I Need a Muse

Provided by: TJ Infinat Musician/Student/Gamer 'Thomas' is my given name. If you feel like that's a bit stuffy, I'll answer to 'TJ' most days. I'm a Music Major who likes to dabble in whatever I can get my hands on, so I'll probably be making posts about anything from boxing to knitting, with regular posts on the things I like most (webcomics). Ask about anything, I love questions. If I don't know the answer, I will say so, and then proceed to make up the wildest thing i can.

[tjinfinat]

One of my long term goals

Is to have a youtube channel where I simultaneously chronicle my journey to become a better musician and teach others how to play and further their own musical skills.

[tjinfinat]

why are you so wonderful? :)

I'm only wonderful because you like what I like.  I try to be the type of person that I would like to hang out with, therefore, if there were two of me, then I wouldnt want to kill myself like most people would given that situations.  The fact that you like me means you like what I like.  In that respect, you are awesome!

[asvprocky]

[kellyxoleigh-deactivated2017073]

[killetc]

[tjinfinat]

Let us examine the difference between the two of us. You're lonely because you reject anyone who approaches you. *I'm* lonely because I get rejected by anyone I approach,

[tjinfinat]

Me, I don't think I'll ever be married. I believe in Luck, I believe in Love, but I will not be given either and I couldn't bring myself to steal either.

TJ The BassGod

[tjinfinat]

"When it comes to women, you either lose now, or you lose later"

High functioning autistic kid I met in the cafeteria today.

[tjinfinat]

Siblings

It used to be, that it was just me and my bro.

Two polarized peas in a steel encased pod

two north facing magnets held by a steel rod

two mentos capsules in a diet coke bottle

now, I have very few regrets

but I regret how I'd treat him

how at the slightest provocation I used to try to beat him.

I guess I thought in my mind that he'd dwarf me in size

and I had to put the fear in him quick.

I would blame myself for how he turned out if not for a bigger problem

the problem called "father robber"

Id like to be able to say I became a problem solver

but nah, not in this lifetime

I left home for the summer before I hit grade 9

Took my chance to shine, among the brightest of the students

Getting paid for my brain (while I now barely use it)

I had a dream one night where I shared my soul

me and my bro came together and we made a whole

then, out of nowhere comes Voldemort

hitting on a crack in my surface and flying a way with no remoarse

it split my soul in half, i was sad, and my brother's half burned blood red

it was wrath

Wake up to find out that my dad made a child.

That shit was too wild.

Rather than seeing a horcrux made from *my* half,

I saw that it was my bro who was split, and I was the one to fuel the blast

of rage

You could say I felt slightly betrayed.

You could say that I'm wishing that bear had just stayed

You could say that I'm wishing all the dragons were caged

You could say that I'm wishing none of the fairytales strayed

you could say that I'm feeling like my childhood was slayed

you could say that I'm wishing that I could display

a picture of the bear being horribly spayed

So that the tap ripping souls could be stopped and splayed

and ground into dust to be fed to him on a plate.

and if he chokes on it I'll dance on h-

2 years later.  Dad's with another incubator and I have a new sibling

It seems like more siblings, more anger, more danger

of my first brother being a stranger

I'm the oldest of 5, I survive on my own

But I worry for the second child for whom no place is home

I wish for the days when we numbered just 2

[tjinfinat]

if a man lies to you, its because he thinks he's telling you the truth he doesnt know better only god can see what's truly in your heart. be glad, because if you could, it would scare you

Late night AIM

[siriussblack-archive]

[toocooltobehipster]

this child is just dancing in the middle of nowhere by the side of the road i don’t understand how they got there or why they’re doing it 

keep on dancing, son

follow your dreams

[tjinfinat]

Hey, I think I know that guy.

[meme4u]

[tjinfinat]

insane

[leftoversandwich]

[chelsiethornton-deactivated2012]

come along guys

come on

vamanos

[tjinfinat]

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

[tjinfinat]

Get back on tumblr

viola. . .after 7 months of inactivity. You win.  Hope you enjoy this.

[fandomrunoff]

[positivestress]

I can’t believe this is what our president and vice president spend their time on. We’re in 15 trillion dollars of debt, and millions of people are homeless, and abortion is still legal, and instead of signing bills to fix these things our president is doing this. Well I’m glad you’re having fun, you fucking bitch. Fuck the United States. /rant

[fandomrunoff]

lol this is a sketch from snl broham

[realredfish]

when people are so ignorant they don’t know what the president or vice president look like

[fuckyeah-nerdery]

I know I just reblogged this, but I just have to do it again to highlight the dumbassery above.

[okaythatwasfunny2]

Reblogging again 

[tjinfinat]

Oh no. . . 

[persian-esque]

“Reading is the sole means by which we slip, involuntarily, often helplessly, into another’s skin, another’s voice, another’s soul.”

Joyce Carol Oates (via pax-caelestis)

I'm only reblogging this to disagree.

There are a number of different ways to slip into people's souls.  The simplist way I know is through videogames and movies which are extremely well directed.  I once watched this movie which was completely POV, and did an extremely good job of putting you in the person's shoes.

I also enjoy videogames that have defined protagonists.

I always connect to Musician through their music.  It especially happens when I don't want it to.

[tjinfinat]

You get on my nerves when you sit in your room and do nothing all day.

My younger brother