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#gonna add on2 this maybe i am just so mad at carrd i hate carrd so much

I'm moving over here :+] gonna keep this blog around but won't be active

#tunes #Spotify

sewercentipede

harlothands

I think everyone should make dumb ugly zines and bad music and write shitty books with weird premises and publish them for pay what you will online. I think people should write plays that are only ever intended to be performed with their friends in their living rooms. I think people who like ttrpgs should explore bizarre itch.io games and new systems that have no affiliation whatsoever with any major publishing house. If youre lucky enough to have a cool local community radio station nearby you should listen to that and what people close to you have to say and what they’re creating that has no focus on being nationally appealing. I just think creation should be more joyful and local both in a geographic sense and a personal and social sense and unconcerned with whether or not it will be commercially viable or slick or even good beyond your own pride in it. And I think it’s good to seek out art that exists for its own sake or to appeal to the community it was created within

catboyenemy

The Guy She Was Interested in Wasn't a Guy At All: Maybe It Would Be Like This if the Two of Them Moved in Together... Do Your Best! | Arai Sumiko

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#i wanna talk about stuff i cant talk about. not here anyways #i dont feel comfortable posting here anymore #think im gonna use my other blog eventually. i cant stay here ✌️ legitimately #feels like i have a million eyes on me and i finish saying smthing and everyones just #staring at me with a blank unreadable expression #feel so paranoid and like. i cant be psychotic here #and i can feel myself getting *worse*#i want to be crazy and i wanna be allowed to be crazy #i want my new blog to be veiwable by other psychotic/disabled/addict/alcoholic bisexuals only #i want you to feel uncomfortable there unless you fall into one of those categories #personal

blvckphilip

hellraiser (2022) dir. david bruckner

kuutamosonaatti

angel and devil

Mexico (1519-1821)

kuutamosonaatti

angel and devil

Mexico (1519-1821)

Hold on. I'm shifting into the Ricky LaFleur mindset.

#i never shoulda shifted out #personal

I miss the city 😞

#oh nooooo is this the state im in #im another me and this me misses toronto pre-demise of honest eds #pre-closure of underground video stores and bakeries and specialty shops #toronto pre Sky Blue Sky closure #toronto pre-quitting nicotine #toronto pre-bedbug epedemic #toronto pre-2k+ rent for a bachelor/studio #PRE-SOYBOMB CLOSURE :((((#honest eds my beloved. i miss being drunk inside of you #personal #undiagnosed mania screaming in the streets talking to myself taking the streetcar just to take the streetcar #my life is so stagnant now #renting in a fucking suburb without a car because its the only thing we can afford-> ruined my fucking life #I Do Not Belong Here #you better believe i was up to my neck in instability and suicidal tendency but I did Not care I was living and feeling #and the thing is i cant go back because that place doesnt exist anymore and it will never exist again #and i get so sad thinking about that #i will never be sitting around a fire under a bridge around a #huge communal pot of chili we eat out of solo cups #that was such a good fucking night i hope after i die i can go hangout under the bridge again

Hmmmm I need to start reading graphic novels again.

#i miss the feelings it gave me #my art got so much better after reading smthing i rlly dug #mostly after reading clowes or burns #idk. also nostalgic abt certain things i think. gotta start reading autobiographies abt ppl i admire as well #sick of being in a rut tbh #personal

I had to remove Soups hammock to clean her enclosure up a bit (I think eventually I will need springtails or smthing tbh) and it was so sad she was so afraid just darting around :( worst spider parent (me)

#shes so talented though so she made another better less busted one #also i think she was sitting on a bunch of infertile eggs so would never come out 2 hunt #sad #well i hope things improve 4 her now #personal #bugs #her hammock was STRONG stronger than any web ive ever felt b4 #also she was keeping one of her old legs in there i was like???? you live like this???

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