X1

inactive, now that x1 has been disbanded

[tomyw0rld]

hey i never got to say this and it’s kind of bittersweet now but thank you to the 338 of you guys who’ve followed me though i know i rarely posted things ;(

since x1 has been disbanded there’s no point in this account really continuing to go as an x1 imagine account, because there is no x1.

i’m sorry but thank you guys for supporting my work that came out these past few months :)

also happy new year & happy late holidays

even though 2020 already sucks haha

thank you guys again so much 🦋💙

[tomyw0rld]

fly high, x1

to the members of x1 who worked their butts off on live television for months on pdx101, and off television for years as trainees at their representative companies.

for some members this was their first debut, some members this was their second debut, and for seungyoun this was his 5th.

to all of the members: i’m so sorry that this debut experience was so poor.

the hate shouldn’t have followed to the members because mnet chose to manipulate the votes, not the members themselves. it was never any of the members fault.

i hope that they understand that one-it’s will still always be by their side regardless of the the route and endeavors the members decide to go into.

though their run was short, we one-it’s thank them for their non-wavering effort in making sure every performance was perfect, and their ability to withstand all the hate they got throughout their short-career as X1.

and i hope they know that there will many many other opportunities waiting for them in the near future, though it may seem hard now. i just want them to know that all of their hard work was not in vain at all, and one day they’ll all thrive in the way they were supposed to do in X1.

so once again, fly high X1 🦋 we’ll be here like always.

[x1-imaginesreturns]

Hi, can u recommend me some x1 fics that you have read recently or your favourite ones + ur fave accounts? I can't find proper ones besides urs 😔 btw I love ur blog❤❤

Thank you so much, I’m honored!! ☺️

Favorite Accounts + Fics they’ve written:

@lovingyun

Under The Rose is my favorite series by her and she also has another fic (for Yunseong) called Know It All. She is my absolute favorite writer and best friend I recommend everything by her 183940473728% 😉👊

@tomyw0rld

I don’t have an exact favorite by them, but I love the way they write!! Their stories have some depth and raw emotion to them, would definitely recommend anything by them.

@minheefreckles

I LOVE THEIR WRITING! So so so so much! 1000% check them out.

@asdfghjilysm

I absolutely love the detail and thought put into each and every one of their writings and it’s always so fun seeing their writing pop up into my feed.

@x1scenarios

Even though most of her stuff is short, each one is very fun, adorable, and enjoyable to read! Check her stuff out!!

@pyox1

Top 👏 tier 👏 quality 👏 cONTENT 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 I seriously am in love with their stuff.... pLEASE READ THEM THEY’RE SO GOOD

@aegipyo

uwu literally just UWU,,,,, their writings are so cuTe go check them out!!

@eunsangst

they always hit you riGHT in the relatable fEEls no lie. I love their stuff and they’re really talented!!

@junholy

aHHHH sHE JUST PUT OUT TRY AGAIN AND IT WAS AMAZING!! her stuff is amazing no lie, sO mucH talenT

@sweetdejun

She recently put out Coterie: The Ninja Star and I aM in loVe with it, go check her stuff out!!

@seunguwusss

AMAZING, ABSOLUTELY TALENTED!!! I love her workS sM please go give her lots oF loVe!!

@chajvnhos

I love her works, very short but super detailed and theY alWays hit you in the feels!! They never fail to make me smile!

@pettyminhee

I love her stuFF sO fREaKINg much!! There’s so much packed into each and every blurb and I love iT, please go check her out!!

@choi-yeonjunz

UWU SHE LITERALLY WROTE A FIC FOR ME SO I’M PRETTY BIASED HERE bUt her writing has been really good lately, so please go look at some of it!!

@bossyohan

their writing absolutely slaps and that’s all I can say! Please go check them out, I love all of their stuff sm

@chocafe

They write for multiple groups, but everything they write is so detailed and good and readable and beautiful and I love them all sm!

@leeeunsangs

She writes once in a blue moon but when she does it’s alWAYS AMAZING!! Go check out her works and other stuff too!

@lublycho

I absolutely love Court of Nightmares and Heart!! But all of their other works are absolutely amazing, please go check them out!!

Sorry if this got kind of repetitive, all of them are just so amazing!! Please go follow and check out all of their stuff, you will not regret it!

I hope all of you are having a great day/night!!

[tomyw0rld]

Thank you so much!!

[tomyw0rld]

hate | kim yohan

“why can’t I hate you?”

you’re just yohan’s best friend. but that’s exactly it. and you accidentally tell him how you feel about that while drunk.

it was 22:49, and there you were drunk outside of a convenience store with yohan blabbering about stupid things.

is it stupid to like your best friend? and of all people, yohan?

yohan was one of those people who treated everyone as his best friend. even if he didn’t like the person. he just couldn’t be rude.

you were only one of his best friends, and he was your best friend. isn’t that stupid? having someone as your first priority who didn’t have you as theirs. maybe not stupid, just one-sided.

you sighed and took a long sip of your drink “why can’t I hate you?” you mumbled sadly.

yohan giggled confusedly. “you’re cute when you’re drunk. like a puppy”

you hit him lightly, the disassociated drunken personality you had taking over. “stop doing that! kim yohan I hate you!”

“I didn’t do anything?”

“yeah you did! I hate when you do that!” you looked away. “when you lead me on”

“huh?”

“see! and you don’t even know you do it. you lead every girl on by being yourself and then the girl thinks they’re special but- I hate you.” you slammed your head angrily on the white plastic table. “ow”

“y/n cmon, you’re too drunk.” he got up from his chair and bent down a bit offering a piggyback ride. “get on my back, I’ll take you home.”

you got up and started walking, most definitely not in a straight line. “no. you’re doing it again.”

he walked up to you and grabbed your shoulder “I’m just being nice y/n”

“stop. stop being so nice”

“would you rather like me to be mean?”

“I’d rather stop liking you.”

[tomyw0rld]

until we meet again ; seungwoo

wherein the new student naeun, looks exactly like seungwoo’s ex that died a year ago.

-

“i think seungwoo hates me and i haven’t even spoken a word to him yet” naeun said to her newly made friends, chaewon and soyoung. “i’m sure he doesn’t hate you. that’s just his natural face and aura.”

“you should know that he used to be a lot brighter. his girlfriend died last year in a really bad car crash, and he hasn’t been the same since- i mean i understand why.” chaewon said, her tone becoming darker.

“that’s terrible!” naeun said feeling pity towards seungwoo.

“come to think of it, you have resemblance towards her.” soyoung said looking naeun up and down. “maybe he feels conflicted towards you.”

and seungwoo absolutely does.

“she looks just like minsun.”

“seungwoo what are you talking about?”

“the new girl. she looks like minsun.”

seungyoun gave seungwoo a concerned face.

“no but she looks-“

“-you can’t keep holding on to her seungwoo. i know it’s only been a year since she died, and i know it’s been hard for you... but please seungwoo.”

easy for you to say. anything is easy for you to say.

seungwoo was jealous of seungyoun for that.

best friends who were polar opposites.

seungyoun was outgoing; talkative. seungwoo didn’t talk at all unless it was to seungyoun.

seungyoun smiled and was open emotionally. seungwoo hid.

seungyoun wasn’t scared of anything. seungwoo was scared to do anything.

it was different before. but things change when you lose someone so incredibly important in your life.

seungyoun still had someone to love. seungwoo’s lover died.

it’s crazy how life works. all of its coincidences and decisions regarding directions. usually seungwoo agreed with life’s decisions. it was hard to agree with minsun’s death.

and the decision life made to have seungwoo meet someone who looks exactly like minsung put seungwoo in a whirlwind of emotions.

’until we meet again.’

it felt like life was not fond of seungwoo. he wanted to see minsun again, but not in this way. in fact, he has had dreams where he does see minsun again, the dreams scare him. but maybe this was this was scarier then said dreams.

how was he supposed to stay fine in school everyday if it was a constant reminder of how minsun was gone?

[tomyw0rld]

seven minutes | eunsang

[15:20]

one minute

you coughed almost a single whole flower.

time was ticking at a hasty pace, in minutes. in seconds. in milliseconds.

you used to think time went too slow.

two minutes

another cough, another flower again.

so this is what it feels like. to die. to die from hanahaki specifically, how unfortunate can one be?

while everyone goes around happily with their soulmate, eunsang just doesn’t love you back.

three minutes

you coughed again.

alone in your room isolated in the dark.

you wondered what would happen when you’ll be gone. how will they rule my death? how will people, my peers, my friends, my family, eunsang, how will they feel about my death?

four minutes

another cough.

you remembered yesterday when eunsang said hi to you, and after you had to run right away to an isolated place to cough out everything. to try and find air.

you tried to hold in your coughs. but they kept coming.

five minutes

you remembered the first time you hung out with eunsang afterschool. you remembered how fun it was. you wanted that feeling to remain forever.

but it wouldn’t. you weren’t lucky like that.

six minutes

6 minutes, 6 months ago is when this all started.

“that’s the girl i have a crush on” eunsang pointed to a girl across the field.

you cleared your throat, realizing how sudden your throat clogged and how scratchy it felt.

now the feeling in your throat felt like knives were stabbing it.

it was getting harder to breathe and the coughs were never ending.

seven minutes

this was it. the end of everything.

my only regret in life, was not telling you how i felt sooner.

and with that thought, you coughed one last flower

a cherry blossom.

[tomyw0rld]

[21:36]

“i think... i need more time to myself seungyoun. in order to love other people, you need to love yourself. i can’t be sitting in this relationship moping because i’m not as talented as you, or because i’m just insecure of how every girl you encounter is better than me. let’s break up.” you frowned.

you started to head towards the door.

“but y/n” he grabbed your arm gently to stop you from leaving. you hesitated to look at him and stared at the floor; his gaze and face inches away from your head.

you cut seungyoun off and pulled your arm away from his. if he finished what he was gonna say, you know you wouldn’t have the heart to really end it. “it’s not fair. it’s not fair to you at all seungyoun. you deserve someone so much better.” your cheeks felt wet. “i just- i’m sorry.”

and without looking at him you took off. you leaving alone with tears, and leaving seungyoun alone with tears of his own.