prde: imagine you

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[tonenoth]

heady

[tonenoth]

true love is submerged

oceanic and cosmic

time falls in reverse

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leap of faith

a ring to star

a guide so far

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how much further?

a line across?

a ring surround?

will you love me, still?

[tonenoth]

here’s a long one…

i feel like using words is a curse, thinking with words is a curse. the impulse to explain whatever impossibility i encounter is…

it’s more fun to not make sense. intentionally. to be misunderstood is not fun, unless i don’t intend to be understood. much less respected. forget about admiration. a word or two on an image with a whisper behind it all feels much more satisfying than whatever breakdown anyone can expel on anything that has nothing without someone’s eyes and ears.

it’s fun to say nothing, as long as that nothing has intention. nothing without purpose is literally mind numbing, while nothing that can track, in a sense, is mind twisting. not even pleasant, always, but just something to investigate. something to dwell on.

a curse. a drug. an addiction. like water and oxygen. but, really, every weakness has its use. if you struggle to draw what you imagine, you could use a mouse and keyboard. if you can’t say what you mean, write it down. if you can’t adjust, adapt. my mind tells me it isn’t right or wrong, but i can understand what i need to. my mind will try to explain what i understood, and i have to laugh, because my mind doesn’t understand. and it laughs too.

[tonenoth]

what tales teach us to find meaning

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seeing as it is is not only as it offers, but equally as what it deprives

[tonenoth]

i care

oh, no

i should not stay

what is today?

i fair

quite well

at arms repair

what is today?

i swear

oh, god

i should not say

what is today?

i tear

your heart

at night’s despair

what was today?

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i just am

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pharmakos, the noble lie, and the ides of march

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time enters infinity

bonded boundless restriction

will you love me, still?

[mytraphouze]

[tonenoth]

365 days in a year

360 degrees in a circle

5 days of the year don’t exist

after christmas until new year’s eve

a degree a day keeps the apple at bay

[tonenoth]

so nice to be held

and

the terror of holding

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the ideas you introduced me to changed my life, the feelings i encountered from you evolved my perspective, the life i saw from you redefined my feelings

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me: i fear nothing!

nothing: *is something*

me: *is afraid*

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the stars have moved but we still see where they are not anymore