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The stars are look a lot like you

You are my stars, do you know that? You're appear when my worlds became dark. Your twinkling lights does not make the darkness disappear. But it's just enough to make the night bearable. I love stars, I do. I love seeing you twinkling, shining in a dark sky. Oblivious with the huge differences between us. I realize that you are not there just for me. I know that you are twinkling to all people, and it's my fault to thinking that I was special. But alas I was trapped inside my head with an imaginations of a shy man. I was dreaming that I was yours and you are mine. People ask why don't you approach the stars? "Don't you know?" I answered. The stars are just like our sun. Star looks small only because the distance between us. And you assume that I haven't tried? I have and what I find is that just like our sun, stars have planets too. And the bigger the stars the more planets revolves around her. So I said enough. I don't want to be trapped again. Trapped by the gravity that never pull closer yet doesn't let me go. Trapped by its warmth that enclosed me and make me feel special. When in truth you gave it to everybody indiscriminately. So, I choose to stay here and see her from afar. In the dark, with a cold night winds blows my back. Because in here at least the pain feels real.

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Bulan

Dia itu bulan. Eksistensi kecil yang kadang kulupakan Dia datang di saat saat yang paling gelap. Dengan cahayanya yang lembut ia menyapaku. Cahayanya tidak benderang dan memaksa menyingkirkan kegelapanku. Cahayanya syahdu seolah mendorongku untuk menemukan keberanianku dan berdamai dengan kegelapanku. Engkaukah yang kucari wahai bulan. Seorang yang selama ini ku mimpikan. Seseorang yang akan memberikanku keberanian. Seseorang yang akan menguatkanku melawan kegelapan. Itukah yang akan kutemukan? Ketika kujatuhkan diri pada pelukan. Ataukah akan kutemukan. Bahwa cahyamu hanyalah pantulan. Dan akupun terdampar di kesendirian yang dingin. Dan membiarkan diriku dimakan kegelapan.

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30 hari 30 Cerita

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Matahari

Dirimu itu Matahari Bersinar, Terang, Hangat Engkau datang bersama pagi Seakan mengajakku membuka lembaran baru Mengakhiri Bab gelap nan kelam Dan memulai dengan lembaran baru Putih, bersih, belum ternodai Sinar Hangatmu Menggerakkan Kehidupanku Membanginkanku dari tidur yang lelap Dan melindungiku dari yang tersembunyi dalam gelap Tetapi, seperti Matahari engkau jauh tidak dekat Sinar hangatmu kau berikan tanpa ada sekat Dan aku semakin takut tuk datang mendekat Karena pernah diceritakan dalam suatu riwayat Tentang seorang anak manusia yang terbang terlalu dekat Dan sinar hangat yang berubah menjadi menyengat Yang membakar sayapnya dan melelehkan semangat. Dan membiarkannya jatuh ke darat Lalu meninggalkannya disana Sepi, sendiri, Sekarat.

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Happy CNY (at Taman Air Mancur Musik Cikapundung Bandung)

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First time drawing after a long time, hopefully it will get better over time

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at XXI Lapiazza

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Hihihi berasa back to old school theater gitu (at XXI Lapiazza)

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Today Halloween costume. Karena gini aja anak2 pada gak mau liat. #nofilter #nomakeup #natural #iwakeuplikethis #dailylook #BiarHitz #NambahNambahinHestek #hestekCeceHitsApaLagiSih #faceoftheday #hensam #asian #asianguy #halloweenmakeup #halloween (at Apartement Gading Nias Resident Kelapa Gading Jakarta Utara)

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1000 (at Balai Sidang Universitas Indonesia)

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Pada akhirnya pahit itu memang lebih berkhasiat (at President University, Jababeka, Cikarang)

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It's a normal day, Until this happens, found psyduck inside my Diamond Milk (at Gedung Menara Jamsostek Gatot Subroto)

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Challange accepted @lynns_ noh

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Self portrait (at LinkIT office, Menara Jamsostek Gatsu)

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Far Away - José González