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27. ISTP. Male. i love women. Fictional men have me on my knees

[toga-003]

Scarlet whispers, Blood remembers all ꩜ .ᐟ

ft: Toga, adult male, ISTP.

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[toga-003]

Virgin Ogata confirmed

Loser boy

[privitivium]

possible req for domtop ogata x ftm reader w dubcon and maybe some omo? you can go crazy for the rest I dont mind 🙂‍↕️

ogata hyakunosuke, sub ftm reader

possible answer? 🪼 dubcon, omorashi ;; you're inebriated. also a soldier. dldr

— "s-s'too much, o-ogaata..." whining soo pathetically while the wildcat has you spread open inbetween his legs - hands wandering. "ff-fuckin told you... i hafta go..." you squirm as if to get up - faltering as he drags a hand over ur lower belly,,, pressing experimentally with his other dipped beneath your waistband, slipping inbetween your thick folds with two fingers wrinkling,,,

ㅡ you don't feel like it right now…? then why aren't you resisting more?? ur kinda funny…

s'got a weird thing for humiliation, he found. makes something warm, pleasant unfurl in his abdomen when he sees tears prick your eyes at the mildest insult… it's funnier when you're drunk off your ass, trying to push him off while saying ‘not now, not now, i gotta pee,’ sounding halfassedly urgent… his favorite

"you were begging for more and now you're complaining i'm giving too much..." he sighs softly,

,,, the nerve you have,,, to say its too much. you should be lucky he's even sticking around - any other man in their right mind would push you away and say you've had too much to drink!!

but even so. ogata's nice for a brief moment... hushing you gently as you writhe and squeal, "shh, hush, it's okay, you're okay," he assured lowly, ever so soft as he presses hard with a mean smile, jostling you - weakened considerably considering how fucking sloshed you are, barely got any control over your body - just a curious guy, conducting an experiment with his fellow soldier who's way too malleable for his own good...!

nnd when you finally squirm, uncomfortable pressure exploding into warmth flooding your uniform pants? tears are in your eyes, writhing to be free from this total torment - because it feels good for a split second. he coos at you,,,

for ogata... seeing you like this, humiliated and piss-soaked, fat tears slipping down your cheeks, awakens something in him. it's not enough. he wants more,,, to witness you, this cute little soldier, even more in shambles -

unbuckling your belt with quick precision,,, easily brushing your hands off as they try to stall him,

"f-fuck, what're you doing?" you complained, grunting in annoyance at the fabric clinging to your thighs - barely getting off. this is all for him anyway...

"you don't wanna be sitting in your own mess, do you? what's the matter with you? i'm trying to help you," he breathes your name exasperatedly, playing this whole thing off like he's an angel merely helping you after you had a pretty gross accident. he watches with wavering patience, lips twitching into the smallest of smiles-!!

the way he handles you,,, if your grinding hips say anything, it's that you love the warmth of his callous heel carelessly grinding into your clit while pumping his fingers in, out - humping into his fingers like it's the last thing you're ever gonna do !! ever the eager whore, his personal bunny,,,

,,, "making a mess everywhere, soldier. don't you feel any shame?" rhythmic lil whimpers escaping the disgraced soldier as he glides his cock in all too easily, ready for use.

your heat, walls clamping down as if trying to force him out. "mmffuck, that's good." he grunts lowly in your ear, head swimming as he bottoms out; slotting in your cunt just right. isn't this what you wanna hear?? how good youre making him feel,,,

gross weirdo relishing in the way his plaything squeaks so pathetically like a hurt animal, trying to tilt your head away from his lips to no avail; trapped, yanked to plot on his cock like a good little bitch he's clearly training you to be??

ogata's got a mean streak,,, and a personal little punching bag!

[privitivium]

i know hes not on the list but could i request sum yuusaku hanazawa x virgin ftm reader…?

yuusaku hanazawa, ftm virgin reader

softboy x softboy... i had another idea but i scrapped it,,, ermm. i dunno where i was going with this one either. sorries (๑﹏๑//)

- everyone has a guilty pleasure. even noble, sinless yuusaku hanzawa ; the virginal flag-bearer who everyone looks up to.

hm. the only one who knows what's actually happening when he escorts you to the medical wing... the only one you trust so deeply - enough to tell why exactly you have to visit with the doctor.

the only one you're comfortable showering around, yknow? you're best friends !! what's a little bathing together?

yuusaku understands... he's so sweet it hurts. he understands. you can't help but tell him everything as he makes it so easy to confess. "i'm a virgin too. you think i should sell my pubes?" - "wh-wh-a!! no!!" - "woah, alright... yeah, you're right. with my bodies, it won't work."

... finding that you use humor to deflect. crying in his lap about the people you've killed. petting you to sleep when you can't. doesn't tease you... checking in on you daily... 2nd lieutenant clearly playing favorites. tch

but despite being so tightly knit... and being so honored to hold your secrets in the palm of his hands,, there's a bit of guilt, holding him back,,, there are some things he keeps to himself,, can't bring himself to tell you, his best friend - not even telling his dear elder brother! now that's something...

for, a certain string of thoughts that always pop up when he's thinking about you fondly... immoral. he probably shouldn't be daydreaming about your pussy and your little dick against his. but his thoughts are his own! even if they make him feel so guilty after...

;; can't even bring himself to look at you without his ears turning pink. being teased, even! "is it too hot for you, yuusaku?" pulling on his earlobe, grinning stupidly when he whines in protest ; "poor baby...! sensitive, much?" how sensitive are you, he wonders? so immoral. immoral. immoral !

;; as pure as he is - supposed to be? despite the guilt when you're merely talking to him, "yuusaku, can you help me with this? yuusaku? yuusaku!" - you're unbeknownst to his perversion. thinking about how you'd feel like against the heel of his hand... what you'd sound like when you're full of him. connected so romantically. wouldn't that be so romantic...? p-promising each other to be the other's first...!

weak to the thought. it's a wonder, how he manages to get through the day, when you're apart of his daily routine... and he can't hold back anymore. a mere brush of hands and he's hard. doesn't touch himself, though. it's so difficult...

but his thoughts are his own problems... god forbid he confide in you about them - that are the cause of you. you'd think he's weird!! but that'd be a normal reaction... but he doesn't want to scare you off. can't fathom the boner that grows along with the thought of you.

... but laying up in bed. he's supposed to be sleeping... fidgeting,,, but he's laying there, smiling all stupid and getting all giddy as he remembers every little instance of you touching, grazing him, talking to him that very day. it's like you just couldn't stay away. he's your safe space. butterflies fluttering in his tummy,,, and all that blood rushes between his thighs.

he gets hard. the very thing he's trying to avoid... but,,, he's a man...! he doesn't work himself away... no, that'd ruin his purity. o-or something... mmh. can't. can't do anything about it. how'd that even get there? playing fucking stupid, even though 'his thoughts are his own!' ; ; i-i was just thinking about my best buddy - my friend! he's so funny, so amazing - s-so handsome.,,, so...!

biting on his fingers to muffle his lewd little grunts... ,,, doesn't even know what he's doing til he's spasming from the aftershocks of his orgasm to the thought of you. and your sweet voice... and your comforting touch - your purity,, and y-your voice- he has to clean himself up. his poor pillow buried between his thighs and his pajama pants tented with a softening bulge. shamefully pink as he drags himself to the bathroom,,, poor little yuusaku. 

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[plotsignificanthaircut555]

Hii I've been a fan of your fics for a while, I followed you from three different blogs, anyway I'm hoping you're taking requests for kishibe because I am one of those kishibe fuckers😫

Anyway, I want somewhat of a pathetic kishibe since I love how you write for this old man when he's aware he's old and grizzled while his darling is still young and pretty

Smut of course if you cannnnn

Hello baby, it's here I did it. Thank you so much for this amazing request and for your patience. I'm sorry that it took me almost six months to complete. I really hope it was worth the wait, I absolutely LOVED writing it. Please enjoy, my angel, and thank you so much for being here. xxxxxxxxxxx -Doodle

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💬 0  🔁 0  ❤️ 0 · Birthday Boy (Kishibe x Reader) · Inspired by the one and only @toga-003 who sent in a beautiful ask requesting some pathet

[privitivium]

I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE YOUR REQUESTS OPEN

Anyway I've been STARVED for any Kikuta content, I'll take literally any scraps you can manage with that hot old man, sub GN reader if you're comfortable with that please!!!

mokutarou kikuta, sub gn reader

veryy handsome... !! kyaa... ;; so true. thank u anon .. let me feed u some rambles... lewd rambles cw corruption... exhibition...

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kikuta wouldn't be one to shy away from affection in public... maybe. wouldn't initiate in public - but for the sake of teasing you...?! he'd take his time, getting you riled up - and when you just can't take it anymore, he makes sure to just to ask you what's wrong? you feel pretty warm. is the weather getting to you? loud enough to garner unwanted attention. your scathing look is ,,, amusing and arousing. ,,,

mr warrant officer initiates most contact anyway. a little kiss here and there, hand lingering lower than friendly...  often lingering when you're dealing with a patient. poor soldier boy and his medic... overused ! but how amazing is it to imagine kikuta melting as he's looked after in such manner by his crush turned lover?? being patched up by you...

and to give his thanks by holding you in his arms and peppering you in kisses and hickies. ignoring your concerned barks of 'careful! don't be so rough with yourself, i just re-bandaged your damn bandages!' trying not to give in... what if someone comes in? beating on his back carefully for him to calm down from loving on you-! inevitably, you give up.

a very sensual lover ,,, also jealous. playfully! he knows you're his, you know you're his... he knows he's yours... you know he's yours... you're just doing your job. and,,, flustering you til you can't comprehend anything more merely excites him,,, 

"you took so long, bandaging him up." kikuta breathed out gruffly as he enters. "it was only a scratch, and yet... you were taking absolutely forever making sure he was just fine, weren't you?" unbuttoning his uniform,,, sauntering his way over, already leaving you trembling. "it's as if you didn't want to see me..." he murmurs, low and teasing. "but that can't be the case. i know how badly you yearn for me." dipping his head into the crook of your neck when he's close enough; inhaling slow and deep,,,

- "isn't that right?" arms curling around your torso. groin pressed against where it matters most ,,, the heat swells. "i missed you..." 

dear warrant officer who's an impeccably huge fan of thighriding. dryhumping... or merely watching you touch yourself before getting to the good bit. how incredibly arousing it is to watch your lover fumble merely because of your gaze? kikuta prides himself in being so suave... just a glance and you're meltinggg !!! 

when ,,,nothing else matters when you're in his arms.,,, his worries, overhanging thoughts melt away as soon as you're near, embracing him; ; soothing him;,, pulling him closer inbetween your legs.

or being a noble, ,, i think he'd have so much fun with a noble lover. corrupting you... mocking your status while he's knuckle deep inside you, degrading you - "cute little thing. you like when older guys touch you like this or is it just me?" 'heheh' "poor sheltered sweetheart... don't worry, m' gonna show you how to feel good,,," til you're a spasming mess on his hands ,,, hmm.

whilst also being the utter sweetest, ,, giving you a little scarf as a brand of ownership that only he and yourself recognize. "what a lovely little scarf!" parents and friends alike coo. "ur taste is unmatched!" flusters you more than it should...,,, hm. ,,,

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[anklebitinginsect]

[anklebitinginsect]

[anklebitinginsect]

[goldenchinpo]

WIP ogataaaa

[toga-003]

Virgin Ogata confirmed

Loser boy

[pjackk]

I dont want to smell your pussy badly but feel free to open yiour legs regardless

[zumazumazumazumazumazuma]

SHOWER AT NIGHT! doomgirl reader x ogata, sugimoto, shiraishi, tanigaki, tsurumi!

Ogata:

After seeing you sit in the living room for three minutes, you were either hungry or wanted to cook something because you were hungry or something else.

After thirty minutes, and you still not being in bed, sitting in the living room checking your armpits, he thought you wanted to shower. You usually never went more than a week.. or three.

Sugimoto:

You were too scared to shower?! You've been waiting, but you just can't seem to be awake at the right time. Asleep right before dawn and awake by dinnertime, it was your only way out, downing 7 red bulls and pulling an ""all nighter"" tomorrow to reset your schedule. Someone said. But you were too lazy to do it!

Sugimoto proposed to run a bath, but you waved off the idea. Taking a bath meant shower first. ugh, it was the whole reason this ordeal started. You were cold, so he wanted to run you a bath. But taking a shower before getting in was scary. And honestly night time baths were shit, too. Scary, the window was right above your head, pitch black!!

Shiraishi:

Eagerly dragging you towards the bathroom, the door shut with a hurry, while he stripped to get in with you as well.

Tanigaki:

Not a thing. Not a problem. If you're dating him, you two will be taking every shower together. I don't think Tanigaki is the type of someone to make advances, so reader has to be persistent. Dunno. Maybe he proposed to once and never stoppjd since. I have noclue, depicting him as anything other than stupid noodle is souring my palette.

tsurumi:

teacher student relationship. Sorry i don't make the rules! He does frequent house visits and makes sure you're well taken care of, as your family are very hands off with you. Even doing your skincare, at times. When your family aren't home, he proposes that you really need a wash. You said showering at night would be too scary, he understood but needed you washed.

[zumazumazumazumazumazuma]

He lies to your family, and tells you it's horrible they should look for you more. You're your mother's only daughter, after all. He said you remind him of his own kid.

You two went grocery shopping that day, he carried you even theugh you felt terrible about stinking up his back. He said he couldn't smell anything, and you had been too accustomed to the stench to notice. After you showered that night blasting music did you realise, coming back in your room that it smelled like cum, spit and death.

[zumazumazumazumazumazuma]

He brought you to a hotel!

[zumazumazumazumazumazuma]

you two started dating after he caught you mid suicide attempt and made you hurl all your medication. Twe fingers down your throat, he forced (encouraged) you to drink some water, but wouldn't let up the cup even after you had your fill. Then, after you had way too much he held your face steady and gagged the fuck out of you.

Three stringy knuckles, covered in thick mucus and the bed wet, you cried heavily after wretching (gag reflex) as he cleaned you up, taking you out to the bathroom while he fixed the bed. Bedsheets pulled out, he brought them over to the washing machine, and stripped both of you covered in fizzy stomach acid to take a wash together. His hands were warm and the water outrageously so, or maybe you were cold. Leaning against the wall was all you could do, and he dressed you after as well.

[yansoftie]

could i request some yandere hc for ogata from golden kamuy please? thank you!! ur writing is amazing ( ´ ꒳ `)ﾉ

(LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-) GK REQUEST GK REQUEST anon i am FOAMING at the mouth THaNK YOu

Yandere!Ogata

He doesn’t understand his own feelings for you at first. His interest in you gradually grows over a period of time, probably at least a month. 

He just doesn’t get it. Why him. Why now. Why you. 

He’s trying to put a blame on something as if it’ll help him. The questions don’t actually matter.

It takes him a long time to come to terms with it, even when things start to get “out of hand”.

He watches you. Observes admires you. Like you’re an animal or something someone special.

When he watches stalks you, he’s always near. He could be watching you from the top of stairs, still as a statue. Or he could be sitting on the large branch of a tree while you and the others sit by the campfire. You feel his gaze burrow into you uncomfortably. 

He used to distance himself from you in a literal sense (like he does with everybody), though he finds himself lingering closer and closer into your personal space, feeling comfort in your presence.

It doesn’t comfort you, that’s for sure. He stands so close you can feel his body heat radiating off him, featherlight breath on the hairs of your neck. It sends a shiver down your spine.

Nobody is ever going to threaten or flirt with you again. Any negative attention is shot down with an unusually cold glare, as if they’re a bug under his boot.

It’s not like his typical smug remarks. It’s like he’s taken it personally instead of you.

Almost all of your interactions with him make you feel awkward.

Behind closed doors he finally lets out his feelings by himself. He has to lay down from the sheer pressure of the thought of being in love, hands gripping the heart of his chest like some drama queen. He’ll be panting at the thought of being with you!

He’d never hurt you. He just can’t bring himself to do it. All he can manage is vague, empty threats. It upsets him almost, like a child almost.

It’s a different story for you though. His threats may be empty but his rifle isn’t! :)

He wants you to care for him. He wants you to want to protect him (sorry it’s hard to word). He wants you to hold him close and comfort him when he needs it most. He wants to have it all, but he knows he must do the same for you. He needs you to know his love.

Thoughts of you cloud his mind. It’s mostly incomprehensible, but the one thing he can make out is you.

He smiles at you when nobody, including you, is looking. It can be described as sickeningly sweet. He’s never felt so much for somebody, especially love! It’s exhilarating to know you’re so close (in the same group) all the time! He wants to deny it but it feels so good!

If he betrays your group (likely sugimoto’s) he will find a way to drag you with him into whatever next team he joins. He likes to think of it as “If you’re unfamiliar with them, you’ll have him as something that’s still the same”

In this scenario, he’ll become way more openly clingy. You’re basically a hostage to be honest. Most of the time he’ll have an arm around you, just to feel you. You’re with him, in his arms, by his side. 

He goes back to being pretty smug but to you he's... nice?? Bashful almost??

He’s never been so close before (except for when he hovered RIGHT THERE). It feels amazing. Comforting. Reassuring. 

It feels like home.

[jojobaimagines]

Thanks for the food👁️👁️

[jojobaimagines]

Ogata scenario where he realizes his live interest isn't able to get herself off after she snaps at everyone in the group and he follows her back to her tent where she's masturbating

Hello! I'm not doing scenarios, i'm not good at them and they take a toll on me. I will, however, make some headcanons for this. Also sorry if it's too ooc, i just don't think Ogata would enter his love interest's tent, i think he would just leave them be. But let's say he does for the sake of these headcanons(?

Ogata Hyakunosuke x reader

LEMON AHEAD!

-He really doesn't know why you snapped at everyone on the first place, but it sure amused him to see the expression of everyone after you yelled.

-Everyone is going to their respective tents to get some sleep. Ogata, being the cat he is, is usually the last to go to bed.

-But he can't help but feel curiosity has he saw your tent was the only with a dim light coming from it, as well as your voice whispering what sounded like curses.

-He is curious. What could you be doing up so late? You went to your tent so early and yet you are still awake and angry?

-You two weren't the closest, but you already got used to him showing up behind you or close to you without a warning. So much that he didn't think it was much big of a deal when he quietly opened your tent to get inside.

-And oh boy, was he surprised when he found you laying on your back, legs open wide with your hand on your sex.

-Immediately looking up, you feel the blood leave your body the moment you see Ogata giving you a deadpan look, as if you were not totally exposed to him right now.

-'E-excuse me?!' You say, incredulously, as you reach to cover your shame with whatever you can grab.

-He looks at you with such an intensity that it makes you shiver. And you could feel a sudden change of mood from him, as he reached to uncover your body.

-Smiling slowly, he crawls on top of you, like a predator cornering his prey.

-'So this is why you were angry at everyone for? You just were horny?' you were a mix of angry, scared, humilliated and extremely horny. You got the cause of your sexual frustation right on top of you.

-You were stiff, waiting for him to make a move. But he kept still, hovering over you. Watching you. If you wanted him to do something, you had to tell him.

-'Just fuck me already,' you bluntly tell him, after some awkward minutes.

-He grins, making you even more embarrassed, but wastes no time in starting to touch you, feeling your entrance with his calloused fingers. Your hole spasmed at the sudden touch, and he licks his finger, as he procceeds to put it inside of you.

-You tried to muffle your moans as best as you could, as he added more fingers and more intensity. You couldn't believe how good he was at fingering.

-As creepy as it sounds, he just looked at ypur expressions with an amused grin, not a sound coming from him save from a random 'huh' when he hit a certain spot.

-But as you move your leg, you can feel his hardened cock through his pants. You tried to get up to get his pants off, but he just pushes you down. 'Im not done yet' he tells you with a raspy voice.

-And he will get you off, and even give you oral, getting you almost reaching your climax and suddendly stopping. He does this several times, making you cry in need and overstimulation.

-'Please-' you cry, your tears falling over your pretty cheeks as Ogata enjoys the show you are giving him. 'Please what?' he stops again before you can finish.

-'Please make me cum-' you say as his tongue hits that spot, making you finish all over his face.

-Not giving you time to stop quivering from the high, he opens your legs again and starts taking his pants off.

-'Let's see if you feel as good as you taste,'

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-Lettuce

[pantyhoseandroses]

starting a tag game for the first time uhhhh its abt music evb loves music uhhhhh im scared please 😔😔😔 looks like il start hahahahhahahahahhahahah.

rules: just asnwer the questions and tag people !!! :)

last listened to song: the boxer - simon and garfunkle

favourite song of all time: beautiful ones - suede

a song you’ve listened to a lot lately: local boy in the photograph - stereophonics (if u saw supergrass instead of stereophonics here a second ago NO U DIDNT UR BLIND U NEED HELP😔😔)

the yearly song of the summer: float on - modest mouse

a song you associate with a good time in your life: radio gaga - queen

your favourite song from your favourite artist: thick as thieves - the jam

a song from your favourite movie: live forever - oasis

a song you believe is beautiful: love songs on the radio - mojave 3

crash out song: miss world - hole

song that makes you cry: up the junction - squeeze (dont even ask…)

no pressure tags !: @ro-fromthestars @britpop-official @reikodashi @inalvlyxz @bassic-ally @eighty-ninth-piano-key @hamsarebalony

+ opens are VERY welcome

[reikodashi]

thank you for the tag🥹🥹 live laugh love music who doesn't love music🫶

last listened to song - it's kind of stupid but haydn's surprise symphony... (for music class... i swear im not like 200 years old..)

favorite song of all time - songs i keep coming back to are champagne coast, line without a hook and pasilyo<3

song i've listened to a lot - currently i've been listening to you and i (jason mraz) and castle in hollywood

song i associate with a good time in my life - NEO from project sekai 3rd anniversary (because my prsk phase was a very whimsical era and i miss it dearly)

favorite song from my favorite artist - i don't have a favorite artist😓😓 buut a fun fact is a few years ago my most listened to artist was uglyburger0 because i really liked the friday theme

song from my favorite movie - i. don't know what my favorite movie is. but when i try to remember what it is i always circle back to cyrano (2021) and "i need more"

a song i believe is beautiful - tenkyuu (from kono oto tomare)

crash out song - homage, mild high club

song that makes me cry - would you fall in love with me again from epic because the amount of emotion that they sing with, and also just the whole journey to get to that point is just jjdjdajsjaj

tagging @whenandfromanotherworld @akaashiit @ackermanandsukuna @cornfielding @florecielo @n-o-b-o-d-y123 @tweetybaby @blackwhiteandbold + open tags!!! (no pressure btw)

[whenandfromanotherworld]

last listened to song - love galore by SZA

favorite song of all time - ummm. ok this is hard. i am ALWAYS running back to “I always wanna die sometimes,” by the 1975

song i've listened to a lot - chinese satellite by phoebe bridgers

song i associate with a good time in my life - Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO (lol)

favorite song from my favorite artist - fawk. again so hard to choose. I listened to Kyoto by Phoebe Bridgers the most last month so i’ll just go with that.

most listened to artist- phoebe bridgers

song from my favorite movie - the twilight soundtrack is BEAUTIFUL.

a song i believe is beautiful - Nothing Else Matters by Phoebe Bridgers (the instrumental behind it…oh my god)

crash out song - Backstabber Kesha or Breakin’ dishes by Rihanna

song that makes me cry - scott street by phoebe bridgers or cool about it by boy genius

tagging

@tobioyaps @tobio-rs @skyswonderfulworld @akaashiit @florecielo @suntarots @sunarots @showhay @oldbon3 @lovelovelovetooru

[sunarots]

last listened to song: you keep me up at night - the driver era

favourite song of all time: vicious - sabrina carpenter (also a valid crash out song)

song i’ve listened to a lot lately: my regards - maisie peters

the yearly song of the summer: when it rains, it pours - bad boy chiller crew

song i associate with a good time in my life: just how you like it - K.A.D, kak hatt

favourite song from my favourite artist: 15 minutes - sabrina carpenter (busy woman and vicious are also strong contenders)

most listened to artist: maisie peters (changes between her, taylor swift, and sabrina carpenter)

a song from my favourite movie: on my own - ross lynch (my favourite movie is saw so i had to choose a runner up)

a song i believe is beautiful: you and forever - bleachers

crash out song: merry christmas, please don’t call - bleachers (i cant listen to this normally)

song that makes me cry: cough syrup - young the giant (rn every breakup song is making me cry but like… this one gets me so bad)

no pressure tags: @cloudsvna @akaashiit @mayyhaps @alcyneus + anyone else who wants to join (im being brave and actually tagging people for once)

[akaashiit]

oooh this is fun (and late for me oops) thank you for the tag @reikodashi @whenandfromanotherworld @sunarots :) this is so damn hard ignore my plain ahh music taste

last listened to song: washing machine heart - mitski <3 favourite song of all time: fuckk you can't make me choose but.. too little too late by laufey but i have sm others a song you’ve listened to a lot lately: somebody else - the 1975 ughhh and in a good way - faye webster a song you associate with a good time in your life: basic but i genuinely dont gaf so from the start - laufey because its how i discovered her (in this one animation i think) your favourite song from your favourite artist: ive said laufey a bunch already but bored is a really good one!! second fav is the neighbourhood so.. i love pretty boy a song from your favourite movie: not my favourite movie but my favourite ghibli movie - merry go round of life from howls moving castle im learning it on piano as well a song you believe is beautiful: would you fall in love with me again - epic. no words the vocals instruments everything beautiful mwah crash out song: dont really have those but i love you stole the show by sienna spiro song that makes you cry: call out my name by the weeknd for some reason idk although i can cry on command so i just like that song

np tags and open : @blythmourning @n-o-b-o-d-y123 @oikyawas @perlleta @tobioyaps @yallsvape @jackalthehyena @jirairenshi @agonyinhersoul @tc-selmarillian @wellitseugi @showhay

[showhay]

yellow :3 thank you for the tag @whenandfromanotherworld & @akaashiit !! been vv busy so i barely respond to tag games ;( no one torch my music taste, thank u very much. they’re all random, if they sound good then they’re in my playlist.

last listened to song: baby doll - dominic fike

favorite song of all time: (this was a struggle) strawberries and cigarettes - troye sivan

a song you’ve listened to a lot lately: algebra - jackson laird

a song you associate with a good time in your life: escort - chase atlantic (this was like, in shs)

your favorite song from your favorite artist: taxi - jackson laird

a song from your favorite movie: (disney movies count, right?) tale as old as time - celine dion & peabo bryson

a song you believe is beautiful: beautiful boy - john lennon

crash out song: (idk, actually) get him back! - olivia rodrigo

song that makes you cry: (this song will always pierce through my heart) the man who can’t be moved.

tags (no pressure <3) : @fiannee @katzline @anzuuhoshi @renriiwrites @immortalblazethief @applepiblog @sevikas-butch @depressinglyobsessed @gurarchived @han0vyc @junni-berry @little-miss-existencialcrisis @kurumiumiu @x3nafix @reverd-ck @bigdaddyyaoii @nexyboo @misasprout @iquitfindingausername + anyone who’d like to join!

[bigdaddyyaoii]

Thanks for the tag @showhay, this is my first time doing a repost tag game!

Last listened song : Nobody by Skindres

Favorite song of all time: cyclops rock by They will be Giants

The yearly song of the summer: Island in the Sun by Weezer

song i associate with a good time in my life: Baby Boy by Hot Freaks

favourite song from my favourite artist: Kick Back by Kenshi Yonezu

most listened to artist: Chemlab

a song from my favourite movie: I’m with you (A Way Out) from Bones and All

a song i believe is beautiful: Been it by The Cardigans

crash out song: Christmas Kids by Roar

song that makes me cry: Brand New City by Mitski (ofc)

(I genuinely don’t know who to tag so I’m just tagging my fav writers/moots rn lolll)

Tags: @barelyalivesstuff @kajismp3 @quantummango @emmyrosee @yerchokito @osamusriceballs @fuoyster @jankayuri @kuroopaisen @livelaughakaashi @nanamineedstherapy

[jankayuri-deactivated20260420]

HI TY FOR THE TAG HAHA @bigdaddyyaoii

last listened song : Fighting - BSS

favorite song of all time: FUCKK THIS IS TOUGH uhhh one of them is Spell by Seventeen but I like a ton of songs

the yearly song of the summer: idk if this means summer song in general or rn but Wednesday Girl by p1harmony frfr.... they snapped with the new album

song i associate with a good time in my life: Paradise - Chase Atlantic

favourite song from my favourite artist: Die For Me or Meddle About - Chase Atlantic

most listened to artist: probably Chase Atlantic they've been top in my spotify wrapped for years

a song from my favourite movie: lowkey the entirety of the soundtrack from Wonka (2023) is peak

a song i believe is beautiful: Goth - Sidewalks & Skeletons

crash out song: IFHY - Tyler

song that makes me cry: Water Fountain - Alec Benjamin

IM JUST TAGGING SOME MUTUALS EVEN IF WE HAVENT TALKED HIII <33 /nf ya'll dont have to do this

tags: @slut4tunito @anakirahhh @bleakgay @joelmillrlite @slutfortamsycaines @toga-003 @fake00ut @clorique @mimirimeow @koi-soda @satanfae @spoonsilverwire @suki-miu @zujime @satiiv-a

[toga-003]

THANKS FOR TAGGING ME @jankayuri , I wanna try this out;

last listened song : Speed The Collapse - Metric

favorite song of all time: schizophrenic playboys - the cranberries

the yearly song of the summer: Suerte (Whenever, Wherever) - shakira

favourite song from my favourite artist: Hollywood + schizophrenic playboys - cranberries

most listened to artist: The cranberries + Radiohead

a song from my favourite movie: The end of the world (girl interrupted)

a song i believe is beautiful: Wine red - The hush sound

crash out song: Fukakouroku - Vaundy

song that makes me cry: Bet on Losing dogs + A pearl - Mitski

This is an extra favorites from me: E.V.O.L - Marina + 500 Miles - peter paul and mary + How I Wanna Kill Myself - Alex Hsu

I had so much fun with this, I'll also tag some mutuals, you don't have to do this if you don't want to!

Tags: @exorcim, @ratmonky, @roturo, @itsliaah0e, @gojokive, @irene-xo, @ieirieiri, @m-uerta

[vewyscawywriting]

Mania

Fandom: Golden Kamuy

Pairing: Ogata x F!Reader

Wordcount: 2933 words

Tags: violence, murder, manic ogata, corruption, smut, p in v sex

Summary: Before you knew it you'd helped Ogata escape from the hospital, and now you can't go back. He's manic, he's high off painkillers and adrenaline, and at this point you're too far gone yourself to question your own actions.

Never in your life had you thought you'd side with him of all people, but when you stood outside of the small hospital, the reigns of a horse in your hands, and you saw Ogata Hyakunosuke emerge; alive and on the run... your mouth had already opened to yell his name before your brain caught up to what exactly it was you were doing. 

It was betrayal. You knew seeing it in their eyes would break you, so you kept your eyes trained on Ogata as he noticed you and ran your way. The grin on his face manic as his hospital gown trailed behind him, thick bandage still covering his right eye. 

He was on the horse in no time, and for a second everything seemed to stand still when the two of you were finally noticed by Asirpa, who yelled out for Sugimoto. The reigns were stolen from your trembling fingers, and you just stood there for what felt like an eternity before you realized he had reached out his hand for you, an urgency in his mannerisms that finally snapped you from your thoughts. 

"Come," he just said, "or do you want to get killed by them?"

It was this that made you decide to take his hand, hesitating no longer as you were pulled onto the horse in front of him. He instantly pushed his heels into the horse's flank, urging the creature forward, galloping away over a bridge as he held the reigns tightly on both sides of you. It was uncomfortable, riding a horse without a saddle, especially when you were riding one horse with two adults, and when you heard shots flying by you grabbed the mane tighter than before, shrinking in front of Ogata who just laughed. 

His arms were gone from your sides and you realized he held them outwards, head thrown back in manic laughter as he welcomed the freedom and mocked Sugimoto's poor shooting skills all at once.

You weren't sure they realized you were gone as well. They would soon enough when they found the backpack with skins you'd left behind, your silent apology for your treacherous actions. 

-

You rode for it seemed like hours, no thoughts in your mind yet of your betrayal, only adrenaline and the warmth at your back fuelling you, ignoring your aches and cramps as you travelled through the night. The sniper leaned heavily on you, ragged breath hitting your ears and making your hair tickle your face with each exhale, until the weight was suddenly gone. The horse whinnied, foam splattering from its lips as it reared up, almost throwing you from its back as well, and you quickly brought it to a halt with all your remaining strength. It seemed Ogata had fallen off, and was now lying in a crumpled heap some feet away from you. To be honest you were surprised he'd made it this far, considering his wounds and what he wore. Perhaps you should've protested earlier, noticed his worsening fatigue, but you were too full of your own panic, too scared you were followed by one of the group's soldiers out for your blood. As you quickly dismounted the horse you saw how pale he was, sweat on his forehead as quick rasped breaths escaped him. His arms and legs were an angry red from the cold outside air. He needed to get warm now, or else his worsening condition or the hypothermia would kill him before Sugimoto could. You tried to hoist him onto the horse, but his uncooperative body was too heavy for you to lift, and the exhausted horse whinnied and reared up every time you tried to mount it. 

You removed your coat, your scarf and your socks as you put them on Ogata, hoping to at least save his limbs from frostbite, before looking around desperately. There were trees all around, a weak sun just coming up over the horizon, granting you or him no warmth. 

Slowly you pulled him with you, his arm over your shoulder as a groan escaped his chapped lips. "Come on, Ogata," you said back, teeth gritted as you dragged the heavy man with you to what you hoped was shelter: a wooden wall of perhaps a shed at the edge of a settlement. The lighter it got, the clearer you saw it was in fact a little shed, your horse stubbornly staying behind to nibble on some grass that peeked through the snow. "You're not gonna die here, are you? Not after escaping death from poison arrow and Sugimoto's gun?" That would be anticlimactic. You heard him huff a breathless laugh in response, some strength returning to his limbs as you spoke to him, making you look over your shoulder to see a half lidded, black eye staring back at you.

"There's a shed a couple of meters away, let's take shelter there, and find you some clothes."

He didn't reply, stumbling with you until you reached the door to your shelter. As you opened the door you sighed in relief, finding the shed to be significantly warmer than outside, a horse inside whinnying as you dragged Ogata to a clean patch of hay. A curse escaped you as you tumbled down with him, landing on top of him as he let out a breath of pain. Quickly you struggled up, but he held you to his chest. 

"You're warm," he said, voice low and rough as his arms circled you. "Stay here for a bit."

You wanted to complain, stuttering something about finding him clothes and getting the horse you'd escaped on inside so that it was out of sight, but his icy arms didn't budge. You gave up, but were unable to relax in his hold, heart thumping in your chest. Sadly you couldn't will your heart to calm down, and you knew he could feel it through your clothes. You hoped he thought it was from anxiety to be found, or maybe because you were still a little out of breath from your escape. 

Oh, who were you kidding? You just gave up everything to help him escape, and both of you knew he did not deserve your help in the first place.

He was a piece of shit, and as you lay there listening to his relaxed breathing you wondered why exactly it was you helped him. You didn't want to think it over too much, fearing your conclusion, deciding instead he was warmed up enough. Arms straining once again to get off him, and this time he let you. He frowned, his visible eye not showing the fatigue you expected, but more so elation at his escape. It seemed he was still high from painkillers and adrenaline, and you stood up, ignoring his stare. 

"I'm going to get our horse inside, and find you some clothes. Stay here. I'll be back as soon as possible."

He was silent, his stare still piercing you, and when his mouth opened to ask the simple question "Why?" you turned around, ignoring him as you walked to the exit.  

"It might get a little crowded in this shed with 2 horses, but I'm sure you'll be fine for a little-" a sound outside made you stop dead in your tracks. 

-

"What are you doing here?" a male voice said, and panic flooded you. There was someone else here, and Ogata was in no condition to fight, no matter how sharp his eye was on the door. Plus, neither of you had a weapon on you. "Let's get you inside first, girl," the man said, and you heard the soft whinny of the mare that had brought you this far. He hadn't noticed you yet, but he would, as soon as he stepped into the shed. Quickly your eyes darted around the small stable, looking for something you could use as a weapon. It didn't matter who it was; you couldn't risk it being someone that would rat you out to the soldiers possibly still looking for you. Maybe they'd think you were a horse thief, and take justice into his own hands. "You're all sweaty, and standing outside in this cold... I wonder where your owner is?"

Your eyes landed on a wooden beam, almost your entire length. You wondered what it was used for, but didn't think about it too long, using all your strength to drag it with you to the door that was still slightly ajar. You pulled the beam up to its full length as you stood behind the door opening, focused entirely on the sound of the man that was getting closer. The moment he opened the door you would-

The door opened with a swing, casting you in darkness, and you saw how the shadow only covered Ogata half, lower body now clearly visible from the door. 

"What-?" said the man, before you used gravity to drop the beam on his head, using your body weight to put strength behind the fall. The sound as it hit his head was wet and hollow, and he soundlessly crumpled to the floor like a marionette whose strings had been cut. Both horses reared, whinnying and panicking as you quickly pulled both the man and the horse inside, quickly casting a glance outside to see if there was anyone else out. You saw no one, and you closed the door quickly, turning around to see the damage you'd inflicted. 

Instead you bumped into Ogata instantly, who pulled you away from the door with a feral grin on his face. 

"Is he dead?" you didn't recognise your own voice. You expected panic, fear maybe, but instead it was cold and emotionless, and it seemed so far away. Your heart made a little jump in your chest at the idea that you might have just killed a man in cold blood. Could you even call this self defence?

"Not yet," Ogata replied, and you realized you were against the wall, him caging you in. His hospital gown left nothing to the imagination and you realized your actions had quite an effect on him. A little voice inside you told you this was so very wrong, but your heart was once again trying to escape your chest at his proximity. And fuck, the look he was giving you was downright unhinged, making you tremble both in fear and arousal.

"The clothes-" you were able to rasp, but your words were cut off by his chapped lips on you. You wondered how long he'd be able to run on adrenaline only, but a tongue against your lips quickly evaporated all thoughts from your brain as you welcomed him inside. Your eyes fluttered shut as he devoured your mouth like a man starved, hands that now almost burned your skin finding their way under your clothes.

"I knew you had it in you," he muttered as you broke apart, pulling you down into the hay with him. You almost stumbled over the man that was still laying there, and for a brief moment you were struck by how awful this all was, how awful you were, but then his lips were on you again and the thought was gone. You'd done bad things way before joining the group and Ogata had the tendency to bring out the worst in you after all.

Instead of him putting on some clothes he wasted no time taking them off of you, the thin hospital gown and your underwear now the only thing separating you, and you gasped as he pulled your body down on him. Grabbing both your legs and placing them on either side of his hips as he mapped your back with his hands, reaching for your neck. 

"What would Sugimoto think if he saw you like this?" he pondered, grin widening just a bit more at your small frown. 

"Why would you bring him into this? I'm sure he'd be disappointed I'm here, fucking you, but I can't really go back now even if I wanted to."

"And do you want to?"

You scoffed, pushing your lower body down on the tell tale tent you were sitting on, and rubbed against him slowly. No answer escaped you yet. Right now you were happy to be here, with him, like this, but tomorrow? You'd probably curse yourself; your impulsiveness, your idiocy... maybe you'd come to regret choosing him over the group, but for now you chose to indulge in this.

"Shut up, and fuck me already."

He didn't even let you say the full sentence before his hips were slotted against yours. Your underwear finally discarded and his hospital gown riding up as you rutted against his erection, weeping slit seeking his throbbing flesh inside of you. It seemed he was as desperate for you as you were for him, or maybe that was just the mental state you both were in, pushed to the brink. Everything seemed too slow, hands desperately grabbing at skin and teeth seemingly itching to bite into flesh. His dick slid inside of you much too easy considering that what you'd been doing earlier could hardly be described as foreplay, and you groaned into his neck as you pushed yourself down on top of him, taking him in all the way. A string of curses left you and he chuckled humourlessly at your profanities, fingers digging harshly into the flesh of your hips as you tried to set the pace. He let you, just for a second, before thrusting up into you harshly, offsetting your pace and almost pushing you off him entirely. 

"You bastard," you muttered, pushing him down again, but your arms shook with pleasure and even the insult didn't come across as biting when your voice sounded so breathless. "You were on the brink of death just hours ago. Just lay- fuck- just lay down and let me do this."

He leaned back a little, showing you a mocking smile and staring at you with that void eye of his. "What?" he said, "Having trouble controlling a dying man?"

He hardly seemed dying if the throbbing of his cock was any indication, and you squeezed down on him, legs tightening around his hips and fingers digging into his chest as he groaned at your retaliation. His face was deliciously flushed, unlike how pale he usually was. Especially compared to earlier this day, and you wondered if the reflection of yourself you saw in his eyes was as unhinged as it seemed or if it was coloured by how delirious he himself looked. It didn't matter as you let yourself rise and fall on him, sounds tumbling freely from you as you took what you needed from him. His obstinate thrusts to throw you off your rhythm finally faltering, as both of you approached your orgasms quickly, much quicker than you thought possible considering the circumstances. Your fingers dug in deeper, nails dragging across his chest as you drew fine lines of blood, which seemed to piss him off and turn him on in equal measure if the groan and his bruising grip was any indication. 

"You thought I'd be gentle?" you grit out between moans, both your slick and his mixing to form a sticky mess between your legs as you wildly rode him. "Do you think you deserve that?"

His low groan stuttered with a chuckle and his head fell back when you dragged your nails over sensitive nipples. "I thought you tried to save me, not make me worse." 

He looked fine to you. More than fine even. Maybe it was the pleasure talking. The hay that you laid on was getting soggy and it stung your knees. It barely registered over the toe curling pleasure of having him inside you, your pussy walls clenching as you got ever closer to your peak. You wanted to say that he was being dramatic, but your gasps of pleasure and exertion were making it hard to speak, so you just rode him harder. Enjoying the way his nipples reddened and tightened under your sweet torture. Rough hands replied by kneading your tits in return, and you toppled over the edge with something that sounded like "Hyakunosuke" on your lips. He followed after with a grunted curse, making no attempts to pull out or even warn you. You didn't mind. Not after all that had happened already. The sudden heat making your orgasm draw out as you shuddered on top of him, arms losing strength as the fatigue suddenly caught up with you. 

You fell down on top of him, and he grunted, dick slipping out as you finally registered the cold air around you. A shiver wracked you, your eyes fluttering closed as a tiredness that seemed almost excessive overcame your senses.

The day had been long, adrenaline and mania finally exhausted. It seemed he had crashed as well, considering he didn't push you off or even said anything biting as you wrapped the both of you in your clothes, cuddling close to him. Your naked bodies together to form a warm cocoon as sleep overtook you. 

Hot cum dripped out of you, slicking your lower bodies further, but you were too tired to care. Ogata had fallen unconscious under you, an almost innocent look on his face as he slept. You would have enjoyed seeing this side of him for longer had you not been so tired yourself. Tomorrow you would check the damage that had been done. Tomorrow you might regret. But not now. Now you fell asleep in the arms of this man, this horrible man that turned you traitor without even trying. Right now both of you were at peace.