and the beat goes on

What's up? I'm Tom Pierce, twenty one, older brother. I'm a musician with a serious addiction to cigarettes and coffee.

[theelijahberry]

Tommy did you want me to order Pizza for dinner?

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[theelijahberry]

Positively a pain in my ass. Butt. Shouldn’t swear around the baby.

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I swear around her all the time... Shit.

[merlinisourhero]

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is

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this

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sexual

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how

[izzivixen]

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at

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Look

[foodtastelikeparadise]

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Eli, I'm not kidding...

[tyraex]

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Elijah...

[whencookiesscream]

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Eli...

[theelijahberry]

Bout time we have some positivity.

[tommypierce-blog]

Hush. I'm always positive.

[tommypierce-blog]

So, life is pretty great. I got my baby girl. I got my baby boy. S'all good.

[theelijahberry]

Tell Me Now, Where Was My Fault? || Telijah

[theelijahberry]

Elijah rolled off the edge of the bed, grabbing his boxers and walking to the window, opening it and then sitting by it, breathing in the fresh air as he stared at the night sky, “He’s my best friend.” He said simply, He always has been and he always will be.” He looked back at Tommy, “I love you to the end of the world, and I always will, but I’m never going to give Cam up because he’s my best friend and I’ll always care about him too.” He stared at Tommy, “I hope you’re right. I don’t know…I don’t know if I’m together enough to be able to put someone back together again.” sat on the window ledge, one of the reasons he’d bought this house, staring out at the sky and smelling the sweet salt air.

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Tommy understood and nodded, acknowledging what Elijah was saying. He just didn't know how to respond. "You're a good friend," he said simply, keeping his arms over his eyes to try and blink back the tears. Tommy could feel his heart aching as he even thought of the way Cameron would've touched Elijah, the way he'd kiss him and sleep with him. "But Cameron is sensible--" he paused, his voice noticeably full of some form of spite, "I'm pretty sure if he notices something is wrong he'll bail himself out." Tommy took deep breaths, trying to control his breathing as he lay there. "You won't need to put him back together." You need to put yourself first, so do I. Or we'll end up back at square one...

[theelijahberry]

Tell Me Now, Where Was My Fault? || Telijah

[theelijahberry]

Elijah heard Tommy’s words and he broke again, tears bubbling up in his eyes as Cam slipped into his mind, He shook his head, “Cam and I have always just been friends, Tommy.” He blinked to clear the tears, “Nothing more. And…” He sighed and shook his head and turned away, “Cam and Sebastian are getting married.” He said, facing the wall in their bedroom, guilt crashing over him, “And I’m afraid if Sebastian hurts Cam, I’ll have to put him together again and I don’t know if I can.” He let the tears fall, gently against his cheeks and the pillow.

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Tommy nodded to himself, laying on his back as Elijah turned over. He sighed heavily and closed his eyes as he listened. Tommy wouldn't deny that he hated Cameron, he never used to, but after sleeping with Elijah it was all he felt. He hated himself for letting it happen. "Sebastian won't hurt him," he said lowly, almost not believing his words. In a way, he knew Sebastian. They were similar in their own way. "In the past he's been a fucking douche sure but, the French guy's got a thing for Cam, he can't deny that." Tommy rested his arms over his eyes and made a clicking noise with his mouth, craving a cigarette already. "You shouldn't have to worry about him, Eli."

[theelijahberry]

Tell Me Now, Where Was My Fault? || Telijah

[theelijahberry]

"We all make mistakes." Eli whispered. "You’re allowed to be weak, Tommy. You’re allowed to need me just like i’m apparently allowed to need this." He sighed deeply, "I was afraid you were gonna walk away." He admitted softly, "Walk away and take Melly with you and I don’t now if I could have handled that." His breath shook as they lay there, Eli’s green orbs eventually cracking open, "I love you and I didn’t want to lose you." He whispered as he tugged Tommy’s face up so he could meet his eyes, "I just got you back." He said softly, kissing him again slowly.

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Tommy listened and nodded to himself. He couldn't help but think. Tommy hadn't been with anyone else whilst they were having a rough patch. Okay, he nearly slept with Sebastian, but it was nearly. Thank God too or else Tommy would be bleaching his asshole for eternity (a slight exaggeration on Tommy's half). "What about your friend?" he asked quietly, licking his bottom lip. "Is Cam still involved with you? Or is that why you're here?" He couldn't help but sound blunt; he was just worried. Elijah had Cameron. Tommy had no one. Elijah could easily just walk away and be with Cam if he wanted to.

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