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#( musings. )#// this is what happens when kirsten is bored at 1230 am

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Max & Tobias | a gamers delight

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MAX.

They’d met at the game store, Max confused on games was curious about the place she’d heard much about through her clients. She was so lost, and confused when a very attractive man came up to her and helped her out. During their conversation he invited her to his place to play some games. Of course, she told him she wasn’t a gamer and hadn’t played any in her life but he was adamant about her coming over. So, there she was standing in the males room–decorated in various gaming paraphernalia that went right over her head. Maxine found it adorable that he was so into it–a hobby she had no problems with herself. She stood looking up at a poster, arms crossed over her chest loosely when she turned towards him, as he got the gaming device set up.

“I love the decorations.” She says, pointing to a few things she’d been looking at, “I’m excited, I’ve never played a single game in my life. Not even a phone game, my parent were very strict.” She laughed, mostly at how lame she sounded.

ON ONE OF his few trips to the city, tobias had run into a familiar face he had often seen wandering around arcadia. from what he knew, she was a dancer at the dollhouse, but was taken by surprise by her awfully sweet nature once they had begun to talk. he couldn’t help but invite her over to try out some of his games. as she wandered around his room, studying the various posters and figurines he had set up, tobias suddenly felt like such a loser. “ when you don’t have many friends growing up, you start to get bored, ” he commented jokingly. “ boy, you’re going to enjoy this game ! it’s a classic. ” he pulled out a hard copy of grand theft auto v from his shelf. “ it has everything -- a storyline and if you go to the strip club, you could get a lapdance from a hot girl ! ” tobias narrated, grabbing the disc from its case and setting up the ps4. “ go ahead. make yourself at home. my roommate’s gonna be gone for awhile. he usually isn’t home, anyway. ”

#( max. )

LILI.

The pool was busy, full of bikini clad women, it was a great place to just relax and enjoy the view. Plopping down beside some guy she smirked. “Really, and you can’t take the time to appreciate all the beauty around you?” she said with a smirk as she leaned over. “See, i’m more of a Zelda girl myself, couldn’t get into Final Fantasy.” she commented before laying back down on the lounge chair. “Look at the ass on her.” she said with a low whistle.

AT THE SOUND of the arrival of company, tobias averted his attention to raise an eyebrow at the brunette. “ zelda, but not final fantasy ? hmm... ” he rubbed his chin in mock intrigue. following the girl’s gaze, his eyes landed on the girl across the pool sporting a thong. with a shrug, he looked back at the girl with a sheepish confession. “ i’m more of a boobs kind of guy. ”

#( lili. )#nsfw

ALESSANDRA.

She was going to make him regret every rejecting her, that much she was confident in. The look on his face as he stared at her body made her smirk. Just another weak man, easily swayed by nice tits and a great ass, typical. “Good, because i’d hate to have to tie you down.” she teased with a wink as she moved towards him, watching him sink back into the chair. “Really, and what did you have in mind for our reunion, did it involve me having clothes on, because i’ve thought about you, far too many times.” she said as she moved close to him, moving her body to the beat as she turned, dropping down to her ass was in his face, her hands sliding over his legs before she turned, dropping down again, this time her hands sliding up his thighs. “You can touch if you want, I won’t tell.” she teased, sliding up, pressing into him. “If you’re in a place like this, you surely aren’t shy virginal little Tobi I remember.” she murmured, her lips brushing his ear. “And i’m not a girl anymore.”

TOBIAS SUNK INTO the chair, realizing that there was no point in running away. alessandra approached him like a predator stalking its prey, animalistic determination apparent in her dark eyes. azure orbs widening as she swayed before him, he found himself swallowing the lump in his throat in attempt to contain himself. “ definitely didn’t think about being in this positio -- EEK ! ” the girlish shriek escaped his mouth as she pushed her barely-clothed ass in his face and ran her hands down his legs. “ n-no, it’s okay. i’m not one to break the rules -- you know that perfectly well. ” he tried desperately to take his mind off her touching him, or him touching her. however, no avail. under his dress pants, his cock was slowly coming to life.

#( alessandra. )#nsfw

CHARLOTTE.

She nods, “You make a fair point,” she teases as her eyes look over him. Grinning at his words, “Hm, well I’m sure you’re not unless someone consented to it. Although, I don’t think I’d mind getting to know you in that way.” She was being blunt but still discreet. “I’m Charlotte, by the way.”

THE INNUENDO LACED in her words didn’t go unnoticed by the twenty-seven year old man, who plastered a mischievous grin just as she spoke with playful flirtation. “ oh. heh. same. ” he smiled sheepishly, unsure of how to approach the condition with the same type of cool bluntness she had.

#( charlotte. )

ISA.

“am i what? nervous? i fuck people for a living, do you think i’m nervous, tobi?” isabella undid the belt of his jeans, quickly working the zipper as she felt him through his boxers. he was rock hard already, her fingers barely wrapping around his shaft. she could already imagine herself down on her knees, taking all of him inside her, her red lips around his cock. fuck, she wanted to make her brand new little boy toy scream her name, not just moan it. she smirked when he managed to undo her bra, letting the lace red piece fall down to the floor. “mmm, i’m sure you are.” she leant in, her lips ghosting over his but she didn’t kiss him. not yet. instead, she placed her hands on his shoulders && pushed him down to his knees. “make me come under three minutes && i’ll let you fuck me.”

HER TANTALIZING WORDS and devilish smirk were starting to grow on him. tobias heaved in a breath as her fingers ghosted around his shaft, still clad in the soft material of his boxers. eyes wandering down to appreciate her topless form, he was caught off guard when she leant in before abruptly pushing him down on the floor where he landed with a soft thud. eyes widening as isa shared the ultimatum, without any other word, tobias’ fingers hooked on the edge of the lace panties and peeled them off her, revealing the pink flesh of her pussy. repeating what he had learned for the past few months in his head, tobias leaned in to part her pussy lips with his finger before taking one first lap at her slit. pressing his lips against the sensitive nub, he dipped a finger into her as he flicked his tongue against her clit. the taste of her juices filled his mouth as he continued to roll his tongue over the sensitive flesh, adding another finger as he pumped inside of her. tobias’ moan vibrated in ecstasy as he lifted his darkened eyes, filled with wanton lust, to lock with hers.

#nsfw #( isa. )

CHARLIE.

He let go of her and Charlie felt like an idiot. What the hell was she even doing here. He’d made it perfectly clear he didn’t want her anymore and she hated it. She loved Ethan, she really did, but she’d be lying if she said Tobias was another part of her as well. Taking the water she took a sip, eyes downcast as she tried to tell her drunken mind to behave. She was making a fool out of herself, she knew it, yet she was still here. “Who, who are you worried about getting attached, me, or you?” she asked finally looking over at him. “Because i’ll tell you right now, the fact that you ended things over text.. god Tobias.” she said with a shake of her head. Reaching down she set the water on the floor before moving to him, shifting onto his lap. “So what, if I was sober you’d fuck me?” she asked as her eyes locked on his. She was feeling a bit dizzy, but she tried to concentrate on him. “Because I need you, your touch, your lips.” she murmured, reaching up and cupping his face. “Tell me you don’t want me anymore, that there’s nothing here.. tell me it was all in my head.” she pleaded. She wasn’t ready to let go, wasn’t ready to lose him, now when he’d become such a big part of her life.

EYES DOWNCAST ON his folded hands on his lap, he wondered how he would ever be able to tell charlie the truth. in reality, throughout his twenty-seven years old life, he never had anyone like her in his entire life and the possibility of developing something other than a pure physical relationship scared the crap out of him. as she climbed onto his lap, tobias’ hands cupped her cheeks as his azure orbs bore into hers. “ i can’t do that, charlie. you know perfectly why i cant’ -- it’s just... ” the word vomit was starting to seep out. “ this is the closest thing i have ever had to a girlfriend and the stupid thing is -- you’re not MINE. i’m a guy you sleep with, and then you go home to spend the rest of your night with another guy you call your boyfriend. i want to end it before things go to shit because GOD i’ve had the best two months with you, and i want to remember it that way. ”

#( charlie. )

DANTE.

“The killer will just kick your door down and murder your lazy ass when you’re not expecting it,” Dante huffed out as he playfully slapped the back of his friend’s head. “C’mon bro stop ignoring me before I grab onto that and throw it into the pool.”

“ FOR FANDEN ! ” TOBIAS swore in his native tongue as the much larger man striked against his head. “ are you forgetting you’re -- like -- four times stronger than me ? er du sindssyg ? ” a pout settled on the twenty-seven year old’s face as he rubbed the spot where dante had swung at him. “ what’s up, d ? d-boy...? d-bag ? ” his nose scrunched up as he tried to figure it out. “ nevermind. no nicknames. what have you been up to ? ”

#( dante. )

RAVEN.

“Really now? Not the secretly a hermit thing, but the video game. I haven’t heard anyone playing any of the final fantasy games in forever. The only one I’ve played was… seven? I think? Which ever one had Cloud for the protag. That one, so I know nothing about the other ones.”

“ WELL, I THINK the fact that my mental age is that of a kid explains that. yeah, but -- like -- no shit: you know the feeling of tasting your childhood snack after a while ? this is what it’s exactly like. nostalgia ? i think that’s the world in english. i’m a melodramatic piece of SHIT when it comes to video games, apparently. ”

#( raven. )

CARTIA.

— ❛ ┆ ‘ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴅ sᴇx? if it is less than ten times since losing your virginity, it does not count. ’ he was only one year her junior, but sometimes cartia felt like tobias was ears younger. he reminded her of her sons and she couldn’t help but mother him at times. ‘ are you saying i look like an ALIEN? ’ her tone was incredulous, unsure if she should be insulted or not.

“ IT SO DOES count ! i couldn’t tell you how many times i’ve had sex because i’ve lost track. ” untrue. he could probably count all the times he’s had sex with a girl with his hands. “ are you an alien ? because you’re out of this world. badum tss. ” tobias held up finger guns lamely as he winked at the brunette. perhaps that would be a good distraction from the topic.

#( cartia. )

SASKIA.

— ❛ ┆ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ had the blonde releasing a breath that she hadn’t been aware was waiting to be exhaled. tobias was, by far, her best friend. she’d only been at arcadia a short period of time, but there were people that connected to the soul; that made deep relationships in no time at all as if they’d been separated by something cosmic and brought back by the same force. ‘ you’re my best friend, tobi. i’m sorry that i yelled. i’m happy you’re safe too. ’ pulling back to look at him, hands coming to cup either side of his jaw, she inspected him like a mother would check their child for marks and cuts. ‘ do you feel okay? ’

" I'M SORRY I was so insensitive. i've been such an idiot lately. " the dejection in his voice was evident with each syllable he spoke. for the past few months, tobias had caught himself in a whirlwind of events straight of his dreams. how he had been handling the changes in his life cost him more than he bargained for. " other than the fact i feel disgusting for being literally dirty, i feel like load of SHIT. just because i bulk up a bit and sleep with -- like -- four different girls in one day, i become a huge douchebag. " as he rambled, he lifted his eyes to look at his best friend sadly. " why am i a FUCKING idiot, sas ? "

#( saskia. )

RIKKE.

“it looks very good, tobias. it is like you have had some kind of makeover. but the masculine kind.” she complimented softly, a laugh escaping her lips when he wiggled his eyebrows at her. she was still slightly in shock at the look of the man before her. muscular. handsome. the latter description was definitely something he had been before but he certainly looked different now. and she was definitely noticing different features that she hadn’t been able to process in those seminar rooms. she’d had to focus on many people after all and not just individuals. she took the seat the very moment it was offered, folding one leg neatly over the other as she leaned toward him. “i am never too busy for a friend. and i only work in the mornings. it is a rule.” even though she now held his ds, she offered it back to him with a smile. “but if you are too busy then i understand. but i am curious to know what your life has been since we last saw each other. because it seems stuff has changed.”

HER WORDS IGNITED some confidence in the twenty-seven year old, suddenly approaching the situation in a different light. things haven't changed since the last time he saw her -- she was still incredibly beautiful, but maybe this time, tobias would actually have a shot. as he retrieved his game back from rikke, his lips curled in a lazy grin. " i've got to head to mangon's for my shift soon. but, if you're down to grab some drinks at amphora's tonight, i might have to take you up for that. " he winked at her, offering his cellphone for her to encode her number in.

#( rikke. )

CASS.

Her face brightened when he looked up, a smile stretching her cheeks. “I’m like a knight in shining… er, two piece? Went to hero training camp and everything,” she shot back with a chuckle, letting go of his chin. Crossing her legs and leaning back on her hands, her shoulders lifted in a shrug as she glanced around the other guests around the pool. “Not terribly, to be honest. I feel awful for saying it, but I’ve already had so much on my mind that beyond the worry that there was another murder, I just can’t focus on it.” Casting another concerned glance at Tobi, she resisted reaching out to hug him. “How about you… besides wanting to hang out with the video games?”

“ YOU DESERVE YOUR own series. a beautiful and courageous hero ? teenage boys are going to go mad, ” tobias laughed heartily. to say that cass was unlikely friend would be an understatement; she was way out of his league, and yet he harbored a stupid crush on her like some kid at the playground. nodding as she spoke, the blue-eyed man leaned back and let his eyes wander over the scene of the indoor pool before him. “ yeah, i get you. sucks to say that i had a great valentine’s day and was actually enjoying it while someone was getting murdered. it just dampened my spirits a whole lot. ”

#( cass. )

ALESSANDRA.

Seeing the look on his face made it very clear to Alessandra that he hadn’t been the one to set this up, but she wasn’t one to let an opportunity go to waste. Shutting and locking the door she smirked as she moved towards him. “Looks like it’s your lucky night then.” she teased turning the music on. He was still the same shy guy he’d been 3 years ago, but now she was legal and fully prepared to make him suffer for his rejection all those years ago. “Working obviously, i’m supposed to be giving whoever’s in this room a lap dance.” she teased moving closer to him as she began to move to the music. “You’re not gonna run off and get me in trouble for not doing my job are you?” she teased reaching up and letting her dress drop, leaving her in just a lace thong and bra.

ALL TRACES OF coherent thought left tobias’ mind as alessandra dropped the sheath that covered her body to the floor. he couldn’t recall seeing the young girl in this light back when she was living with his family. then again, she was a young girl back, then. it was clear that the circumstances were different this time. “ n-no, ” tobias laughed nervously as he reversed slowly until the back of his knees hit the chair. “ well, i didn’t imagine our reunion happening like this. ” the twenty-seven year old scratched the back of his neck. perhaps things would be easier since it was actually against the rules for him to touch her.

#( alessandra. )#nsfw

CHARLOTTE.

“Well, I’ll be your friend. That is, if you want to be mine. No pressure.” She teases before sitting up to face him now, noticing that he was stopping his game. “I hope I’m not bothering you since you seemed invested,” Charlotte shares in an almost apologetic tone. Nodding, she lets out a small laugh, “I’m pretty sure all of us here are in some way perverted enough to come here.”

" NO, IT'S FINE. really. can't make any friends unless i actually pay attention to them, you know ? " tobias straightened slightly to angle himself towards the blonde. " i'm tobias -- not a perv... well, explicitly." there was a playful glint in his eyes as he introduced himself. a pretty stranger didn't have to know about his recent escapades wherein he explored a darker part of his sexual fantasies.

#( charlotte. )

CHARLIE.

“How much? I’m not sure we can count that high” she giggled as she clung to him. She was going to hate herself in the morning, but she’d hated the way they ended thing, hell she hate that they’d ended at all. She was selfish, but she wanted him. “There’s two of you though.” she said, followed by a hiccup as he led her over to his bed. She kept a grip on his arm, trying to tug him down with her weakly. “I miss you baby, you dumped me.” hiccup. “and I hate it, I hate myself but I don’t want to lose you, we didn’t even get a proper goodbye. You just gave up on me.” she said with a pout. “C’mere, I wanna snuggle.”

WITH A SIGH, tobias released charlie from his grip, letting her arm fall down to her side, as he moved over to his bedside table to grab an unopened bottle of water that he kept on standby. twisting it open, he handed it to her. “ drink this, please. ” the twenty-seven year old had been well acquainted with what he needed to do to take care of a drunk person, having saskia and dante as his best friends. “ i miss you too, charlie. i’m sorry. i just don’t want anyone to get too attached... and get hurt, ” he muttered sadly as he sat down next to her. the boy was stupid enough to forget that there was already clearly one person who was hurt and she was in bed next to him. “ no, charlie. i can’t do that. not when you’re like this. ”

#( charlie. )

CHARLIE.

“Tobias, open the fucking door.” Charlie said, her voice slurred as she slammed on the door. She might have had far too many drinks in her system, which led to her banging on a door she shouldn’t hand been banging on at 2 am. “Open the door right now or i’ll.. i’ll.. kick the door in!” she said, voice rising again. Going to bang on it again she stumbled forward as the door was yanked open. “You are an asshole.” she said, seeing two of him in front of her. “You never mentioned a twin.” she said with a giggle, swaying a bit.

HE HAD BEEN lost in halo for god-knows-how-long when he heard pounding on his door. cobalt eyes flew to his roommate’s bed, wondering if he was finally going to show up, as it was well after 2 am. however, as he heard the slurred feminine voice, dreadful thoughts filled his mind as he paused the game to let her in. “ charlie ? what’s going on ? how much did you drink ? ” the questions flew out of his mouth as he pulled the door open, revealing a very intoxicated charlie. “ what the fuck ? no, it’s just me. come on. ” wrapping his arm around her waist, he led her into his room to let her rest on the bed. “ could you tell me what exactly is going on with you ? ”

#( charlie. )

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