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She/Her. LGBTQA+ Just your stressed out local goblin. Rn, mostly a writerblr but some of my old obsessions still come through.

[emjoyy]

Ilya is the bitch wife, he’s the passenger princess, he’s the emotional support dog to his anxious lover, he’s the kind one-man welcome committee to all queer NHL players. He’s soft with everyone he loves, he’s still the child grieving his mother’s death, he’s David’s puzzle buddy, he’s Yuna’s favorite son, he’s scared of loons, he’s the obsessed pet parent who spoils his dog, and he’s Shane’s precious baby. He is also a 6’3 tank of a person and an asshole who exclusively tops and is allergic to his own emotions. It’s called the duality of man.

[actuallysara]

just a boy with big dreams and a signature pose

[dreadwedge]

[samgirard]

they're really making scott hunter into a character of all time though he's deeply repressed, he's incredibly lonely, he's obsessive, he's a walking tragedy, he's like if american psycho fixated entirely on wifing up a barista, he longs for domesticity, he gets bullied by twinks and bullies them back, he's walking around sochi going through his own circles of hell because he ruined his own life and absolutely no one knows and on top of all that he's like forty years old scott hunter i would protect you with my life

[punkmizu]

prev this is too funny to leave in the tags I'm cackling

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

my corner store guy is a 50 year old man who's my best friend in the world and recently he was like "you're too pretty to be single I have some nephews you should meet. very handsome!" and I was like "a niece might be more up my alley" and he just got more excited and said "ah even better! I was overselling my nephews but my nieces are very beautiful"

[caustic-pixie]

OP the tags!!

[firstprinced]

SHANE HOLLANDER in 1.02

[cosmicanger]

[64mpg]

those days where your entire train of thought is just “I CAN’T FUCKING DO THIS I CAN’T DO THIS I’M NOT GONNA MAKE IT PLEASE HELP ME” and whole time ur just like. sitting at your desk completely fine

[bootleg-nessie]

I FUCKING LOVE INFORMATION!!! I WANT TO LEARN EVERYTHING AND KNOW EVERYTHING!!!!! I WANT TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING ABOUT LIFE, THE UNIVERSE, AND EVERYTHING!!!!!! I AM UTTERLY CONSUMED BY MY THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!

[my-2nd-account]

The thing is that Ilya has no fucking clue what autism is. He probably read the word when some twitter user called Shane autistic and wanted to look it up but got distracted by a post about Shane's tits or smth.

What he does know though is that Shane folds his clothes before sex. And he smiles at him with adoration when he does it and doesn't rush him or make fun of him for it. He knows Shane doesn't always pick up on his jokes and sarcasm "That's French, Ilya" but he doesn't mind it and would never make Shane feel bad about it or dismiss his response "Yeah I know, Shane". He knows Shane has a PhD in The Arts of Overthinking "Now the bed's all dirty" so he playfully chases his worries away and closes all those open tabs in Shane's brain "What? Shut up". He knows Shane will not rest until he has everything in his life under control so he grumbles when Shane wakes him up in the middle of the night to tell him how they can make it all work but still listens intently to his plan. He knows Shane feels overwhelmed and anxious when stuff doesn't go down as planned "This is my actual fucking nightmare, Ilya" "I'm okay I'm just freaking out I'll be okay in a second" so he softly comforts him and supports him through it "Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?" "We're good here, your family's here, you're boyfriend's here, we're good here, ok?" He knows Shane has to hear it to believe it "My boyfriend?" so he gently goes "I mean yes, I think so, probably".

He doesn't know Shane is autistic but he knows Shane and he loves Shane and Shane happens to be autistic

[fortysomethingwolfbird]

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[wordfather]

collecting these

[wordfather]

HOW could i forget this classic

[bebx]

[alfea]

[sirnotappearinginthisblog]

the Game Changers series really shines because in every non-Heated-Rivalry book Ilya Rozanov shows up like a horrible bisexual Russian Columbo to torment the queer hockey-player leads because he immediately clocks them and he could be kind and understanding but he is god’s perfect gremlin and he chooses violence each time

[czesca]

characters who are so inauthentic. characters who only show what they want other people to see of them. characters who simply must have control over every part of themselves. do you even get it

[gallantblade]

characters who are inauthentic even to themselves. characters who cannot allow the mask to slip. characters who struggle to have an identity past what they project out to the world.

[tayasui-mono]

When Ilya praises Shane, he jokes about the obvious and is sincere about the not-obvious. He says Shane skates slow and has a weak backhand—both of which are false. Shane is the fastest skater with a wicked backhand in canon; and he says Shane has beautiful freckles, and he's direct about this because he knows Shane doesn't know Ilya finds Shane's freckles beautiful. He can't joke about that. I love that Ilya's so socially intelligent.