This question is for any of the heroin addicts that have been using over the course of 3-5+ years and truly know what it's like to be locked in "The G.I. Joe Kung-Fu Grip" of addiction.... Is there anyone else out there that wakes up from day to day and, asks themselves, Is this the life that I was supposed to have..? Wasn't I supposed to be more than this, be better than this and, do anything else other than ending up like this..? Sometimes when I go out to get my dope, right before I fix I think about just putting all of it to one thick ass shot and blasting myself out of this life!! I think to myself that this isn't me, what in the actual fuck happened, how could I lose control... ME!? Out of all the people I know and how I always knew that the worst possible thing I could do to myself would be to become a MOTHER-FUCKING JUNKIE!!
Anyways... as much as I try to get myself off of this shit, the more that I put it off!? Even tho I have all of the medication necessary to get myself out of this mess and I hate the everyday life of a heroin addict I continue to punish myself!! So, for the main question that this post is about, why is it that the majority of the time I feel like my only way out of this shit would be to just end my life..? I'm not a coward!! Killing myself isn't something that I really consider as an option but, I do sometimes think that it would be my only REAL WAY OUT of my FUCKED UP roller coaster like lifestyle... I know that there's no way I could possibly be alone in feeling this way but, sometimes it's just nice to hear from some of the other people that feel the same way that I do.... If anyone has any input PLEASE, feel free to share it!!
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