the null filename2 toucher™

souris/toby | 22y | he/it | i like to play and draw | proshippers fuck off!!

[tobytreats]

╰┈➤ Welcome to my humble palace

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ My name is Toby! Nice to meet you! I'm a 22y year old Brazilian artist looking to share things that makes me happy! My current interest is Baldi's Basics (BBCR and Plus), though I may occasionally post about other things! Following my current interest, I will post a LOT about my main OC who is also a BBIEAL OC, Mr. Artium! So be prepared for a lot of OC content as well :) ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ Before you keep going, my account WILL have yumeshipping content! This is my way to show my love for my favorite characters!

I mainly post about my interest on Null and Principal, but I am also a Baldi yumeshipper, as well. I am okay with doubles, though I am always wary about interacting first. Oopsie!

At the end of this post you'll find my carrd, which contains all my f/os! ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ My DNI list is: Basic DNI, obviously Pro-AI, Zionist Pro/darkshippers I also block freely + may interact with the above ON ACCIDENT! If i realize I did I'll immediately retrieve my interaction and block! ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ My asks are always open! I love answering questions and give advices! I also take art requests (NO OCS) (I may also be a little slow on these. My bad!) I love talking to people as well, so DM me if you like any of my interests! Though I do NOT entertain small talk, way too personal questions/chats or if the conversation isn't particularly engaging to participate in. ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

You'll find yourself looking at specific tags in my blog! #toby thoughts = Tag used for rambling, ranting, venting and more #toby fics = Tag used for when I post my fanfiction #toby arts = Tag used for my artwork (NEW) #artiumposting = Tag used for when I post about my main OC, Artium Artifex (NEW)

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ ╰┈➤ My Carrd ╰┈➤ Commission info! ╰┈➤ 16+ server: https://discord.gg/qH4EtYKCHs ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

[jane35235]

was thinking abt this game again

[tobytreats]

a long while ago i drew artium with my friend chell's bbieal oc. but that art of his looks so fucking stupid i had to redo it to make it look even more dumber.

new // old im crying dude why does he look like that.

[tobytreats]

New tag if you wanna look for Artium stuff more easily :3 I plan on sharing more of his lore around here, as I have been building that up a lot (thank you null, skye and tangeri) also, i will get to the ask blog soon. but if you have any questions about him that might be too complicated to ask in the ask blog, feel free to question in my main ask box!!

[tobytreats]

I like artium he is very cute

aww

awwww AWWW HE LOOOKS SO CUTEEEE SO CUTE AND SO HAPPY YAYAYAYAYAYYY (i saw ur previous ask i prommy i will sketch u ur dave soon i just gotta get back to my art grind)

[tobytreats]

Artium's ingame gimmick would work somewhat like this. He gets really really upset if you ignore his classes.

[tobytreats]

my wonderful yumeship list has been updated

[tobytreats]

Bon appetit

[tobytreats]

Thank you everyone for your kindness after my post about being aroace. Never in a billion years I thought that someone would take it entirely wrong LMAO.... Genuinely asked my friends if I did say something that bad, as being "odd" is not what I planned with the post.

Strange how people love to boil down aroace conversations to "you are a predator".

Do you think that asexual people are asexual because they play ace cards? Did we forget what the SEXUAL in asexual is? The topic is inevitable to briefly mention when we are talking about being asexual in first place.

[tobytreats]

dude... posting about your sexuality and mentioning sexual fantasies is such an odd thing to post on a public blog. especially one where you invite and allow minors to talk to you and join a server :/ check yourself before you wreck yourself, it's giving predatory

Buddy, did you really reduce my entire post about my aroace experience to "you are talking about sex to minors!" I would absolutely understand your point if I was going into details about it and inviting the conversation to reach to those topics. However, these words were used for nothing but explaining how my asexuality works. This is not me going "GUYS LOOK HOW MUCHHH I LOVE SEX!!!!"

The 16+ people in my server and my followers are not in danger just because I explained how my aroace label works for me personally. Nobody is being exposed to NSFW because I explained my asexuality. I believe your heart is in the right place but at the same time you just sound like you forgot what asexuality's about. I am open to any questions.

[sumfox99]

what this person said feels homophobic to me and im sure im not the only one who thinks that, based on what other people have said about their point you need to be at least thirteen years old to join tumblr. almost everyone on this site is a teen and if it's discovered that a user is under 13 years old their account is deleted or banned for violating TOS. teenagers have sexual thoughts, believe it or not. they are able to handle sexual topics. that is a normal part of development. (im not saying teenagers should go out and start having sex do not twist my words) a teenager is not going to come across a post of a guy talking about how he's asexual despite having sexual fantasies and be irreversibly damaged by it. they wont even be damaged by it at all, because guess what, teenagers are not at the same point of development as a young child!!! THEY KNOW WHAT SEX IS!!!!!! trying to get someone to not talk about their sexuality because there are teenagers following them makes you look like a puritan and a homophobe nothing toby said in his post was going into detail about any of his fantasies. like what someone else said, if your first thought is "protect the kids" when you see someone mention how their asexuality works you need to probably work on yourself a bit i think

[tobytreats]

dude... posting about your sexuality and mentioning sexual fantasies is such an odd thing to post on a public blog. especially one where you invite and allow minors to talk to you and join a server :/ check yourself before you wreck yourself, it's giving predatory

Buddy, did you really reduce my entire post about my aroace experience to "you are talking about sex to minors!" I would absolutely understand your point if I was going into details about it and inviting the conversation to reach to those topics. However, these words were used for nothing but explaining how my asexuality works. This is not me going "GUYS LOOK HOW MUCHHH I LOVE SEX!!!!"

The 16+ people in my server and my followers are not in danger just because I explained how my aroace label works for me personally. Nobody is being exposed to NSFW because I explained my asexuality. I believe your heart is in the right place but at the same time you just sound like you forgot what asexuality's about. I am open to any questions.

[julwannastayhidden]

There are differences between discussions of sexuality/identity and predatory/pornographic content.

The only kind of content I have found to cause harm for minors were explicit sexual acts, sexual solicitation, nude images, links to pornography, or coercive exchanges (Tanni et al., 2024).

According to Breuner et al. (2016), first-person statements such as "I imagine scenarios revolving around sexual fantasies." or "I was never a fan of microlabels for myself." may even have some pedagogical value because they describe identity, feelings, and self-understanding rather than instructing behavior or depicting pornography.

Additionally, I did not find any evidence suggesting that something being "odd" could be harmful to minors.

The post was autobiographical, non-explicit, and did not invite sexual interaction. I would not recommend labeling someone's post as "giving predatory" without evidence of actual predatory conduct. That's a serious allegation.

Sources under the cut:

Breuner, C. C., Mattson, G., COMMITTEE ON ADOLESCENCE, & COMMITTEE ON PSYCHOSOCIAL ASPECTS OF CHILD AND FAMILY HEALTH. (2016). Sexuality education for children and adolescents. Pediatrics, 138(2), e20161348. https://doi.org/10.1542/peds.2016-1348

Tanni, T. I., Akter, M., Anderson, J., Amon, M. J., & Wisniewski, P. J. (2024). Examining the unique online risk experiences and mental health outcomes of LGBTQ+ versus heterosexual youth. Proceedings of the CHI Conference on Human Factors in Computing Systems, 31, 1–21.

[tobytreats]

dude... posting about your sexuality and mentioning sexual fantasies is such an odd thing to post on a public blog. especially one where you invite and allow minors to talk to you and join a server :/ check yourself before you wreck yourself, it's giving predatory

Buddy, did you really reduce my entire post about my aroace experience to "you are talking about sex to minors!" I would absolutely understand your point if I was going into details about it and inviting the conversation to reach to those topics. However, these words were used for nothing but explaining how my asexuality works. This is not me going "GUYS LOOK HOW MUCHHH I LOVE SEX!!!!"

The 16+ people in my server and my followers are not in danger just because I explained how my aroace label works for me personally. Nobody is being exposed to NSFW because I explained my asexuality. I believe your heart is in the right place but at the same time you just sound like you forgot what asexuality's about. I am open to any questions.

[seaf0amm]

holy fucking idiot

Ermmm wow.. Youre talking about your sexual fantasies around minors.... What the flip... hastag problematic......... DID YOU READ THE POST !?!?!??!?! 😭 ITS ABOUT ITS EXPERIENCE AS AN AROACE PERSON ?!??!

if your first fucking thought when seeing queer people talking about their experiences and sexuality [VAGUELY MIND YOU. TOBY DID NOT SPECIFY ANY LIKE. KINKS OR ANYTHING.] is Think of the children...! YOU NEED TO CHECK YOURSELF. Holy fuck dude please get a hobby i promise you there are much more important things to be worrying about

[tobytreats]

dude... posting about your sexuality and mentioning sexual fantasies is such an odd thing to post on a public blog. especially one where you invite and allow minors to talk to you and join a server :/ check yourself before you wreck yourself, it's giving predatory

Buddy, did you really reduce my entire post about my aroace experience to "you are talking about sex to minors!" I would absolutely understand your point if I was going into details about it and inviting the conversation to reach to those topics. However, these words were used for nothing but explaining how my asexuality works. This is not me going "GUYS LOOK HOW MUCHHH I LOVE SEX!!!!"

The 16+ people in my server and my followers are not in danger just because I explained how my aroace label works for me personally. Nobody is being exposed to NSFW because I explained my asexuality. I believe your heart is in the right place but at the same time you just sound like you forgot what asexuality's about. I am open to any questions.

[tobytreats]

i suppose that while i'm still inspired, i should also talk about my experiences as someone aroace! TECHNICALLY, you could say that I'm greyaroace! However, I was never a fan of microlabels for myself. Far too many to keep track of. Aroace is just much better for me to explain and to relate to.

But, well, it's noticeable that I have been in relationships before and also selfships! I believe these things were necessary for my self discovery.

I am not the romantic type. Never was, for that matter. My best friend used to be in a relationship with me and even he said that he has noticed that. Nothing harmful, of course. But it made me wonder why I took so long to realize.

Until I thought about it and came to a conclusion: my autism diagnosis helped me, along with my experiences with love. I was constantly pressured into the idea of being with someone. I have been through enough romantic situations, both on the internet and outside, to realize that this isn't for me. I do not get atteched in the way I am expected to. I was sold a dream that was never meant to be mine.

Sexual topics are also tricky. I do have a libido, especially driven by my testosterone. I do have these thoughts. I write about them. I draw them. I imagine scenarios revolving sexual fantasies. But.. do you know what's funny about it? These thoughts never involves me. I found comfort in fiction. Engaging with it safely. I have created characters to do my bidding. Made them fall in love, made them sleep together, made them do everything I was told to do one day. It makes me happy, to make these characters happy. To make them live a life next to someone. To many people. To whoever I feel like making them be with. They'll be happy, and so will I. Honestly, I wouldn't mind knowing how it feels like. To be in said sexual situations. But this isn't something I seek. This isn't important for me. This isn't something that will make a difference for me. And that doesn't make me any less asexual. I am not closed to the possibility of another romantic experience. Though I may never love anyone in that way. And that is okay. That's what makes me aromantic. At the same time, being aroace is a spectrum. I would never tell another aroace person that they HAVE to feel the same way. We are all different. I have aroace friends who DESPISE the idea of romance and sex. I also have aroace friends who are neutral about it. All of us are different somehow. When you are in a conversation involving arospec people, please remember them, too. remember the people who would never do any of these things in any circumstances. This is not called a spectrum for no reason, after all.

[tobytreats]

Being self aware is incredibly stressful.

I have vented to friends about this before but I'll share my thoughts in here as well.

When you are constantly in an era of your life where there is some sort of drama around you, even if unintentionally, you tend to create a new life goal: not make people upset.

The truth is that it will happen anyways, somehow. All you can do is make sure that you know how to handle it.

Though, this is not my only point with that topic.

When said era is happening, you tend to also create ways to avoid the stress.

For example, I always end up undersharing. Then, I realize how harmful it is to hide myself. So i overshare. After that I become embarrassed and so I stop. And the cycle repeats.

I love creating. I love making up stories. I love drawing and writing. That fear sets me back and makes me stop being passionate about the very things that makes me happy. Things that are not harmful.

Healing means that you won't always be perfect, nor will be able to stick with your plans all the time. And that is okay.

Just be kinder to yourself.

I'm trying to be kinder to myself, too.

[tobytreats]

I posted about it on Twitter but I'm bringing the same topic here.

I'm filled with joy with the fact people are starting to selfship with Artium.

I think that, no matter if you yumeship with Artium romantically, platonically or even familiarly... it just makes sense! It would be possible! It is canon! All Artium wants to do is bring happiness and joy to those around him, no matter how the process goes.

May everyone who yumeship with Artium know that Artium loves you. Artium cares about you. And he will forever do so.

[tobytreats]

They are seriously running out of ideas. The fuck is this new character added to baldis basics recently. He looks so stupid look at this gay ass sprite. And the gimmick is so broken too. Why is he always in the principal's office dude. I swear to god they gotta fix this game already