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Choke - I Don’t Know How But They Found Me

#my friends @ me lmfao #sdfghjk negative #well actually #this is what my mental illness tells me my friends think about me #yeah thats better #lmfao

avpd-chekov

my emotions™

gay

Gay™

daydreaming

what???

rage

idk but it hurts

the Void

#ashabdajsb y ea h

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#mm #thanks for the reminder #:)#hhahhahahhaa #: ) kill me #negative

monoc4t

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literally????

#YO WHAT A MOOD

My hands keep shaking and my paranoia keeps getting worse

if someone touches me I'm going to scream

#i know not wanting to be touched is childish but #yknow #project speaks

saying

#mmm yeah #i want to #not be like this #i wanna not have flashbacks in the middle of preformances #i wanna not have flashbacks in front of friends while trying to move equipment #i wanna not have panic attacks because i have to do things #i wanna not be like *gestures to all of me* this

Blow out all the candles, Blow out all the candles

“you're too old to be so shy”

he says to me so I stay the night

You're just a young heart

confusing my mind

and we’re both in silence

wide eyed

#what a great day #hhhahhaha #negative #negative thoughts

ferociouslys

types of breakdowns (a personal compendium):

the standard, classic, timeless DUDE HOLY FUCK EVERYTHING SUCKS AND I WISH I WAS DEAD

time to self harm not as a cry for help or some shit but because i fucking deserve to be in pain

everything is making too much noise and i’m crying and people are yelling and it just makes it worse

breathe in my direction and youre dead to me

bro. bro listen. nothing i experience is meaningful in any way on the cosmic scale. bro, were all going to die and well be reduced to the nothingness that we clawed our way out of. bro? bro?

only one (1) thing has gone wrong but im crying anyway

time to cut off all my friends and remake my personality because the one i have is horrible and i cant keep disappointing people

flashback til i puke! a new hit single

irrational anger & violence

listen im well aware that someone needs to be responding to this situation in some way but youve got the wrong guy. possibly the correct fleshsuit, but the wrong guy

hhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH

feel free to add more

#is this a fucking callout post omg #im so pissed

barbieofcolour-deactivated20211

toxic 📢 friendships 📢 are 📢 just 📢 as 📢 traumatizing 📢 as 📢 relationships 📢📢📢

barbieofcolour-deactivated20211

this gained 3k notes overnight and it makes me deeply upset how many ppl have been scarred by toxic friendships 2017 better b good to you all or imma beat its ass

I listened to Michael In the Bathroom from Be More Chill for the first time… I think I need to lay off the musicals for a while because all they do is make me think of Gravity Falls angst…

#me!!!!!!#me meme me me m e me #hhhhhhh #im michael honestly!!!!!#negative thoughts

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priestessamy

Um excuse you who gave you the right to post my daily schedule

#who fucking did this #oml

bleh

hate is a bile that starts in your guts and erupts

from your throat like a geyser, you try to provoke

and emote and spit angry black stains on their lies

as they hock more to block out their shame

and their cries, how they try, but it wont be enough

not as long as you live, you’ll all drown in the stuff

it wont help to be patient, the water will rise after all

you’re all in the same place aren’t you, daughter of god?

~daughter of god - phemieC~

an aesthetic ig

#why did i make this blog tbh #attention?? idk #i wanna die

i get really paranoid sometimes and i feel like I'm being watched a lot and i haven't fallen asleep peacefully in a long time i should probably see a therapist but I'm like 90 percent sure I'm faking all this so

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