In life, we encounter various emotions that are invisible to the eye, and sometimes they are directed at us without us even realizing it. Affection, friendship, attachment, these things are invisible to the eye, but we know they are there. But jealousy has always been hard to see. It changes into various forms, and as long as it is there as a selfish act, it is an event that no one wants to see or know about, and the closer it is, the more invisible it is. Before I knew it, I began to see it, and it began to look very beautiful. It was something that I could never swallow alone, but one day, with someone by my side, it suddenly changed shape and was revived in various colors. The feelings for someone that I once tried to let go and swallow, the affection that did not become selfish affection or romance, the longing that I desperately wanted to obtain but could not say so, the attachment that was bigger than someone else's... I was not there, I could not do it, I never told anyone these whining. I will experience it again here with someone. For the first time, I will know the dead emotions inside me. I was overwhelmed by the possibilities I dreamed of back then, a world that existed only within myself, and which I was unable to put into words, but now I have the feeling that I have certainly obtained it.The screams and cries of others make it seem like truer love, and I wonder if jealousy can be such a beautiful thing if it were just placed in a different place.
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