Endless Riddle @toms-theguy - Tumblr Blog

Back on since 2015

Reading through my old post, and I can confidently say I am still the fucked up person I was a few years ago. Glad to see I still have the same insecurities and thoughts about myself. Even though I thought things had changed - with me moving across the country and starting all over, the root of my problems are still there. I hate feeling this sense of unbelonging, and it seems like no matter what I do I can’t shake it off of me. It’s like my irrational fears are engraved into my head and won’t leave me along.

That’s all for now. Let’s see if I can get back into the groove of using this as a way to express my emotins.

So many emotions in my body, I could write an entire Taylor Swift album tonight.

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I’m honestly so scared for the future. I’ve never felt this anxious before in my life. I’m happy, yet sad. I’m excited, yet terrified. I want to be jumping up and down, but instead I’m crying in bed.

I didn’t know how much this program has meant to me until now. It’s become a huge part of me and I don’t know what to do without it. I’m not ready to be a college senior. I’m not ready to graduate and go into the real world. As much as I put up a front that I’m beyond prepared and ready for post-grad life -- I’m not. With tomorrow being my last day a four year internship, I feel like I’m officially entering adulthood. No more mistakes that are pardoned, it’s all on record now and it all depends on me and my actions.