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reminder that everything said here is personal things. we don't expect people to change based on what we say here. if we wanted people to make changes, we would say them elsewhere. this is solely a yelling space.
it was a plural thing lmao
sometimes i feel more like an animal then a person. this can either be a plural thing or just a sign of me degrading
realizing i really don't like looking at wyd.bf. because of everything. swinging between annoyed and the crushing guilt of being how i am. its kind of just making me sick right now which honestly isnt fun when i was meaning to do other things and that i know gray was invested in the character and i want to be as well, but i cant look at him without being involuntarily annoyed and stressed and i just hate everything
im just going to stick to not drawing him or other peoples bfs i feel like more harm then good will come of it
feeling emotion me: man why do i feel ill cam: thats [emotion] me: oh. why does it make me feel ill
funny interaction about a serious topic
on that note it would be really interesting to see how our kin list looks now, now that we're more aware of this. our old one was a mess because we couldn't tell why or how but i think that was just identity confusion, but now that we're more cognizant i think it would be fun if we ever get the time
i think its fun i kin rem from deadlock while the others just like him for being a creature. this is a lot more apparent right now because im fronting. the differences are a lot more noticeable like this
smudge wanna go home.....................
geniunly thing i should get put down one of t hese days just so we can have a new host one person has said otherwise but like it hasnt been enough to convince me im not unwanted yet
sometimes you see your friends do some dumbass shit while you are the only person doing something so you feel 90% sure you fucking pissed them off/triggered them somehow and feel obligated to apologize but also dont want to because this isnt something i should be fucking dealing with
whatever i'll at least ask even if im like the last person who should be doing this for them
it hink the teeth are a permenant thing now fuck
cofronting going well.
i think we have to stop holding other people to our standard. yeah the "Treat you how i wanted to be treated" thing worked back in elementary school but like. people ahve different needs n shit and getting resentful of that isnt doing anyone any good it still just sucks that were willing to expend this energy on other people but other people cant really reciprocate that when hats all we really want
i think the worry that edel would be fused off or something are kind of moot now. not that much has changed, we co-front a lot but its usually clear who's in more control. i guess its more of a "package deal" kind of alter relationship where you dont get one without the other
anyways knowing this i think i can get a little less worried whenever hes less talkative n shit since i know his social battery limit is basically close friends and then no one else, and even then its still really small. i guess hes just a quieter alter unlike. the rest of us.
uhhhghghhghhg sister taking fucking forever nevermind she just came down
getting annoyed again but its not like its anyones fault but my own that i d ont feel safe sharing personal thoughts much of anywhere anymore. like yeah i could do it but i feel really shitty every time so i just keep it to myself. result of that is zero but honestly its not like its anything new for us we've always held insane grudges towards people who dont deserve it
i jsut wish i had a fucking place to actually be myself instead of hiding behind a mask outside of dms