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due to personal reasons i will be loving you unconditionally

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“Always down for an adventure with you.”

— best memories are with you

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“I love when kisses get so intense you just grab at each other because you literally can not get any closer to each other”

— Funny Adults

thegoodvybe

I’ve tried to figure out how to write this about three times now. I don’t have the right words to say. I don’t even really know what I want to say. I’m trying my best to formulate the words that aren’t sending you into a spiral of worry. I’m sure you’re already worried. You saw a new post and started to panic. I’m telling you now not to panic.

This isn’t a panic inducing letter. This isn’t even really a letter I know if I’ll post. I feel like I need to post it though. I need to make things better.

I know I’m a lot. I know I constantly pick fights. I know I don’t make things easy for you. I know I’m always pushing you away. I’m constantly finding problems where there aren’t problems. I’d like to say I’m trying hard to fix that, but I think we both know I’m not. Admitting your faults is the first step, but they won’t get better if you don’t actually work on those faults.

I want to say it’s just because I’m scared. That I panic when things get too good because I’m waiting for the universe to swing back with some sort of chaos. I don’t just enjoy the good. And I don’t know why. I mean, I have my ideas. I think I’m worried that I’m going to lose you. And I can’t lose you. I’m going to be so lost if I lose you. You tell me you’re not going anywhere, and I believe it. I do. I don’t think you’re running away, yet. But that’s the problem. Yet.

I still think there will be someone better that comes along. There’s going to be someone that can love you better than I could. There’s gonna be someone that wants to be public and wants the extravagant over the top romantic side of you. There’s going to be someone that offers you a world that I can’t offer you.

But I want you to pick me. I want to love you the best way I can. I want to love you today, tomorrow, two months from now, two years from now, two decades from now, two centuries from now. I want to be with you in all the ways that I can. I want to get better. I want to not be so insecure about the fact that I know there’s someone better out there for you. I don’t want to fight with you. I want to make everything okay.

I’m so in love with you, Thomas Stanley Holland. I don’t want to leave, I don’t want you to leave. I don’t want either of us to be without the other person. I meant it when I said I want this forever.

I can’t promise you that I won’t start more fights in the future. I can’t promise that all these insecurities will go away soon. But I can promise that I love you. That I’m always going to love you. That I fall more in love with you each and every day, when I didn’t think that was possible. I can promise you that I’m never going to leave you. I can promise that I’m never going to cheat on you. I can promise that I will give you the world in all the ways that I can. All I need is for you to be patient with me.

I’m sorry, and I love you.

#letters;

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heartemoij

due to personal reasons i will be loving you unconditionally

Open When: It’s Your Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! YOU LOOK LIKE A MONKEY! AND YOU SMELL LIKE ONE TOO!

#letters;#birthday;

Open When: You Need To Know How Much I Love You

Hi handsome. I’m not sure what brought you to this letter. Maybe I’ve been in one of my distance moods. Maybe we’re apart because of work. Or maybe I’m sleeping and you just need a little extra reminder of how much I love you. Regardless, please remember this is only to scratch the surface. I think tumblr would limit the post size before I got the chance to even express half of how much I love you.

I know I don’t show it in the best ways all the time. But I love you more than words can begin to describe. I love waking up every morning with you, and falling asleep every night in your arms. I love how kind and caring you are. I love how goofy you can be, even if it’s in a more serious setting. I love that you try to make the mundane things fun. I love your smile. I could probably go on for hours about your smile. I’m pretty sure it could make even the grumpiest human on this planet soften up.

I love how patient you are, even when I know I’m making it worse. I love how understanding you try to be. I know I don’t make a lot of sense 87% of the time but you’re always willing to listen. I love how honest you are. I love the open communication we’re able to have, even if it’s on a topic one of us doesn’t want to talk about. I love that we’re able to work through things and come back stronger than before. I love that you want a future with me. That still seems weird and that I’m dreaming it but the fact you actually want that? Amazing.

I love how big your heart is. I love that you’re constantly thinking of others and not just yourself. I love the way you make time to give back to the world. I love the relationship you have with your family. I love the relationship you have with my mom, please call her back she needs a workout buddy.

I love everything about you. Each day I’m finding new things that I love about you and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life loving you.

#letters;#hmily;

Open When: You’re Feeling Happy

If you’re happy and you know it, clap your hands!

#letters;#happy;

Open When: You Could Use a Little Pep Talk

Hi my angel. You’re amazing. I’ll start off by saying that and I know you’re shaking your head. But you truly are. Your heart is pure gold. The amount of energy and effort you put into everything you do is admirable. You make me want to be a better person. I’m lucky enough to call you my best friend and get to learn from you every single day.

I know it doesn’t always feel like enough. I know it’s frustrating when you think you could be doing more, but baby you are doing so much for so many people on the daily. I know you don’t always see it that way but because of you there’s kids smiling while they watch Spider-Man. There’s kids that see their favorite superhero as someone they can relate to, not just some old guy that got bit by a radioactive spider and can now scale buildings. And when you remove all that, take away the red and blue spandex, they still have an amazing person to look up to.

You’re funny, down to earth, kind, sweet, warm-hearted, talented, understanding, easy-going, ambitious, brave, compassionate, considerate, generous, energetic, friendly, loving, loyal, optimistic, passionate, the list just goes on. There’s so many wonderful qualities about you and I know sometimes it’s hard to recognize them. But I promise you, we all see it. We all see the work you do, the kindness you bring to this world, and we’re all thankful for you. I’m happy to live in a world where you exist. I love you

#letters;#tom you're the bomb;#pep talk;

Open When: It’s Our Anniversary! (May 7th)

Happy anniversary, my love. I can’t believe neither of us remembered when it was and I had to go track it down. But that’s okay. Now it’s written in writing and so we can’t forget it. I’ll still probably forget it. Goldfish memory. Anyways, for our anniversary we’re going to do something special. I’m not entirely sure what yet, but we’ll do something special. I’ve got a list of things we can pick from. It’s quite a long list but we’ll mark them off as we do them. How’s that sound?

Before I enclose the list, I just want you to know that I love you. I’m happy that you’ve decided to spend time with me, loving me, getting to know me, and growing with me. I don’t know what the future holds but I know that as long as I’m with you, it’ll be amazing. Which is scary to think about because before you the idea of spending long periods of my life with people romantically freaked me out. But with you I’m excited. I can’t wait for the day that we run away into the sunset with our white horse to live in a cottage in the middle of nowhere. I love you, and happy anniversary. Now decide how we’re celebrating!

1) Hotel Stay for the Night

2) Gun Range

3) Couples Massage

4) Dinner & Movie ( Her Choice)

5) Dinner & Movie ( His Choice)

6) Jazz Club

7) Bowling

8) Minature Gold

9) Cabin Rental & Camping

10) Painting Class

11) Comedy Club

12) Dinner Cruise

13) Wine Tasting

14) SkyZone (Indoor Trampoline Place)

15) Indoor Rockclimbing

16) Video Arcade

17) Skating Rink

18) Batting Cages

19) Canoeing

20) Happy Hour

21) Weekend Stay at Bed & Breakfas

t22) Golfing (Driving Range)

23) Go to see a play

24) Go to a Baseball Game

25) Visit the Keys (if in Florida)

25) Helicopter Ride

26) Go Fishing

27) Laser Tag

28) Steak House Dinner

29) Dessert Tasting

30) Weekend Getaway

31) Trip to Museum

32) Horseback Riding

33) Bike Riding

34) At Home Movie Night (His Choice)

35) At Home Movie Night (Her Choice)

36) Play Kinect Game

37) Watch Wedding Video

38) Do a Puzzle Together

39) Go camping indoors (build a fort out of pillows, roast marshmallows, tell ghost stories)

40) Have a romantic Candlelight Dinner

41) Cook Dinner Together ( His Choice Meal)

42) Cook Dinner Together (Her Choice Meal)

43) Play a Board Game

44) Read Bible & Pray Together

45) Coffee Mugs “Color Me Mine” Get white coffee mugs and some paint markers and have fun

46) Fish Fry together, set up the inside of your house like a cookout, red/white checkered table cloth and, red and white checkered apron.

47) Trilogy Movie Marathon (i.e. Twilight, Lord of the Rings, etc. )

48) Play Video Games Together

49) A Night in Italy; Make a pizza together, A bottle of Chianti, Gelato, and a Italian movie, i.e. the Italian Job.

50) Play Would You Rather? (Game Click Here)

51) Video record each other on how you fell in love and watch!

52) Rent a Red Box Movie

53) Play a Card Game

54) Margarita & Chips/ Salsa Night

55) Build Your Own Ice Cream Sundae

56) Make Dessert Together

57) Buy Take Out Chinese & Have a Candlelight Dinner

58) Have a wine and cheese night indoors ( Get some wine & cheese pairings and have fun)

59) Pamper Each Other Night (Massages, Foot Massages, Baths, Champagne etc.)

60) Fondue Night ( Get Cheese & Chocolate and create your own Melting Pot)

61) Picnic Indoors (Blanket & Basket with Wine)

62) Painting at Home (Grab some canvases and paint from the craft store and have fun)

63) Bubbly Night (Pop Champagne, take a bubble bath, and relax)

64) DIY Facials (Each pick out a facial to make and try it on each other)

65) Have a Photo shoot Together

66) Watch a Classic Movie

67) Write out a bucket list

68) Chocolate Covered Strawberries and Bubble Bath Night

69) Stargazing

70) Workout Together

71) Go for a walk

72) Give each other back rubs ( 15 min)

73) Sexy Dice Game ( Find Game Here )

74) Play Tennis

75) Play Basketball

76) Have a Late Night Breakfast

77) Paris Night ( French Bread, French Wine, French Movie)

78) Fruit Picking ( At a Farm)

79) Check out a movie from the Library

80) S’mores Night

81) Go Swimming or to a Beach

82) Random Word Date: (Find Game Here)

83) Have an Origami Party

84) Reenact your First Date

85) Thriftstore Gift Exchange ( $5.00 at Gift Store, wrap up the gifts and give them to each other)

86) Dollar Store Gift Exchange (Limit $5.00 at Dollar Store, wrap up the gifts and give them to each other)

87) Bake Cookies Together

88) Play Just Dance

89) Visit a Free Museum

90) Volunteer Together

91) Visit a Farmers Market

92) Have a Technology Free Date

93) Wash Cars Together

94) Watch the Sunset Together

95) Walk along the beach at night

96) Have cocktails at a nice restaurant

97) Go get pedicures

98) Try a new restaurant

99) Drive to a New City

100) Attend the Opera

#letters;#anniversary;

Open When: You’re Homesick

Hi baby. Got a case of the homesickness, huh? I wish I could make that go away but I know sometimes it just likes to hang around. I can offer you lots of hugs and warm blankets. A few kisses and a lot of cuddling. We can scroll through my phone and look at all the pictures I have saved of Tess or even some of you and your brothers goofing off. Let’s FaceTime them! I know it’s not the same but it’s something, right?

If things ever get really bad, we can also just hop on a plane and go see them. Or you can just hop on a plane to go see them, I don’t always have to come along. I’ll pay. We’ll have you home in no time, assuming you won’t get in trouble. Though if someone tries to fight you on it, I’ll fight them. Family is important and they need to understand that.

But if I can’t get you back to London, I’ll bring London to you. We’ll eat all the food that you want, have some tea, and just relax for the day. I’ll put up some English flags to even make it feel more like London. Though I don’t think I can get one of those phone boxes. But I can get one of those royal guard hats! You know the big obnoxious black ones? I’ll get one of those and wear it around. God that’ll be a sight. Attempt a British accent the whole day to make it seem more like home. I dunno how good I’d be at it, but I’m willing to make an effort. Anything to help you feel a little less homesick.

#letters;#homesick;

Open When: You’re Upset or Angry

I’ll start with I’m sorry. If it’s something I’ve done that upset you or made you angry I am sorry. Truly and sincerely, I can never spell that word right. I’m sure it stems from me being distant. For not knowing how to be truly open and have conversation. I know that frustrates you a lot. I just never want to have the conversation because I know I won’t say things right and they’ll be interpreted the wrong way and then we’ll fight. I don’t like fighting with you so I tend to bottle everything so that it doesn’t happen. I know that’s frustrating. I’m sorry. I love you though.

If it’s work related, I’m sorry for that too. I know your job is stressful at times. I know you don’t always feel like you’re doing enough when it comes to The Brothers Trust but I promise you that you are. Try turning your phone on do not disturb for awhile. We can have just a night for the two of us. We’ll relax and order take out. I’ll give you a massage to help everything feel a little less tense. Just know that if it’s work related, it’ll pass. The grievance won’t be there tomorrow. Or if it is, try a new approach to it. We can brainstorm some ideas if you need to. I’m sorry that you’re upset or angry, but I’m here to listen. To help make it better in any way that I can. If that just means listening while you explain what’s bothering you, I’m game. If that means distracting you from what’s going on, I’m quite good at that too. Just know it’ll all pass and tomorrow will be better.

I love you

#letters;#upset/angry;

Open When You Want to Reminisce

I think for this one I’ll do bullet points of some highlights of things we’ve done together. Or at least the ones I can remember. I’ve got a goldfish memory though so you’re going to have to forgive me. I’ll add to them as new things happen obviously, so you’ll just have to keep checking back. Where to start though.

Visiting you in Atlanta because you broke your nose and I had to kiss it better. We should’ve known then that we weren’t “just friends.” Guess we were both just trying to not make it awkward and ruin the friendship.

Staying in LA with me instead of your hotel. I’ve never fully understood why you got a hotel to begin with but I never questioned it because I wanted to respect your space. But the cuddling was always really nice.

Letting you leave for Atlanta and lasting exactly one (1) day before I was on a plane to come see you. You spoiled me that weekend and I missed your company. It was all your fault.

Bubble baths! I think they started in Atlanta. I’m not entirely sure though. Maybe it was when we came back from Atlanta that we started the bubble baths. I told you, goldfish memory.

Met Gala. I tried really hard to get you to come with me. It was a nice time in New York with you but I would’ve really enjoyed getting to spend the whole night with you. I think you would’ve really enjoyed yourself.

DISNEY LAND!! We still need to go back and not be doing promotional things, but it’s a highlight because just remembering those kids reacting to you being the one in the spider-man costume makes my day better.

I think the first time we kissed was in my living room. It was before we went back to Atlanta the second time. I think. I don’t remember the exact day but I remember the feeling. It was a mix between ‘wow you’re an idiot for waiting this long to do this. It feels great” and “this is something i have to do for the rest of my life no questions asked.” I had a lot of butterflies in my stomach, they still happen every time you kiss me. I remembered having the paranoid feeling that this was too good to be true and that you weren’t going to like kissing me as much as I liked kissing you and that would make things really awkward. I still think that sometimes.

I remember the first time we might have almost had sex. I panicked. Because we were in the living room and there was a lot of kissing and touching and it felt amazing. But I froze and made you stop. You were such a gentleman about it. You were understanding of the fact that I didn’t want to rush things. Even though I didn’t feel like we were rushing things. It was all very complicated. But you were understanding none the less.

I’d include the first time we did actually have sex but I think that’s a more private memory that you can think about on your own time. It was amazing though.

You spending your last night in LA with me on set. I know I don’t say it a lot but I really do appreciate that you were there that night/morning. I know it probably wasn’t the easiest thing for you to do, considering you had a flight the next day, but the fact you were willing to stay up with me through the night just to keep me company on set really means a lot to me.

Surprising you in London. Today, that was the best moment. Maybe not the best but your reaction was absolutely priceless. You knew I was coming, which I kick myself every day about because I should’ve just not told you at all. But getting to be there an extra day was great, even though I think it made you hate Harry and his driving a little.

Just spending time with you in your hometown was great. Getting to see where you grew up, trying all the god awful foods you call delicacies. I’m sorry but I’ll never like fish and chips. But being with your family was special and I’m happy you let me do that.

Like I said, I’ll add more as they come. But I think this is a decent jumping off point. Also I will have you know this is a biscuit not a scone.

#letters;#reminisce;

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