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[titanium--android-blog]

How long was I gone.

[ladykitkatie]

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The official Sadstuck theme of the Strider family

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[fuks]

[titanium--android-blog]

SAWTOOTH? DIRK SAYS YOU'RE-- *BZZZT* ..N-NOT DOIN' SO HOT. I'M SORRY IF I WORRIED YA OR SOMETHIN'... I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHERE I WAS, OR ANYTHIN'! BUT, ANYWAYS.. ARE YOU-- *BZZT* ..OKAY..?

Yo, Square.

Hell, you've worried me alot. I really just want you to stay. 

I'm okay. Just, give me some brotherly cuddles, okay?

[esoteric-animus-deactivated2012]

I’m trying to help you, bro.

What is the matter with you.

Human’s don’t have a shut down button.

You’re pretty much fucking cheating here, just so you know.

[titanium--android-blog]

I'm sad.

Alright? Fuckin' sad.

I can't help it or make it go away. For fuck sake's I'm a robot.

You know, I thought it'd be better to come home and see you and Square again.

Where's Square?

I'm unhappy. And if I get more pity from you, I'll just get more clingy to you.

Jesus Christ.

[dirkatworldx-deactivated2012072]

sexy-spider8itch n' titanium--android started following you.

[dirkatworldx-deactivated2012072]

If it helps you you’re the nice sexy Mr. Sawtooth, pure hot stuff right there bud.

Me? not much, sick as fuck.

[titanium--android-blog]

Haha, stop, I'm blushing. 

I guess that sucks, eh?

[dirkatworldx-deactivated2012072]

sexy-spider8itch n' titanium--android started following you.

A sexy blue alien chick and Mr Sawtooth, what’s going on?

[titanium--android-blog]

Why can't I be the sexy blue chick. I'm just as attractive.

Just kidding, not much. Kinda upset but whatever, what about you?

[esoteric-animus-deactivated2012]

You’re better then a robot.

Fuck, you’re even better then a damn human.

You’re you—

>Reboots.<

[titanium--android-blog]

What are you doing.

I'm hurt. At least if I do this I won't feel anything.

[titanium--android-blog]

I feel really bad.

I wish that I was the robot that I was expected to be.

I'm shutting down.

> SHUT DOWN. <

[shooshsickle-closed-down]

DUDE ONE OF OUR FRIENDS GOT HERSELF A ROBOT BODY AFTER BEING NORMAL AND SHE NEVER ONCE FUCKING COMPLAINED ABOUT IT. THEY’RE NOT INCAPABLE OF FEELING SHIT JUST BECAUSE THEY’RE MECHANICAL, FROM WHAT I HEAR, SHE GOT MAD, BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ANOTHER FRIEND, AND THEN KISSED HIM AFTERWARDS? I’M REALLY NOT SURE WHAT HAPPENED BUT THE POINT IS THAT BEING A ROBOT DOESN’T MEAN YOU HAVE TO CRY EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU FEEL EMOTION.

[titanium--android-blog]

Am I one of your friends? I'm feeling sorry for myself and that's pretty fucking low. Am I that girl? Am I? Here, it'll be easy, I'll just shut my mouth and keep everything to myself and not care about anything. If that would make everyone else happy, then I'd be happy to do that myself. I'm a more fucking complex robot. I was supposed to be someone that my creator wanted and never got, but downfall; me. I don't cry every fucking time I feel this. I just get confused about this. Maybe I'm new to this? Have you thought of that?

Fuck it, I'm not going any farther. I'm not going to say anymore shit other than to Dirk.

That's it.

[frogs-and-cakes-deactivated2012]

AA: well i dont think that being human would make you understand these feelings any better i mean 

AA: you would only have a functional body or something like this AA: but it would still be the first time feeling these things and youd still be confused AA: i think i could say like this? AA: but no you dont annoy everyone else AA: or else id be annoyed too!

==> Jeez, he was too worried. You were a bit afraid of saying things wrong since you didn’t knew exactly the situation, but you were trying to help him a bit. Mm, maybe-… ==> You walk closer, lifting your hands to his metal cheeks, and papping him.

AA: shooosshhh AA: dont need to get so worked up

==> Pap pap.

AA: calm down yes??

[titanium--android-blog]

I just feel really fucking useless as a bot. I don't know what to do. Look at Gabe. He has someone who loves him and he's a bot. So I guess you could say I'm shit ass sorry for myself.

That's really low; to feel sorry about yourself. 

I don't know how to calm down. I'm basically fuckin' asking for advice and shit. 

It's horrible.

[shooshsickle-closed-down]

OR YOU COULD JUST, YOU KNOW.

NOT CARE ABOUT BEING HUMAN. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANT TO BE HUMAN ANYWAY.

[titanium--android-blog]

Because. What I'm feeling isn't right for a bot. It'snot supposed to happen.

As a human it's perfectly normal. And as a human you don't get sad without reason often. 

To me, being human would be everything.

Of course, that's coming from a robot.

[titanium--android-blog]

I should probably shut down for a day or two.

Maybe that'll help.

I don't know. Or maybe listen to some music.

[frogs-and-cakes-deactivated2012]

AA: why you wanna cry??

[titanium--android-blog]

I want to be human. Or atleast something that breathes.

Because now I'm starting to fucking develop these feelings and I don't know what else to do. I'm a fucking pest on Dirk and I annoy everyone else.

I'm fucked.

I just feel sad??? Angry???

[titanium--android-blog]

I feel like crying now.

But then again I don't know how it'd work.

I kinda wish I was human, so it would be normal to feel this shit and actually be in a relationship with someone.

Sigh.

I'm annoying.

[titanium--android-blog]

Ouch.

I feel a scared/hurt/I don't know feeling inside my chest and I'm angry now.

SOMEONE.

I'm begging you.

[titanium--android-blog]

I guess I can just sit here and rot.

Or, I don't know how that would work but I don't think I can die.

Someone please, kill me and then bring me back to life so these shitty feelings fuck off.

Someone.