Deranged ramblings of an unstable clown

- Rowan - Any Pronouns - Certified gremlin - Bi - Caffeine addict - Minor- SFW INTERACTIONS ONLY Wassup! Name's Rowan, or u can just call me tacoz, I'll vibe with either ;) Uhmm let's see... I like art, coffee, animated movies, Hawaiian shirts, blankets, hot tea, swimming, comics, and making terrible pun jokes! Enjoy my wonderfully chaotic multi-fandom blog Current fandoms: Avatar:Frontiers of Pandora, Cookie Run, TADC, and Steven Universe (AFOP and CRK are the ones I'll post abt most often fyi) I don't reblog or post a lot, I'm kinda just here for the vibes lmao

[tiredtacoz]

so i was running around the spires today and thought I’d go check out the ruins of the grinder facility. on the map there’s these two sorta smaller facilities to the left and right of it, so I went to check those out too. so I get there and one has a control room of sorts with functioning door yet no interior, and the other has something similar to the drill we had to disable in the plains during the main campaign. the drill bit was rlly weird tho bc it was moving??? like the thing was rotating. Also when i approached both areas the thing that pops up when you discover new places said “…” for some reason.

also it’s not covered in nature like the rest of the building??? everything else is super overgrown.

I’m guessing this is some kinda cut content, which is sad bc this looked really cool and the spires dlc was terribly short. I’m imagining this kickass battle sequence where we take out the two smaller parts then go for the Grinder itself. Not to mention there was a bridge connecting one of the smaller facilities to the grinder, and there was a gate at the end that almost looked like it coulda housed a boss battle of sorts. that would’ve been metal af 😭😭😭

[tiredtacoz]

normalize being a fan of villain/antagonistic characters but not in the “omg what an innocent traumatized baby they can do no wrong! Their horrible past excuses everything they do!” kinda way but the “wow this character has done some shitty things but in a way where I can understand their motivations and thought process without excusing it. They’re really well-written yet an asshole” kinda way.

[tiredtacoz]

It’s giving-

[mcgoofy-vin]

Listening to Love Like You while completing the memory paintings in afop is an experience more people should experience, hell even any Steven Universe song would probably also do the trick

[visionsofpandora]

Fucking hate this timeline… Corpus is close enough to me that their issues affect my city also. They are already diverting water from other towns, putting them in an emergency also now. They are projected to be out of water by 2027 if not sooner.

People are defending it because they’re claiming to bring their own water to cool it. Great, so 1. Why can’t they bring in water for locals before it’s a crisis and 2. It’s already being documented that data centers also heat up the surrounding land which WILL affect the water table. Those jobs? They’ll only keep a fraction of that on as a permanent employee, guaranteed. Some of my mutuals in the AFOP community kept defending using ai in art and virtual photography as “just a tool.” I promise you, first it’s my city and tomorrow it’s yours. We need water to live, we don’t need Ai. Stop defending and creating a demand for this garbage.

[tiredtacoz]

as someone who lives in the area of the us known as “data center alley” I PROMISE YOU that NOTHING that comes from ai is worth this. Our electricity and water bills are sky high, the woods I used to admire from the bike trails as a kid are gone. It sucks, and it makes my blood boil knowing that these data centers polluting my home are being used for nothing but slop and people too lazy to grow a fucking spine and pick up a pencil.

[tiredtacoz]

afop is so crazy tho like you’re a cryogenically frozen 18 year old with two decades worth of trauma, abuse, etc, a dead clan, dead sister, probably a shit ton of trust issues, physical and mental scars, hundreds of human murders under their belt, escaped prison MULTIPLE TIMES, but people will deadass ask you to orchestrate a date for them and you do it without any hesitation.

[dreamingspiritongaia]

Amazing she’s still going atp lmao

I love ma Sayä

[tiredtacoz]

OMGGG SHES SO PRETTY-

[tiredtacoz]

afop is so crazy tho like you’re a cryogenically frozen 18 year old with two decades worth of trauma, abuse, etc, a dead clan, dead sister, probably a shit ton of trust issues, physical and mental scars, hundreds of human murders under their belt, escaped prison MULTIPLE TIMES, but people will deadass ask you to orchestrate a date for them and you do it without any hesitation.

[themindbehindthejork]

NONBINARY TAMTEY CANON PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

[indoraptors-world]

Ok I just realized something

It's said that 8 or 7 years will pass in Avatar 4 and if Avatar Frontiers of pandora line up with the movies does that mean there will be a time jump with the characters?

If so either

A: We get a new game (Which I doubt)

Or

B: A fourth Dlc in that time jump

I swear if we don't get news on this soon jehegveheidgeheu

[sweetsugarsassafras]

Tamtey seeing her mother for the first time when connecting to the ancestors. Watching her mother's look go from curious, confusion, and then realization as to who Tamtey is.

Feeling her mother's touch for the first time in decades and smelling her mother's scent in just as long.

Tamtey being the one to have to tell her mom what happened to Aha'ri, needing to tell her the events of the moot and what happened after.

Having to break the news that Aha'ri never connected to Eywa after the moot and that why she seen as baby or how she looked like when she last connected.

Tamtey seeing Aha'ri for the first time still a child, who doesn't know who she is.

Tamtey choosing to not explain what happened to her because she's still a child, instead saying she's a family member.

Tamtey not being able to always ask her mom for relationship advice, mom advice, or baby advice. Going to Nefika, Rasi, Anufi, or someone else with the questions and slowly realizing that she might consider them as her mom more than her own.

Tamtey seeing her baby/ies for the first time and realizing what her mom, Aha'ri and the others lost; She gets to grow up and watch her children grow while they couldn't.

Having to learn to not feel guilty for that.

Tamtey having a baby/ies that looks like her mother or her sister and seeing their loved one grow up through them.

Trying to be a mother but questioning themselves because they didn't exactly grow up with a mother.

Telling her child/ren about their aunt and grandmother and her life before them.

Explaining to them when they are older that when she stares at them for a long time it's not because she's mad or because they did something wrong but because they remind her of someone she loved very much.

[tiredtacoz]

[tiredtacoz]

Yknow what would be an extremely wholesome/bittersweet interaction? Our Sarentu talking with a Na’vi (Probably a Zeswa idk) and somehow the conversation gets to the topic of family members, so we mention Aha’ri, albeit in a rather sad tone.

And the Na’vi is like “I knew her, she was my childhood friend! She used to visit our clan all the time with her mother. We would paint murals and fly kites together. I was always sad to see her go, so I made her gifts, and when she would return, she would bring some for me.”

So they hand us an old Kame’tire doll or smth that Aha’ri gave them 30 somethin years ago.

“Here. She was your sister, and I am sure she would want you to have it.”

I would cry. Absolutely bawling my eyes out.

[akosalys]

I have nothing to say. Someone caption these memes for me.

I was scrolling on Pinterest and these memes made me think of the Sarentu. Had to draw them. I’m thinking of doing more of these hehehe :D

[sanchensky]

White lies 🐝 (please read more under the cut <3)

So happy I finished this thing before ep 8 oof

Anyway, the comic was born out of

my thoughts about Caine's model lacking many essential facial features (as if he was never intended to show any emotions) and yet him being literally the most expressive character in the circus despite everything.

me being low-key obsessed with the implications episode 7 left us with. Players questioning everything they've been told and Caine being in the center of it all.

Just to be clear, I do believe Caine is written as a sentient AI who is just struggling to understand humanity and everything that comes with it. And I think these thoughts about him faking his emotions are inherently wrong within a story. He's oblivious and desperate but not malicious. But couple it with the fact that he's been lying about many other things (so far I'm inclined to think it was for players' sake in his own eyes) and that humans have been suffering for a while dealing with a literal god that doesn't understand them... Well, I have a feeling that they will doubt his motives and literally everything they know, rightfully so.

The amount of attention this little comic received is a bit terrifying and overwhelming and seeing all the different interesting interpretations people come up with I just wanted to explain mine own a little better <3

I want them all to be healed and happy, little guy absolutely included, but man the situation is rough, and the odds are against us

(Also please ignore typos, I'm hyperaware of them and even messed up writing my on name, i was really, really tired :') )

Update after ep 8: oh boy :')

[tiredtacoz]

a parallel I’ll never get over

think about it. You’ve got a kid who is in desperate need of someone to look up to. His entire life, he has been molded by one such person, but for all the wrong reasons. That person is gone, leaving a strange, freeing kind of void. Now there’s somebody else reaching out to him. Someone who will be his guiding light, but one that will never, ever hurt him. They will never tell him what he has to be, only what he has the potential to become in his own, beautiful way. Like a butterfly freed from a cocoon, he can grow without the lack of wings holding him down.

The other gained that void in their heart long ago. They lost their own guiding light when their own light was barely a flicker. Ever since then, they’ve wandered alone, yet surrounded by warm faces. People they have saved time and time again, yet don’t even know their name. Putting themselves in harm’s way constantly, in a muffled, yet desperate plea for someone to hold on to. A nameless savior, who “guides them all” (why yes I am quoting So’lek here) They fill the hearts of those splintered by conflict, constantly understanding, but never understood. The one person who could was lost long ago.

Neither of them are perfect, sure. They each have their moments. But it’s a bond like no other. Two kids who remember next to nothing about their clan, but are working to forge their own ways, together.

[psychicbluebirdmiracle]

Writing red velvet cookie as a deeply sheltered child because i can lmao

[tiredtacoz]

tHANK YOU

[thymaddymoo]

Found Mercer’s grave y’all

[tiredtacoz]

Tamtey when they find this:

[tiredtacoz]

I wanna do a photo dump so baaaaadddd but I have zero clue how to get the screenshots from my console to my phone-