my diary ig

started on 27th jan 24 probably most active rudy misfits fan DM ME TO CHALLENGE ME I TOTALLY DONT WANT FRIENDS

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new pinned post! :33

heyyy, i’m toby i’m trans and i use he/him.

idrk what i want this to be but i made it cus why not.

i’ll try to update it everyday. this is more for personal use, idc who sees this

‼️ TW for sh, ed and definitely oversharing of kinks and other things but there will obviously be warnings pls dont hate me they are vents not support posts‼️

mainly posting my hyperfixations (JOE GILGUNNNN, misfits not the band the show, brassic, bo burnham, monk, and other little interests in tags)

#tboy toby art is obviously my art which i'll post hardly ever lmao

and #tobysdiary24 is where im just posting some bullshitttt basically anything ive made not reposting

people pls talk to me if you like anything i post about im so lonely 🙏🙏

[beelzeballing]

sharona fleming more like serverona flemother am i right. AM I RIGHT

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sighhhh i miss him. actually i miss my old fandoms in general. when i lose interest in them its like theyre friends you dont talk to anymore and occasionally remember fondly

anyway old mid monk art yayyy

[slate-cactus]

eats your art

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yayyy thank you 🫶youre probably the first person to eat my art so i wont take it off you 🤞🤞

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sighhhh i miss him. actually i miss my old fandoms in general. when i lose interest in them its like theyre friends you dont talk to anymore and occasionally remember fondly

anyway old mid monk art yayyy

[just-found-lemons]

happy 10 years to the comedy special that completely changed my entire outlook on life 🎉

Inside is most people's favorite Bo special (happy 5 years to that btw) but this one will always be my favorite by far. I've watched it exactly 20 times. analyzed it over and over. found all kinds of connections that may or may not have been intentional. but most importantly, I've done my best to apply its message in my personal life. there've been so many times in the past few years where I catch myself and realize "oh no I'm performing again" and immediately knock it off. it's improved my life so much. 10/10 experience.

thank you, weird man. bye.

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make happy may not be my favourite ive only watched it twice lmao but i like all the specials so it doesnt really matter i could rewatch it today for its birthday

hooray bo burnham

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getting the most likes ive gotten in a while on art from ages ago from fandoms im not in anymore yep ive passed my prime ✌️✌️

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kinda adding to this post and last post but i hate being in niche dead fandoms because i know none of the shit that i actually like will get likes but i dont want to draw or talk about popular things i only mildly like just for likes and validation

this isnt really anyones fault maybe my brain for latching onto misfits and joe but its just really disheartening and lonely talking to myself on this account about one of my favourite things currently when i know no one is gonna see it

and the few people that i do talk to sometimes about it they actually have lives instead of being a chud like me and i dont want to bother them with my desperation

watch this post get zero notes too like everything else lmao lmaoooo 😭😭😭😭😭(i am on the verge of kms)

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theres like only one rudycest fic on ao3 and its too just sucking rudys toes and two x reader smut fics which are both fem readers and zero rudy three fics

the obvious solution is to write my own stuff but thats scary and im lazy and have zero writing experience sooo...

tbf i probably could write something i was writing and drawing selfship stuff before i knew what that was but my brain has developed more now and i worry too much about them being out of character

once again i think about the horrors of being in a niche dead fandom 😿🔫

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maybe im just stupid or something but i cant find a higher quality picture of this for the life of me😭😭please i need this😭😭😭nake joe gligun😭😭

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happy pride month

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wait wait omg ive just realised something

when rudy and rudy too are fighting in charlies bathroom too stabs rudy with the scissors

then they talk about it later and rudy says 'no one wants to get stabbed with a pair of scissors. its not cool, and it hurts'

AND RUDY THREE GETS KILLED BY SCISSORS!!! DUDE!! I LOVE LITTLE DETAILS LIKE THAT!! (i cant think of any more in misfits rn but im sure theres a shit ton more)

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how all yes ALL the rudys are gonna be when im finished with them

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"ksi is leaving the sidemen" can't wait for round two of the disstracks 🔥🔥

[andiloveherrr]

watching joe bartolozzi to distract myself from being a total fucking loser

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am i crazy for liking evil funnybunny more than normal funnybunny.... i am veryyy mixed about funnybunny and im leaning more towards not liking it but i really like the evil version. maybe cus i loveeee the evil big tops idk. especially ej😻😻

and dont get me started on jaxcest....

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liking tom ska and bo burnham in 2026 is crazy imagine 😂😂 maybe i am a weird kid

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tbh i kinda wish i had my own ocs it seems so fun but i cant think of a good story or anything

i used to draw a bunch of random ocs when i was younger so i could recreate them but i think most of them are sorta unoriginal lmao

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bun bun ❤️❤️❤️‍🩹🤞

i really hope this hasn't been done yet lmao

evil jax version at one (1) like trust