Todd Anderson

[toddanderson1959]

______________________________________________ 17 y/o

Welton Academy 59'

He/Him

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I enjoy to read poetry, especially Walt Whitman. I also enjoy to write, read classical literature, and spend time with all of my friends.

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My friends:

Neil: @neilnotperry

Charlie: @charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton

Knox: @so-obknoxious

Meeks: @meeksandgeeks

Cameron: @camtastic-i

Chris: @chrisnoel89

(This is a roleplay account, I will only post in character unless specified otherwise.)

[toddanderson-1989]

Ooc: This is my account so just use this as my intro for this one, this is the new one I had to make. Also my asks are open :)

[neilnotperry]

I have to know what keating said hahaha

He said, and I quote: “Who's to say I haven't already met him?” then winked and walked away😭

@toddanderson-1989 can testify

[toddanderson-1989]

the best part is, there's a good chance he actually has met him too😭

[neilnotperry]

The existence of John Keats and John keating implies the existence of a John keated or John will keat

So do with that what you will

AHAHAHAHAH this is funnier than it should've been

@toddanderson-1989 tagging you because I know you're gonna laugh

[toddanderson-1989]

OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS?! we HAVE to show this to Keating. Its a must!

[neilnotperry]

OH MY GOD YES you're a genius

[toddanderson-1989]

Hes going to love it >:)

[neilnotperry]

We'll show him tomorrow!!

[toddanderson-1989]

sounds good!!

[neilnotperry]

The existence of John Keats and John keating implies the existence of a John keated or John will keat

So do with that what you will

AHAHAHAHAH this is funnier than it should've been

@toddanderson-1989 tagging you because I know you're gonna laugh

[toddanderson-1989]

OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS?! we HAVE to show this to Keating. Its a must!

[neilnotperry]

OH MY GOD YES you're a genius

[toddanderson-1989]

Hes going to love it >:)

[neilnotperry]

The existence of John Keats and John keating implies the existence of a John keated or John will keat

So do with that what you will

AHAHAHAHAH this is funnier than it should've been

@toddanderson-1989 tagging you because I know you're gonna laugh

[toddanderson-1989]

OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS?! we HAVE to show this to Keating. Its a must!

[catchymemes]

[neilnotperry]

Thank you ! You're appreciated too HAHAH

[toddanderson-1989]

They got you too..

[toddanderson-1989]

? Okay...? Thank you..?

[catchymemes]

[your-fave-brunette-danbury]

@toddanderson-1989

[toddanderson-1989]

:(

[your-fave-brunette-danbury]

It’s ok Todd, if you ever need to talk, we’re all here 💗🫂

[toddanderson-1989]

Thank you, I appreciate it

[catchymemes]

[your-fave-brunette-danbury]

@toddanderson-1989

[toddanderson-1989]

:(

[charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton]

Anyone wanna hang out something? Studying is stressing me out and I could do with a break before I get one more phone call asking me how exams are going

[toddanderson-1989]

If you're not hanging out with anyone else im not doing anything

[toddanderson-1989]

Happy pride month Toddy, I love you <3

You too Neil, I love you so much <3 how are you doing?

[neilnotperry]

<333

I'm okay, thank you, any reason in particular why you're asking?

[toddanderson-1989]

I just wanted to check in, that's all. Any exciting plans this summer?

[neilnotperry]

Hmm, not really... I don't know if my father's planning to send me to summer school again, but I'd rather not.

I'm honestly hoping to spend as much time as possible out of that house— I'll probably sleep over at Charlie's a couple times, and we've talked about maybe getting a summer job together (which really is just an excuse to avoid being home lol)

What about you? Do you have anything planned? :)

[toddanderson-1989]

Really nothing, my family is going on vacation in July but they didn't want me to go so I'm probably not gonna be doing much. I might work at the library again in my town for the summer but that's probably it. Hopefully your dad doesn't make you do all of that crazy unnecessary stuff again. You should be able to enjoy your summer outside of a school or your house

[neilnotperry]

What do you mean they don't want you to go on vacation with them?? What the fuck???? That's awful, I'm sorry Todd :(

Looks like we're all going to be employed this summer! Working at the library sounds fun, I hope you have a good time— I'm sure you will, being surrounded by books and all that <3

I really want to enjoy this summer too... But I'll miss you. I really want to make time to come see you at least a couple times

[toddanderson-1989]

Its okay they do this every year. Ill miss you too, if you ever want to hang out you can just pop by my house, my parents are never home because of work anyway, my brother might be home though. But he's going to law school right now so even that's unlikely.

[toddanderson-1989]

Happy pride month Toddy, I love you <3

You too Neil, I love you so much <3 how are you doing?

[neilnotperry]

<333

I'm okay, thank you, any reason in particular why you're asking?

[toddanderson-1989]

I just wanted to check in, that's all. Any exciting plans this summer?

[neilnotperry]

Hmm, not really... I don't know if my father's planning to send me to summer school again, but I'd rather not.

I'm honestly hoping to spend as much time as possible out of that house— I'll probably sleep over at Charlie's a couple times, and we've talked about maybe getting a summer job together (which really is just an excuse to avoid being home lol)

What about you? Do you have anything planned? :)

[toddanderson-1989]

Really nothing, my family is going on vacation in July but they didn't want me to go so I'm probably not gonna be doing much. I might work at the library again in my town for the summer but that's probably it. Hopefully your dad doesn't make you do all of that crazy unnecessary stuff again. You should be able to enjoy your summer outside of a school or your house

[toddanderson-1989]

Happy pride month Toddy, I love you <3

You too Neil, I love you so much <3 how are you doing?

[neilnotperry]

<333

I'm okay, thank you, any reason in particular why you're asking?

[toddanderson-1989]

I just wanted to check in, that's all. Any exciting plans this summer?

[toddanderson-1989]

Happy pride month Toddy, I love you <3

You too Neil, I love you so much <3 how are you doing?

[neilnotperry]

Exams are next week and I've just spent two hours crying over math homework 😂😂😂

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil do you want me to come back to the room..?

[neilnotperry]

Nonono you don't need to it's okay

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... Don't bullshit me..

[neilnotperry]

I'm not bullshitting you

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... I get the feeling its not as okay as you say it is

[neilnotperry]

Well, it is okay actually, it's perfectly fine, I'm fine! I'm just stressed

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... Please talk to me

[neilnotperry]

There's nothing to talk about, really

[toddanderson-1989]

Please neil.. Don't shut me out

[neilnotperry]

Im not, seriously, if there's something I need to talk about with you I will

[toddanderson-1989]

Im not trying to be pushy but I can tell something is up I have eyes after all

[neilnotperry]

Nothing's up, nothing happened, don't worry

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... Please...

[neilnotperry]

I don't know what you want me to say

[toddanderson-1989]

What happened? And don't say nothing because its not nothing

[neilnotperry]

Nothing happened, nothing has been happening since December

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil come on I know you're lying. I can tell something is up

[neilnotperry]

I'm not fucking lying I'm literally just miserable for no goddamn reason

[toddanderson-1989]

Then tell me that! Don't act like nothing's wrong, because something is and I know that and I know you do too

[neilnotperry]

But nothing's wrong! What the hell do you want me to say?

[toddanderson-1989]

So you're honestly telling me you're completely fine, not struggling whatsoever.

[neilnotperry]

No! That's not what I'm saying!

Ive never claimed to be fine, I'm just telling you that nothing has happened and nothings wrong, because that's what I've been feeling like for a while.

[toddanderson-1989]

That's what I was asking about, you don't need something to happen to not be okay, I just want you to tell me that you're not neil. I want to be there for you

[neilnotperry]

I'm sorry fuck I'm so sorry I don't even know what to do— It's pointless to say I'm not doing okay if there's nothing you can do and no problem to fix. I would just be constantly complaining to you, and I don't want to do that

[toddanderson-1989]

you don't need to be sorry Neil. And its not pointless at all, there isn't always something to "fix". But that's doesn't mean I can't listen and be there for you still. There is a problem even if not right now, something or an accumulation of things is hurting you even if you think those things are small or insignificant. They're still there, you deserve support neil.

[neilnotperry]

I appreciate you wanting to be there for me, but I don't want to turn you into my own therapist.

If something happens and I absolutely need to talk about it with someone it's one thing, in that occasion I'd come to you, but just constantly complaining to you about how bad I'm doing is not something I'm comfortable with.

[toddanderson-1989]

But its important to me I know what's going on, this isn't a one sided thing Neil, you're always there for me I'm not your therapist for that reason. Also I'm not a coworker I'm your boyfriend, I'd like to know more than just the huge things that happen. You're not burdening me by talking to me. If youre not okay every day I want to know if you're okay somedays but not others I want to know then too.

[neilnotperry]

I don't know how to do that Todd, I really don't. Am I meant to just come up to you and tell you every time I'm feeling miserable?

I know you said I don't burden you by talking to you, but I know that's not entirely true. If you know I'm not doing well you're going to worry about it, and you might not mind, but I don't want for my problems to take up so much space in our relationship.

[toddanderson-1989]

I'm more worried about you when I don't know what's going on. And you don't always have to tell me, that's asking a lot but just whenever it feels especially hard or heavy. And you're not taking up too much space neil, you're apart of this relationship just as much as I am, you have just as much of a right to take up space

[neilnotperry]

It just... It feels stupid, I don't know.

I don't like to talk about things, so imagine how awkward I'd be if I just had to complain about,,, nothing basically.

I don't know, I'm sorry, I guess I'll try

[toddanderson-1989]

you don't need to be sorry, I understand and its okay. I'm here for you even when it gets tough.

[neilnotperry]

Love you

[toddanderson-1989]

I love you too, I really do

[neilnotperry]

Exams are next week and I've just spent two hours crying over math homework 😂😂😂

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil do you want me to come back to the room..?

[neilnotperry]

Nonono you don't need to it's okay

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... Don't bullshit me..

[neilnotperry]

I'm not bullshitting you

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... I get the feeling its not as okay as you say it is

[neilnotperry]

Well, it is okay actually, it's perfectly fine, I'm fine! I'm just stressed

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... Please talk to me

[neilnotperry]

There's nothing to talk about, really

[toddanderson-1989]

Please neil.. Don't shut me out

[neilnotperry]

Im not, seriously, if there's something I need to talk about with you I will

[toddanderson-1989]

Im not trying to be pushy but I can tell something is up I have eyes after all

[neilnotperry]

Nothing's up, nothing happened, don't worry

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil... Please...

[neilnotperry]

I don't know what you want me to say

[toddanderson-1989]

What happened? And don't say nothing because its not nothing

[neilnotperry]

Nothing happened, nothing has been happening since December

[toddanderson-1989]

Neil come on I know you're lying. I can tell something is up

[neilnotperry]

I'm not fucking lying I'm literally just miserable for no goddamn reason

[toddanderson-1989]

Then tell me that! Don't act like nothing's wrong, because something is and I know that and I know you do too

[neilnotperry]

But nothing's wrong! What the hell do you want me to say?

[toddanderson-1989]

So you're honestly telling me you're completely fine, not struggling whatsoever.

[neilnotperry]

No! That's not what I'm saying!

Ive never claimed to be fine, I'm just telling you that nothing has happened and nothings wrong, because that's what I've been feeling like for a while.

[toddanderson-1989]

That's what I was asking about, you don't need something to happen to not be okay, I just want you to tell me that you're not neil. I want to be there for you

[neilnotperry]

I'm sorry fuck I'm so sorry I don't even know what to do— It's pointless to say I'm not doing okay if there's nothing you can do and no problem to fix. I would just be constantly complaining to you, and I don't want to do that

[toddanderson-1989]

you don't need to be sorry Neil. And its not pointless at all, there isn't always something to "fix". But that's doesn't mean I can't listen and be there for you still. There is a problem even if not right now, something or an accumulation of things is hurting you even if you think those things are small or insignificant. They're still there, you deserve support neil.

[neilnotperry]

I appreciate you wanting to be there for me, but I don't want to turn you into my own therapist.

If something happens and I absolutely need to talk about it with someone it's one thing, in that occasion I'd come to you, but just constantly complaining to you about how bad I'm doing is not something I'm comfortable with.

[toddanderson-1989]

But its important to me I know what's going on, this isn't a one sided thing Neil, you're always there for me I'm not your therapist for that reason. Also I'm not a coworker I'm your boyfriend, I'd like to know more than just the huge things that happen. You're not burdening me by talking to me. If youre not okay every day I want to know if you're okay somedays but not others I want to know then too.

[neilnotperry]

I don't know how to do that Todd, I really don't. Am I meant to just come up to you and tell you every time I'm feeling miserable?

I know you said I don't burden you by talking to you, but I know that's not entirely true. If you know I'm not doing well you're going to worry about it, and you might not mind, but I don't want for my problems to take up so much space in our relationship.

[toddanderson-1989]

I'm more worried about you when I don't know what's going on. And you don't always have to tell me, that's asking a lot but just whenever it feels especially hard or heavy. And you're not taking up too much space neil, you're apart of this relationship just as much as I am, you have just as much of a right to take up space

[neilnotperry]

It just... It feels stupid, I don't know.

I don't like to talk about things, so imagine how awkward I'd be if I just had to complain about,,, nothing basically.

I don't know, I'm sorry, I guess I'll try

[toddanderson-1989]

you don't need to be sorry, I understand and its okay. I'm here for you even when it gets tough.