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feel like a lot of adults are unaware of how psychologically fucked children will be when they get older after obsessing over their 'beauty' at a younger age. nobody needs to peak at 5

innerchildabortionclinic

things forgotten:

• puberty

• child is not the same as adult

• child is an individual and not an extension of you

jetix

2021-06-06

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gondorrevealparty

my wizardgirl keeps mage regressing during the big boss fight, throwing out level 1 Ice Bolt and giggling like we're supposed to find it cute. I know this bitch can do a level 12 modified Frosthammer Vortex. It's not even hard for her. But the Wyvern Queen, who we're supposed to be killing, keeps going "Wow, that was a really big spell for you! good job giving me -1 speed! You're soooo powerful!" and my fuckass mage is beaming at her with those big wet eyes. I don't care if you get "level dysphoria" from your gigantic big-girl mana pool I'm about to die out here

cookiethebirddoll

the world hates nocturnal girls

kittyit

link / archive

marbleguard

I’m going to say something that might sound crazy. Suicide and suicide attempts are sort of a societal alarm bell that says “something is very wrong with the environment this individual was in.” A living being choosing to take themselves out of existence is the most extreme act of distress there is. The state stepping in to silence this alarm bell by funneling suicidal people into a state sanctioned euthanasia program, normalizing this act through a socially accepted bureaucratic system, is not a good thing. It goes hand in hand with the state’s interest in maintaining the status quo at the expense of the population and the psychiatric industry’s interest in individualizing societal problems to extract profit and aid the existing system. It’s saying “there are no complaints here, just people with sick brains, carry on.”

kittyit

it does not sound crazy

the-rad-menace

Nineteen is so incredibly young.

I suffered from depression and suicidal ideation from the age of eight. The few times I brought myself to ask my parents for help, they deflected, insisting that I was just sensitive, shy, a deep thinker. I did well in school and I obeyed my parents, so they didn't think it was a problem. At my worst points, I couldn't be alone with my thoughts at all. Hundreds of times I day, I thought about how much of a worthless burden I was, that I and everyone in my life would be better off if I was dead and gone.

As an adult, I tried numerous medications and treatment plans, some of which alleviated the depression briefly, but it wasn't until I sought out a psychologist that could do ketamine therapy/electroconvulsive therapy as last resort options, that she recognized/diagnosed me with ADHD. It's commonly overlooked in women and girls and often manifests as long-term, treatment resistant depression. I now take a combination of Vyvanse and Auvelity and my suicidal ideation is almost non-existent. Weeks and even months go by without me thinking about dying/killing myself.

The state of the world, especially for women and girls, is harrowing, but giving up on finding the right medication/treatments for a nineteen year old is unbelievably cruel. If my parents or any of the professionals I'd seen over the years had said, "Yes, you're right. It would be for the best if you were dead, and here's how to do it," I would not be alive now.

I was 26 when I was diagnosed, and I'm turning 32 in a few days.

spare-dignity

My story is just like yours, but with supportive parents. From age 13 I was in therapy and from age 14 I was being tried on medications, and nothing worked. Eating disorder, gender dysphoria, seizure disorder, alcohol abuse; things kept getting worse on top of my treatment-resistant depression and anxiety. I spent the night before my 19th birthday on a hellish short-term psych unit because the talk about killing myself was too constant and serious to ignore.

At age 28 I switched psychiatrists, and after another suicidal crisis was put on Adderall. I don't have suicidal thoughts anymore. It took 15 years to get to the root of the problem - I don't regret living any of them, horrible as they could sometimes be, and now I have so many more to look forward to.

Letting the mentally tortured girl I was at 13, or 16, or 19 do what she wanted would have been an awful mistake and thrown away a perfectly livable life.

krasnoarmeyets

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

krasnoarmeyets

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

luntfontanne

damn he really is an all-time poster

tuckedinbugw

Nothing like holding my love

#i gotta rebuild my collection

segamascott

vampire-loving-vampire

voice of a girl who has never had its needs met:

wow ur so nice to me omg , noones ever talked to me in a soft voice before that's , so nice of u . but it's okay if u wanna yell at me tho I totally understand .!!! is it okay if I call u my friend ? no pressure haha just let me know if u hate me . btw can I have a hug ur allowed to say no btw .

ok guys what server so i move to on xiv

#im thinkin maybe siren or faerie or maybe coeurl????#ffxiv

paper-mario-wiki

do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets

her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.

remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.

thank you, Marsha. we remember you.