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!!TW ED!! | don’t report just block | She/Her this account is to track my progress and vent! (ps pls watch out if you’re in recovery)

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wow i forgot i had this account

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thinking about recovering tbh

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i’m so happy i’ve been loosing weight recently without even counting cals, this is a whole dream come true

[kashattieisafatty]

[xx-quietone-xx]

Family member:

“you know you can lose weight in a healthy way that won’t kill you, right?”

Me:

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man i rlly cant wait to weigh myself againnn

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y’all i walked like 107k steps this week im in so much shock. this is the most i’ve ever walked

[thepartsyoullneversee]

Shoutout to Tumblr for giving lonely people a space to feel less lonely without actually having to talk to anyone

[distraughtlesbian]

ok i’ve washed my hair and put on a big t shirt there is no mental illness in this body

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this is not ed related but i think i’m falling in love with my best friend? again??? 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

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mitski be here for me when no one else is 🤗

[40kqs-deactivated20220220]

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okay so i’m back down to 86lbs!! and just hopefully i can maintain because i’ve been high restricting and it’s been going really well. i’m also going to be at my other parent’s house for a while so it’s difficult to take track of calories, weight, an all that junk. i actually haven’t been really tracking calories though, just eating intuitively and i’ve still been slightly loosing weight and all so i’m sure it’ll go well for the week i’ll be gone!

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well i’m backk. it’s been a while here

[ashstfu]

the problem with fictional characters is that i am not one

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6/3/21 ~ okay this is really not ed related but i feel like venting

i have a best friend who i know through media and all that stuff (basically an online friend). i’ve known her for about a year now and i absolutely love her sm. -ps not romantically. lately i’ve been in such a rough spot and for a while now i haven’t had the energy to text with enthusiasm like i used to before. i feel like we’ve been distance lately and it makes me so sad. i’m starting to think that she’s getting bored of me. i mean like, looking back on our texts from months ago, there was more of a sense of happiness and connection there. now it doesn’t feel like that anymore. i’ve been so depressed lately and noticing our friendship now is the most saddest thing to witness. i’ve been trying to text her frequently, inviting her to call and in general trying my best to give off the same energy i used to but she isn’t giving the same energy back and is really distant. i feel like i’m possibly a bother to her. i wish this didn’t need to be happening now, i never would’ve wanted this to ever happen. i’m just really hoping our friendship won’t become ruins and that this is instead just a small moment of distantness that will end soon. i love her a lot and it really pains me to witness our friendship possibly dying.

[lesbianrey]

shout out to me in 5 years…hope shes doing something cool i’m rooting for her