Getting really into the idea of just killing myself
Had to defer so much shite for my degree to mid July and ultimately fucked it bc I will not get this done despite double->triple dosing my vyvanse again (which is mental) resting heartrate just perma over 100 I am a stupid stupid bum. Won’t forgive myself when I inevitably miss final deadline so I will have to eat a gram of maj in a Manchester car park and slit my wrists I think









