[too-close-reality]

1 year later

I dumped my ex 1 year ago. He still tries to message/call/contact me every week despite having a new (potential) girlfriend or not. Luckily I’m not as easily manipulated now than I was a few months ago.

On the other hand, I am completely ready for a new person. I think this time I will be better in deciding accurately if someone fits me or not. It can still be a bad judgement but at least now I can say that I won’t settle for less than I deserve because I got comfortable with being alone/single! This is a first for me because I always let my life revolve around someone else. 

I’m not saying that I’m happy every other day because I’m only human but I can tell you that my days are better now that I’m over it. People think their misery will last longer after a break-up than it will in reality. I’m not searching for the right person anymore and just trusting faith that when I’m ready for it, he will cross my path. 

I started my 3th year of Psychology and am really excited to see what this year will bring me! It’s gonna be hard as always but I like a challenge.

I also think I have better friends now that don’t let me feel excluded all the time. Or at least I know now who makes me feel that way and I can put it aside me and not put too much energy in them. Bye!

[saying]

[dephus]

I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.

Joshua Graham (via ohteenscanrelate)

[thegoodvybe]

[too-close-reality]

17/05/'18

I think it's my own fault that my friends rarely want to know or ask how I'm doing. It's as if they just don't have time to really listen and they always assume I'm doing fine because I act like that. I feel a little excluded and lonely sometimes but I never show it to people so they think I don't care. Sometimes I really don't care though. But not tonight. I feel like I annoy everyone and nobody genuinely likes me. I wish people would do more effort to knock my wall down and realise that even strong people have weak nights sometimes. :(

[thedudeleftthebuilding-deactiva]

[kate-jam-and-diamonds]

[bellasophiarose]

bellasophiarose

[slufoot]

[psyqodelic]

pathway private

[miss-ya]

[cur-sed]

[glassytalks-deactivated20150210]

[gangsters-wife]

[palmist-blog]

I’m so detached and distant and cold at times, but I swear if you spark my interest, I can become so clingy and you’ll become so important to me and I will put so much of my time and effort towards you.

[vanilla-cloudberry]

[fckyrghtbck-deactivated20220909]

“You win a boy with your looks but a man with your heart.”

— (via boywithabrokenheart)

[discomforted]

“Don’t drag other people if you’re having a bad day. Instead, absorb people’s positivity to lift you up. So everyone can have a happy life.”

— friendly reminder from me (via unpresentable)

[forsakenswallow]

“When a toxic person can no longer control you, they will try to control how others see you. This misinformation will feel unfair, but stay above it, trusting that other people will eventually see the truth just like you did.”

— Anonymous