vivienne

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[tiramistical]

𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆 !

( ˶°ㅁ°) !! art by kazuhiro hori

.　⟢　my name is vivienne !　˘

she / her ‧ i'm 5teen , a lesbian , wasian , and an enfp ( this is all on my carrd , which is a bit more detailed than this post haha )

below the cut : interests , hobbies , music , byf / byi , dni

interests : avatar: the last airbender, blue lock, danganronpa, doki doki literature club, deltarune, ever after high, formula one, future diary, the great gatsby, haikyuu!!, monster high, ninjago, ouran high school host club, pokémon, the disastrous life of saiki k, the owl house, there's no freaking way i'll be your lover! unless..., toy story, undertale, yandere simulator

hobbies : wasting time , disappointing my parents , dilly dallying , beating around the bush , wearing my heart on my sleeve , pretending i've watched popular anime , listening to music , writing , hoarding stuffed animals , drawing , theatre

byf / byi :

⤷ i'm sensitive when it comes to things i like or my favs . . . i try to be sensible but i just can't help it !!

⤷ everything i say should be taken loosely . . . for example , i often use the term lesbian interchangeably with sapphic or wlw ( which is not correct i am aware ) . oftentimes my posts are just shit from a butt and not pored over by candlelight !

⤷ i am aware some of the media i enjoy is problematic , but i always try my best to separate what i like about it from the issues in question and stray from supporting problematic creators

⤷ i am always trying to learn and grow ! if you find something i say to be out of line or ignorant , please ( kindly ) tell me so !

dni : racists , homophobes , ableists , other basic dni , trumpie brainwashed minions , generative ai users , shblr , edblr ( or whatever it's called )

to be honest , i'm mostly just using this as an organized diary , but i'm happy to chat too ! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

NOTE : this is actually a sideblog . what that means is i can't follow people back as @tiramistical , but @viviennexox0 is my mainblog !

welcome to my little corner of the internet ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

credits : art , whipped cream divider

[tiramistical]

when you come to a one week camp with your friend so you have someone to talk to , but then she makes a new friend and then you’re left out anyway #fairs

[tiramistical]

IT’S BECAUSE MY FRIEND HAS A CRUSH ON THE NEW FRIEND OMF ???!

[tiramistical]

haven’t made an oc in a while kinda nervy

anyway this is nate and she’s a werewolf (,; ⩌ ;,) … stay tuned ??

[tiramistical]

when you come to a one week camp with your friend so you have someone to talk to , but then she makes a new friend and then you’re left out anyway #fairs

[kalopsiaas]

[tiramistical]

not ugly but not pretty , not skilled but not useless , not smart but not dumb , not interesting but not horribly boring either

[zombvamp]

I have no dick and I must wank

[tiramistical]

planning a roblox fantasy roleplay series with my friends , staying up all night to discuss worldbuilding , making our characters , & plan ships . . . the kids ( us ) are in fact alright

[tiramistical]

i love big calls that last all night with everyone talking . it's like a sleepover except no one can throw pillows at me

[tiramistical]

fem shobio for the soul ( art by me ! )

if this is anything pls tell me . . . i love femkyuu i would like to discuss it with the people

[more-than-tender-curiosity]

He old on my sport til my boat beats back ceaselessly against the current or whatever im clocking out

[tiramistical]

"gatsby summer" as in partying

"gatsby summer" as in idealism and trying to recreate the past

"gatsby summer" as in america sucks

"gatsby summer" as in everyone is evil

[tiramistical]

if i was in one of those nepotism academies where everyone’s the kid of a famous character, i’d be pissed as hell if i wasn’t one of the main ones

like imagine some girl whining about being the evil queen’s daughter while you’re the kid of the guy who sold the bricks to the third little pig

[mushed-kid]

saw this and it instantly reminded me of him

[mintaikkcorpse]

I do not "only engage in media with queer characters." I enjoy the media, and then I actively LOOK for queer characters. If I don't find one, I LOOK HARDER. If I can't find queer characters, I HEADCANON them as queer. You complain about your favorite media not having queer representation? Then I will FIND queer representation. And if I can't find it, then I will FORCE queer representation.

[tiramistical]

WLW FUTURE DIARY

to all five mirai nikki / future diary fans out there: please can we cancel the propaganda of yukiteru being a man.

ENTIRELY SELF INDULGENT MAJOR YAP UNDER CUT !!!

yuno and yukiteru were meant to be doomed yuri. hate to use that term but what else fits?? they were going against the odds and norms of the universe & toxic as fuck. like.

they got together and were manipulating the universe in their image after properly talking for like? a week?

yuno’s obsession with yuki is kind of just every wlw girl in a talking stage idk. girl had one interaction with this guy and decides that he’s her reason for living. she’s willing to kill for this random loser with no friends.

she killed another version of herself and her parents to be with him after THEIR DOUBLE SUICIDE FAILED. (wlw romeo and juliet coming soon)

yuki is the unreachable situationship who you have to beg to talk to you. he’s codependent on yuno too because he’s such a loser that he’ll die if this girl isn’t protecting him.

and he acts like it’s such a chore to date this girl and calls her crazy like he doesn’t have issues too. mind you all he has to do is be kind of nice to her in return for her saving his life every day.

he’s so #ihatemygf it’s actually laughable. yuno is over here taking out the japanese navy after yuki was strapped to the hull of a ship (joke), and yuki will still be like “yuno stop… people worked hard on these ships” ???

boy you were boutta die. and yk he’s not completely wrong because why is yuno so good at killing people. but survival instincts … come on now.

and also the amount of stupidity this boy has. he’s always on the verge of being murdered very gruesomely but will be WAY TOO empathetic and start considering the murderer’s feelings. only a loser queer girl could pull this off (not really but idc i could and im a loser queer girl)

and then he’ll start crying about how useless he is during a battle. he’s so embarrassing. how lame he is potentially is an argument for him being a man, but i choose to take this as him being a girlfailure.

(+100 points if yuki doesn’t consider herself queer before the yuno situation)

yuno KILLED TWO PEOPLE for kissing yuki. what’s more is yuki was like “ahaha oh okay…” and she was confused. she was all “i did everything for us… why don’t you love me” ??? GIRL???

i don’t know if every talking stage involves murder but yk. it could.

they would both rather die together than kill each other. she recreated the world and found him in it to be with him. he erased himself from the world to let her be a normal girl. and they still. fucking. found. each. other.

and NO they’re not healthy and NO neither of them are properly in love with the other.

they’re both crazy and that’s the point. they’ve got major issues but just put it into their “love.”

yuno fucking KIDNAPS!!!!! yuki after saying they were gonna go to the planetarium or whatever. he is strapped to a chair. the light is gone from his eyes. you think, as a mentally stable (?) viewer, “yukiteru won’t go back to her after this. this is the turning point.” WELL NO, actually.

yuki BECAME A GOD and SAT ON HIS ASS in the void just WAITING FOR YUNO.

not using his powers. just sitting there. that is so unbelievably gay. i can’t even explain it.

yuno GAVE UP HER LIFE as a normal girl to GO FART AROUND IN THE VOID WITH YUKI.

WITH NO MEMORIES OF HIM FROM THIS VERSION OF HERSELF.

oh yeah and they’re also doing all this as FOURTEEN YEAR OLDS?????????

also yuki dresses like a lesbian idk.

bro look at her. she’s literally on her tumblr blog posting for 0 likes every five minutes. my sister just another me.

??? i think i might be backing this take on the show because their relationship is a level of batshit insane and doomed that usually only wlw relationships reach in media?? but also idk i feel like the general themes of the show would be enhanced if they were both women.

going against the universe, desperation to survive, obsessive love, trying to alter the past. i don’t even know how to explain this but it feels like women better portray these themes.

women (in general) must work harder to survive, and the idea of two of them taking out all these scary old dudes idk. there’s something to it.

yuno already embodies these themes better than yuki does in the show. i think if there were TWO women exhibiting these themes better, future diary’s horror and psychological elements would be deepened so much.

(if someone else wrote it but yk…)

also girl yuki would stop making yuki just clear self insert material for loser men who can’t do anything. he could be self reflection material for loser women who can’t do anything instead!!!

this show is also crap. like it’s not really good. but i enjoy it anyway for it’s unintentional complexity and just absurdity.

TLDR: yuno and yuki are wlw because they are crazy for each other. they will say and do completely unreasonable things for each other. yuki is a girl because she is a fucking loser and men need to be ashamed about being losers, not told they’ll get a cute gf.

yuki girlfailure FOREVER. mic drop.

[valend]

Yahhh I have to build Rome. Yup it’s due tomorrow.. noo I haven’t started yet haha is that bad?