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ohhhh shit. target is recalling their up & up baby wipes (fragrance free & fresh cucumber scented) because they're contaminated with Burkholderia cepacia complex and Burkholderia gladioli, multiple people are reporting discoloration & infections. i just got a call about it cuz i had purchased those but i've already gone through them 😅 so no refund for me. but im fine. if you have these they're saying you need to immediately stop using them and bring them back to target for a full refund. this bacteria can cause life threatening infections in children/infants and people with compromises immune systems (ESPECIALLY cystic fibrosis!!) and i know lots of other chronically ill people follow me!!!!

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is it a little condescending if someone talks to you and says things like "you're so eenie [- thin, i think]" and something on your body you were worrying about is "cute" and idk how to keep explaining fhshs but like is that condescending, or just how straight women talk, or how women talk to you when you're kind of short even though you're a grown adult but you do look kind of baby-faced and short and you're a bit shy so you probably come across as a nervous teenager even to people who know how old you are, or it's maybe a customer service voice sort of thing, or maybe they even think i have a learning disability bc of my social anxiety ?

i mean kind of do ! but i am good 👍 at understanding what people mean in any tone of voice using pretty much any combination of english words really

i am just a little short and frumpy bc of circumstances out of my control so my clothes probably aren't helping me look older rn

and shy but i'm working on all that 😭

#today's selfie

edit: they've also said "you know big words !" to me once, so, that's also something that gave me a tiny bit of pause ?

(my big word: tachycardia)

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pastel colored pencil fun from this past weekend~

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After every storm

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These are the cutest pillows I’ve ever seen

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i've been having a really good day today!! so good i've ended up overstimulated i think, which i think is related to c-ptsd as i've read c-ptsd/trauma can make lots of pleasure feel uncomfortable until you get used to it again, but i'm going to try to get used to this feeling whenever i recognise it, as it *is* just uncomfortable (sort of like queasiness) and not agonising at all right now, so i'm listening to birdsong on youtube (still makes me happy) and i've the goth rave theme turned on here (nice and mellow) and i'm just trying to turn down my happiness rather than hide from it in apathy or a negative emotion! i'd like some healthy synapses (:

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soul-piercing blue

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everything is private until i know what i want to do with my account, but i'm okay