a heart & a hand

sideblog for luka6x

[tofeelwanted]

a jealous boy

Rafet,, 17 yo,, loserboy,, suicidal,, obsessive,, angelkin

↑ he has 4 mental illnesses + autism and is banned from most public spaces !!!

under 15 & paraphiles DNI !!! anyone else is okay i guess idfc

⤷ 　 ﹒　 　you get a little more needy 　　 ♡ # main posts

⌒ 　start thinking you need me 　 ┄ 　 ⋌ # inbox asks

⟡  ⸝⸝　 so I've gotta draw the line　　 ̫ 　　 # reblogs

[tofeelwanted]

what good am i anyway ?

( no good. no good at all. )

[tofeelwanted]

Be my special someone, will you?

[stlkkr]

if you ever leave me , i’ll simply die .

[tofeelwanted]

i wish i couldve spend this pride month together with him again...

[tofeelwanted]

new pfp for pride month. everyone say thank you @d1g1tal-death for adding the flag !

[tofeelwanted]

theres no meaning to me without you in my life. i made a vow to leave you behind, but can i really ?

all i ever wanted was for you to love me, so just why couldnt you love me ???????????????

[tofeelwanted]

i want to rip out your heart and store it in a jar and keep it with me forever

[tofeelwanted]

kiss me one last time,, and promise to me you'll join my hand in death soon enough

only then will i be able to rest for eternity

[tofeelwanted]

HIII I’m not too sure if I’m allowed to send the ask here when I usually send it to your main BUTT I’m so proud of what I made and you NEED to see it! I’ve been reading the scythe book series recently and I LOVEEE Goddard! So I made this for him! It’s not the best…. But I’ll redo it later!!

HI TULIP !! ah ah i had a nickname 4 u but i forgot what it was

also sending it here is fine ! ycan send an ask to any of my blogs honestly. but i do have a tendency to talk a little bit differently in each blog so be aware of that...

oh !! a little collage,, i like it !!! the text is a little hard to read though, but besides that it looks cool. the font does fit the vibe so, you lose some you take some

[magicnewand]

When they romanticising yearning but they've never been sat on their bed at four am with a wet face and their chest hurting while they wished and begged and prayed something was still there

[tofeelwanted]

i wish he'd cut me open and make me bleed, see me at my worst, and still love me anyway

[tofeelwanted]

I love your blog it’s so pretty!!!!

thank you so much !! <3

[tofeelwanted]

Hii how are you? Im just a cockroach roaming around on this site

choose my favorite ; do you enjoy being a yandere ? why or why not ?

🪳

i have a big fear for cockroaches.

hi hello !

sometimes everything i feel for my obsessions gets too much and i just want to crawl right out my skin and i want to fucking find them and kill them in the most gruesome ways and kill myself after so we can be together forever,, and its all i can think about and i hate that because i hate thinking about them like that and it is so unbearing and disgusting and gross and so fucking stupid and i hate myself for it all because they dont deserve to have someone think like that about them at all

they dont even care about me yet my life heavily depends on them, and i dont want that

does that answer the question ?

[tofeelwanted]

need a tsundere to my yandere lowkey

[notmadewithlove]

define me , defile me

yanblr ask game . there are 30 questions total , there are 15 confessions total .

by @ notmadewithlove

questions

the first breath ; how did you meet your darling / how would you like to meet your darling ?

my euphoria ; if you stalk people , what methods do you use to stalk them ?

choose my favorite ; do you enjoy being a yandere ? why or why not ?

break my lungs ; do you thrive more off attention , or ignorance ?

before death ; would you let your darling have friends ? why or why not ?

taunt ; do you have backup plans if anyone you're interested in tries to cut contact with you ?

i hate you ; does being obsessed with someone affect your daily life ? how so ?

i love you ; do you confess , or wait to be confessed to ?

freedom ; do you enjoy interacting with others whom you aren't obsessed with ?

bound by rope ; what extent would you go to keep your beloved from leaving you ?

branding mark ; would you kill your darling ? why or what would make you do it ?

destroy ; does your darling ever make you angry ? what happens when they do ?

the unhealthy ; do people outside of yanblr know about your obsessive behavior / desire ?

pieces of porcelain ; do you write about your darling ? what do you write ?

be mine ; what kind of affection do you give, if you give any at all ?

kiss my wounds ; why did you make your account ? what inspired you to do it ?

break my spine ; do you express the same obsessive behaviors in real life ? if not , how do you hide it ?

lights off ; how bad does it affect you when your darling rejects you ?

my flesh ; has anyone ever declared love for you ?

like god ; do you believe you're imperfect ?

kneel ; do you love yourself more than your darling ?

love is deceiving ; what would you do to get someone to fall in love with you ?

damned to suicide ; would you kill yourself (or threaten to) if your darling rejected you ?

shattered mirror ; what about your darling do you hate , if there is anything ?

locked away ; do you hide secrets from your darling ? why ?

you're my belonging ; do you prefer to have a power dynamic over your darling ? why or why not ?

equity and equality ; how do you treat others that aren't your darling ?

midnight forest ; if you could take your darling anywhere, where would you go ?

new years ; how long do your obsessions last ?

licking the boot ; do you obey your darling, or does your darling obey you ?

confessions

for you ; i check your blog every day . it's an addiction .

for me ; it's difficult to imagine a world where you're not mine .

dolls ; i want you to use me , however you want .

mauled ; the thought of you sinking your teeth into me is exciting .

movies ; i need you in my life , otherwise i have none .

pursue ; i love you , even if it means nothing .

following tracks ; i know so much about you , but i crave more .

manhandled ; i want you to take control of me .

muzzled ; i want to take control of you .

love letter ; nobody else should matter to you but me .

sit by the door ; i crave your attention to survive .

sealed away ; the only face i want to see is yours .

spoonfed ; i'll kill you if you try to leave me .

forest fire ; i would kill for you .

carrie ; you're the only one for me .

the ask game is meant for others to use , but i will answer to these if prompted . have fun .

[tofeelwanted]

nothing more romantic than double suicide with a gun <3