Relapse Blog

I recovered and then I didn’t. SW 235lbs CW 214lbs I don’t have a GW, I just want to disappear NOT PRO ANYTHING

[strawberriesssss]

:)

[decidedlyunhappy]

PSA

I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.

you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you

[g0ne2w0nderland2]

never not reblog

[too-fragil3]

Woke up lighter than I went to sleep

[dug-two-graves]

every day I step on my silly little scale and want to jump off my silly little roof

[too-fragil3]

My therapist wants to admit me to an outpatient program

[too-fragil3]

I didn’t make this, I just found it in an ED group

[too-fragil3]

I stayed under 500 cal today and burned 200 so I’m feeling good but also ashamed that I’m getting so sucked into this again. Tomorrow we’re going to the mall and I have to figure out an excuse for why I can’t eat the Chinese food which is like my favorite thing ever. I’m sad to be missing out tbh

[deadlythinxxx]

“That’s so unhealthy! You know it has a shit ton of chemicals right ?”

[too-fragil3]

I thought I would lose weight but I just ended up losing everyone’s trust instead lol

[too-fragil3]

I got ballerina tea against my better judgement so I guess you could say I’m back on my bullshit (emphasis on the shit)

[cravingforbeauty]

What my blog (and most other ed blogs) is NOT for:

promoting/glorifying eating disorders

What my blog is for:

having a safe place

using it as some kind of a diary

knowing that I‘m not alone

dealing with my emotions & struggles

[blairwitchh]

sitting around wasting my 20s while thinking about how i sat around and wasted my teens

[too-fragil3]

I have to go to a potluck later and I have so much anxiety about how I’m going to make sure I count all the calories correctly. I’m just going to try to enjoy myself and have a few bites of the food I’m bringing myself

[unproblematicana]

TAKE CARE LOVES!! This is your reminder to drink water and stay safe. I love you <3

[too-fragil3]

My MIL is making lamb chops tonight and there are so many calories, I’m freaking out. I just want to make my own low calorie dinner and be in control of what I eat

[too-fragil3]

I’ve done 10,000 steps for three days in a row now. Matt said it’s good that I’m trying to be more active and idk how to tell him it’s compulsive

[failed-to-find-neverland-deacti]

TJIS SHOULDNT BE FUNNT JDNDJDNDHNF