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They asked me what my biggest fear was , I answered back perfectly ..: " my worst fear is loosing him , loosing what I have with him , all the love he makes me feel , his friendship , all his wise words , his dumb jokes he says when I'm upset . I'm afraid of loosing the only guy that has my back .. The one I love. "

We started off as strangers , it’s crazy to look back , I barely knew your name . We chilled, got to know eachother a little better , then started gaining trust between us . Before you know it , i trust you more than anyone , I can truly say ur my bestfriend . Time goes by , our friendship still growing , but a little spark happens , now we calling eachother babe ❤️ . Yes I’m satisfied , you are truly the best . But I can’t imagine loosing you. What if we stop talking ? How am I going to live without your presence ? You were the only one who had my back in the toughest times , what am I going to do when it all goes bad , when we get in a argument and we break eachothers hearts ? That’s what I’m afraid of , I’m afraid of loosing the only guy that understands me , that knows me well enough to describe every piece of me perfectly .. The guy who I can truly say “ I love you ” to and mean it . I love you man , I don’t ever wanna loose you . But that’s why I’m scared to go on to more with you I don’t wanna loose this relationship , I don’t wanna loose this friendship , I honestly don’t want to loose you ..

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#sad #crying #depressed #running mascara

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- Stay lowkey , let people assume .

I think a lot , but I don't say much

Never say never , from the day we got together , I thought itd be forever but baby , you showed your true colors . I can't believe you played me , I let you meet my mother.

#neva end #neversaynever

remember when friends were always there for you and had your back ? ... yeah I don't either .

#friends #tae #tru

I am the worst person when it comes to relationships , don't fall for me . 🚫 I will ruin your whole fucking life .

Fuck a fake friend where you're real friends at?