Hi! The account this happened on is tag blocked cause it was a BDSM account. The actual account is called 0sweet0, and it is dead.
I don’t know much about what happened but I know who Kill-z0ne or Z is… and my friend has kept updated on what he does…. I knew Z before this account, back on his orginal.
I was new to BDSM,18, and had just gotten out of a dynamic… he messaged me through about a certain post I said. Something about dancing to the waiting room music on the phone. It wasn’t a BDSM post. He responded with a CNC message, something I was into. I’m sure you could find the post and some of the old ask we did together and yeah….
We talked a lot, and I’m going to sum this up cause I don’t like to think about it. He introduced me new a new sub(who I will call C, C is now my best friend due to all this) and we were a start of his harem fantasy….. Shit went bad when I started college and he had a life change. I would like to say I AM not proud of how this relationship went, I was young and very naive. I was unaware how of dynamic should work. But he told me he loved me, and I had believe him. It strained, and the relation we orginally had suffered.
And communication suffered yet he wanted more. At one point he asked me to join his cult on tumblr, something he just started even tho when he could barely give me time. I was told I would become a high level in the cult. Oh, the cult was focused on him, giving him nudes, doing divulging request and more. Things like licking a toilet seat, something I was told he could ask me to do. C confront him with the fact I was 18 and new to this scene and what he was doing was fucked. C wasn’t aware of the full issue until much later, since i assume it was normal. In short, we broke off. And during the communication about how fucked I felt with him he would post horny shit and message other girl while saying he was trying his best to give me his time, he loved me, he needed me, ect. He asked me again to join his sex cult.
Time passed and he then messaged me asking me to come back and he realized he fucked up. I said no. If this doesn’t make sense I’m sorry I’m high writing this cause I can’t think back on this when sober…