearing that suit that's really tight around his skin.
He wants to go home, to the place that Timmy owns. It's safer there, but people kept talking about Papa and JJ got nervous. He doesn't want to be here. Bruce is usually here and he's really mean and angry and JJ doesn't like him, he's scary and doesn't like JJ at all, he thinks he's evil and bad. JJ is bad, so he gets it. But because of that it means B always yells and leaves him trapped and alone.
Now he's here but he isn't alone, everything's locked up and Bruce said they're not allowed to leave. JJ recognizes the man in the room vaguely, he's Timmy's brother he thinks. JJ still wants to go home. He's sat by the big screen, fiddling with his boot laces and staring down at them, his knees up to his chest.
He's ignoring the man because he doesn't really know him at all and JJ isn't supposed to talk to anyone, because Bruce and Papa get upset. The screen is bright, so he stares downwards, trying to make himself smaller. He doesn't like how big he is. It's wrong. He doesn't like any of this. His face hurts from smiling and he tries to cover his face with his hands after a while, ducking his head between his knees.
@timothydwayne719
The Joker is out again, just waltzed out of Arkham like it was a fucking vacation home and is back out in Gotham destroying the city, hurting people, killing people. People who's lives matter, who have families that will never see them again all because– Batman won't do anything about it.
Jason would like to call him a murderer in his own way but that's a bit hypocritical considering the fact Jason is a murderer and it's his fault too. If he just killed the Joker when he had the chance, if he wasn't so desperate to be apart of the bats that he stopped killing, publicly at least.. the Joker wouldn't be out there.
The bats of course, of course, have him stuck here in the cave on 'comms duty' like Barbara or Oracle in this case isn't already as well as.. Tim. It's infuriating that they not only think he's not stable enough to even be near the Joker or out on the streets to try hurt people (but fine just living in the same city as his murderer who can walk out of Arkham and kill people again and again).
But also have him down here with Tim for some reason. Bruce didn't explain it because of course the man wouldn't but it's pretty clear to him. It's supervision, to make sure Jason doesn't just leave himself. Alfred is in the manor too so it's really just excessive at this point but whatever.
He's mostly just pacing behind the chair Tim is sitting in and looking at the computer. It was playing the comms before but Tim ended up turning it down to barely be audible for some reason. He hasn't tried to bring it back up even though he really wants to so he guesses he'll have to just attempt to listen.
Tim hasn't really moves otherwise, just curled up as small as possible in the chair. He isn't quite sure why honestly but the kid does have a habit of not getting enough sleep so maybe that? It doesn't make sense to him though because Tim doesn't seem like the type to just.. do nothing while he's not on the field. Then again maybe he doesn't know the kid enough to make assumptions.
JJ can hear talking, quietly coming from the big computer in front of him. He did something to turn it down, it was too loud and he didn't like that. Timmy's brother is walking behind him, he's not sure what to do, he doesn't want the man to realize JJ's here because he's not supposed to know.
Someone laughs over the comms, it sounds familiar, like Timmy's other brother maybe, but the laughing noise sounds too familiar, too much like Papa and Bruce was upset because Papa was running around again. The laughter makes JJ flinch, arms going up over his head to cover himself.
He bites his tongue harshly to get himself to not laugh too, instead a small wounded noise comes out, his gloved hands moving to grab at his hair. It's not green anymore and that feels wrong. His breathing is off, anxious and not wanting to be caught. He's not supposed to be here.
Bruce always gets angry when he is, or if anything about JJ and Papa are mentioned, he's supposed to be Timmy but he isn't, which means he's doing something wrong. JJ misses Mama, she was nicer and wouldn't get so angry with him, because she loved JJ, she said so herself. JJ rocks back and forth a bit in his chair, tugging at his hair and trying to not make any noise.
Jason tenses at the all too familiar laugh, pausing in his pacing for a bit before continuing with a shaky breath out. He's been.. better with everything, with everything with the Joker. He still hates clowns, he hates his laugh, he still feels the pain of his broken skull and ribs and broken everything really. But.. it's less he supposes. Alarms and timers are probably the worst but he uses explosions so much he's mostly better with that.
He notes the small whimpering sound, looking up to the screen before looking back at the back of the chair. It's not from the computer which means.. it's from Tim. That's weird. He walks a bit closer, looking down at him, his eyes widening.
He immediately moves to gently take Tim's hand, bringing it away from his hair. Something's wrong, something is really wrong. Jason doesn't like this at all but right now he has to focus on Tim.
"Hey, Tim. You OK? What happened?"
Jason asks softly, not sure what's happening right now or what caused this. He thinks it's something akin to a panic attack but he doesn't even know why.
JJ freezes when he's touched, wincing a little but not flinching enough to back away from the touch, he doesn't try and rip his hand away from the other, not wanting to do anything wrong. He takes a few shaky breathes, pausing at Jason's words. Right, that's his name, Jason. He's Timmy's big brother.
"Not supposed to- to-"
His voice cracks and he laughs, ducking his head and squeezing his eyes shut beneath his domino mask. He's gonna ruin everything, he takes one of his hands away just to bite down onto to it to make it so he stops. He can't do this right now, he can't laugh he can't be bad, he doesn't want Bruce to be mad, Bruce hated when he laughed but everything is so funny.
He makes a muffled sound, shaking and still rocking a little, trying to get the feeling to go away. There's still noise coming from the big computer and JJ hates the noise and the lights, and he doesn't want to be here, he wants to go home. But he can't.
He's trapped and it's like he's back home with Mama and Papa and he's being punished for everything again. He didn't mean to do anything wrong, but he's supposed to laugh at the pain and to hurt people and he can feel tears prickle in his eyes, whimpering.
He gasps a bit at the reaction, trying to comfort Tim. It's Jason's turn to wince and pause at Tim's voice or in this case him laughing. It's forced, not a sound of joy or even mania but almost painful sounding.
"No, no, don't do that. It's OK, it's OK. Let's.."
Jason says when he sees Tim bit down on his hand, moving to turn off the computer and move to crouch down in front of the other, scanning Tim a bit. Is it crazy to think that maybe the Joker somehow drugged Tim with some version of Joker Gas because he honestly can't think of another way to explain this.
He gently takes Tim's hand out of his mouth, holding both of them in one hand while the other moves to hold his shoulder, scanning him a few times. The domino is on right now so he can't see his eyes but if he had to guess he'd say he's crying.
"I'm gonna take the domino off, OK? No more monitor duty. O will deal with it."
Jason explains, going to get some adhesive wipes. He has to figure out why this is happening, maybe take some blood to take a test or something.
JJ shakes his head repeatedly, flinching back when Jason takes his hands away, hiding his face in his shoulder. He bites down on the inside of his mouth, just trying to get the laughter to stop, though it's only muffled it, the action clear in the way his shoulders are shaking. It's shaky and his mouth is upturned in a smile that looks too wide and painful.
"No! I'm- I'm sorry! Sorry!"
JJ shouts, his voice is higher in pitch than how he usually speaks, shaky and panicked as he ducks his head again, grabbing at his head and continuing to laugh hysterically. He can't get himself to stop and the tears are starting to fall and he's twitching a little. He doesn't want to be electrocuted, and he doesn't want Bruce to see him, to know he's being bad and laughing again.
Papa always liked it when he laughed because everything that made JJ feel bad was supposed to be fun and funny, but it just makes JJ scream and cry and want to hide away.
He doesn't understand what Jason means really, and once he's let go he moves from the chair and onto the floor, scrambling to hide beneath the desk at the big computer and curl up beneath there, hiding from everything and grabbing at his head again, the laughs becoming something akin to sobs.
It's a weird amount of circumstances, but JJ ends up back in that scary cave place. He doesn't like it, it's dark and there are animals in the ceiling that keep making noises and flying around when anyone moves. JJ doesn't really remember but it had something to do with Papa and he's wearing that suit that's really tight around his skin.
He wants to go home, to the place that Timmy owns. It's safer there, but people kept talking about Papa and JJ got nervous. He doesn't want to be here. Bruce is usually here and he's really mean and angry and JJ doesn't like him, he's scary and doesn't like JJ at all, he thinks he's evil and bad. JJ is bad, so he gets it. But because of that it means B always yells and leaves him trapped and alone.
Now he's here but he isn't alone, everything's locked up and Bruce said they're not allowed to leave. JJ recognizes the man in the room vaguely, he's Timmy's brother he thinks. JJ still wants to go home. He's sat by the big screen, fiddling with his boot laces and staring down at them, his knees up to his chest.
He's ignoring the man because he doesn't really know him at all and JJ isn't supposed to talk to anyone, because Bruce and Papa get upset. The screen is bright, so he stares downwards, trying to make himself smaller. He doesn't like how big he is. It's wrong. He doesn't like any of this. His face hurts from smiling and he tries to cover his face with his hands after a while, ducking his head between his knees.
@timothydwayne719
The Joker is out again, just waltzed out of Arkham like it was a fucking vacation home and is back out in Gotham destroying the city, hurting people, killing people. People who's lives matter, who have families that will never see them again all because– Batman won't do anything about it.
Jason would like to call him a murderer in his own way but that's a bit hypocritical considering the fact Jason is a murderer and it's his fault too. If he just killed the Joker when he had the chance, if he wasn't so desperate to be apart of the bats that he stopped killing, publicly at least.. the Joker wouldn't be out there.
The bats of course, of course, have him stuck here in the cave on 'comms duty' like Barbara or Oracle in this case isn't already as well as.. Tim. It's infuriating that they not only think he's not stable enough to even be near the Joker or out on the streets to try hurt people (but fine just living in the same city as his murderer who can walk out of Arkham and kill people again and again).
But also have him down here with Tim for some reason. Bruce didn't explain it because of course the man wouldn't but it's pretty clear to him. It's supervision, to make sure Jason doesn't just leave himself. Alfred is in the manor too so it's really just excessive at this point but whatever.
He's mostly just pacing behind the chair Tim is sitting in and looking at the computer. It was playing the comms before but Tim ended up turning it down to barely be audible for some reason. He hasn't tried to bring it back up even though he really wants to so he guesses he'll have to just attempt to listen.
Tim hasn't really moves otherwise, just curled up as small as possible in the chair. He isn't quite sure why honestly but the kid does have a habit of not getting enough sleep so maybe that? It doesn't make sense to him though because Tim doesn't seem like the type to just.. do nothing while he's not on the field. Then again maybe he doesn't know the kid enough to make assumptions.
JJ can hear talking, quietly coming from the big computer in front of him. He did something to turn it down, it was too loud and he didn't like that. Timmy's brother is walking behind him, he's not sure what to do, he doesn't want the man to realize JJ's here because he's not supposed to know.
Someone laughs over the comms, it sounds familiar, like Timmy's other brother maybe, but the laughing noise sounds too familiar, too much like Papa and Bruce was upset because Papa was running around again. The laughter makes JJ flinch, arms going up over his head to cover himself.
He bites his tongue harshly to get himself to not laugh too, instead a small wounded noise comes out, his gloved hands moving to grab at his hair. It's not green anymore and that feels wrong. His breathing is off, anxious and not wanting to be caught. He's not supposed to be here.
Bruce always gets angry when he is, or if anything about JJ and Papa are mentioned, he's supposed to be Timmy but he isn't, which means he's doing something wrong. JJ misses Mama, she was nicer and wouldn't get so angry with him, because she loved JJ, she said so herself. JJ rocks back and forth a bit in his chair, tugging at his hair and trying to not make any noise.
Jason tenses at the all too familiar laugh, pausing in his pacing for a bit before continuing with a shaky breath out. He's been.. better with everything, with everything with the Joker. He still hates clowns, he hates his laugh, he still feels the pain of his broken skull and ribs and broken everything really. But.. it's less he supposes. Alarms and timers are probably the worst but he uses explosions so much he's mostly better with that.
He notes the small whimpering sound, looking up to the screen before looking back at the back of the chair. It's not from the computer which means.. it's from Tim. That's weird. He walks a bit closer, looking down at him, his eyes widening.
He immediately moves to gently take Tim's hand, bringing it away from his hair. Something's wrong, something is really wrong. Jason doesn't like this at all but right now he has to focus on Tim.
"Hey, Tim. You OK? What happened?"
Jason asks softly, not sure what's happening right now or what caused this. He thinks it's something akin to a panic attack but he doesn't even know why.
JJ freezes when he's touched, wincing a little but not flinching enough to back away from the touch, he doesn't try and rip his hand away from the other, not wanting to do anything wrong. He takes a few shaky breathes, pausing at Jason's words. Right, that's his name, Jason. He's Timmy's big brother.
"Not supposed to- to-"
His voice cracks and he laughs, ducking his head and squeezing his eyes shut beneath his domino mask. He's gonna ruin everything, he takes one of his hands away just to bite down onto to it to make it so he stops. He can't do this right now, he can't laugh he can't be bad, he doesn't want Bruce to be mad, Bruce hated when he laughed but everything is so funny.
He makes a muffled sound, shaking and still rocking a little, trying to get the feeling to go away. There's still noise coming from the big computer and JJ hates the noise and the lights, and he doesn't want to be here, he wants to go home. But he can't.
He's trapped and it's like he's back home with Mama and Papa and he's being punished for everything again. He didn't mean to do anything wrong, but he's supposed to laugh at the pain and to hurt people and he can feel tears prickle in his eyes, whimpering.
It's a weird amount of circumstances, but JJ ends up back in that scary cave place. He doesn't like it, it's dark and there are animals in the ceiling that keep making noises and flying around when anyone moves. JJ doesn't really remember but it had something to do with Papa and he's wearing that suit that's really tight around his skin.
He wants to go home, to the place that Timmy owns. It's safer there, but people kept talking about Papa and JJ got nervous. He doesn't want to be here. Bruce is usually here and he's really mean and angry and JJ doesn't like him, he's scary and doesn't like JJ at all, he thinks he's evil and bad. JJ is bad, so he gets it. But because of that it means B always yells and leaves him trapped and alone.
Now he's here but he isn't alone, everything's locked up and Bruce said they're not allowed to leave. JJ recognizes the man in the room vaguely, he's Timmy's brother he thinks. JJ still wants to go home. He's sat by the big screen, fiddling with his boot laces and staring down at them, his knees up to his chest.
He's ignoring the man because he doesn't really know him at all and JJ isn't supposed to talk to anyone, because Bruce and Papa get upset. The screen is bright, so he stares downwards, trying to make himself smaller. He doesn't like how big he is. It's wrong. He doesn't like any of this. His face hurts from smiling and he tries to cover his face with his hands after a while, ducking his head between his knees.
@timothydwayne719
The Joker is out again, just waltzed out of Arkham like it was a fucking vacation home and is back out in Gotham destroying the city, hurting people, killing people. People who's lives matter, who have families that will never see them again all because– Batman won't do anything about it.
Jason would like to call him a murderer in his own way but that's a bit hypocritical considering the fact Jason is a murderer and it's his fault too. If he just killed the Joker when he had the chance, if he wasn't so desperate to be apart of the bats that he stopped killing, publicly at least.. the Joker wouldn't be out there.
The bats of course, of course, have him stuck here in the cave on 'comms duty' like Barbara or Oracle in this case isn't already as well as.. Tim. It's infuriating that they not only think he's not stable enough to even be near the Joker or out on the streets to try hurt people (but fine just living in the same city as his murderer who can walk out of Arkham and kill people again and again).
But also have him down here with Tim for some reason. Bruce didn't explain it because of course the man wouldn't but it's pretty clear to him. It's supervision, to make sure Jason doesn't just leave himself. Alfred is in the manor too so it's really just excessive at this point but whatever.
He's mostly just pacing behind the chair Tim is sitting in and looking at the computer. It was playing the comms before but Tim ended up turning it down to barely be audible for some reason. He hasn't tried to bring it back up even though he really wants to so he guesses he'll have to just attempt to listen.
Tim hasn't really moves otherwise, just curled up as small as possible in the chair. He isn't quite sure why honestly but the kid does have a habit of not getting enough sleep so maybe that? It doesn't make sense to him though because Tim doesn't seem like the type to just.. do nothing while he's not on the field. Then again maybe he doesn't know the kid enough to make assumptions.
JJ can hear talking, quietly coming from the big computer in front of him. He did something to turn it down, it was too loud and he didn't like that. Timmy's brother is walking behind him, he's not sure what to do, he doesn't want the man to realize JJ's here because he's not supposed to know.
Someone laughs over the comms, it sounds familiar, like Timmy's other brother maybe, but the laughing noise sounds too familiar, too much like Papa and Bruce was upset because Papa was running around again. The laughter makes JJ flinch, arms going up over his head to cover himself.
He bites his tongue harshly to get himself to not laugh too, instead a small wounded noise comes out, his gloved hands moving to grab at his hair. It's not green anymore and that feels wrong. His breathing is off, anxious and not wanting to be caught. He's not supposed to be here.
Bruce always gets angry when he is, or if anything about JJ and Papa are mentioned, he's supposed to be Timmy but he isn't, which means he's doing something wrong. JJ misses Mama, she was nicer and wouldn't get so angry with him, because she loved JJ, she said so herself. JJ rocks back and forth a bit in his chair, tugging at his hair and trying to not make any noise.
if anything bad happens while im in new york this weekend i will be strangling someone and its 50/50 on it being someone in my adoptive family or myself
if anything bad happens while im in new york this weekend i will be strangling someone and its 50/50 on it being someone in my adoptive family or myself
if anything bad happens while im in new york this weekend i will be strangling someone and its 50/50 on it being someone in my adoptive family or myself
