Teach me how to feel

Christopher "Topher" Wilkinson - 18 years of age Psychosis, Conduct Disorder, Emotional Detachment Disorder "Fuck off"

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-She can’t help but let out a small laugh- Just for that I’m going to make you watch stupid movies with me the next time I see you.

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Stupid movies…? Ew, like what?

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Let’s.

So, how’s the wonderful life of hiding and video games?

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Wonderful. Quiet. Nice… though.

How’s the life of April? Your month’s coming up.

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You have not.

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Let’s get to it then.

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Can’t tell if its working if I don’t know the purpose.

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No purpose, just bored.

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Ah, video games.

Don’t forget about making paper airplanes, either.

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Yeah, that too!

Speaking of such, I still haven’t taught you, have I?

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Definatly.

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Oh good. Good.

So it’s working.

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Yeah.

Sometimes? That’s a bit of an understatement.

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I’m not in my room all that much...

I’m in the entertainment room too. Playing video games.

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I think it was New Years but we didn’t really talk much.

Maybe you should stop disappearing so often, it wouldn’t seem like forever then.

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Oh. Right. 

Sometimes I don’t want to leave my box… so I don’t.

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There you go.

Much better.

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When was it last I talked with you?

Feels like forever.

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You forgot weird.

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Oh, excuse me.

Because it’s adorable and weird.

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Six? Felt shorter.

But pretty much, yes.

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Whatever. It was still a long ass time.

What’s so great about it? Same shitty room as mine.

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…..sure…why not…

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Here. I have paper. Grabbed’m from the art room.

What color?

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Hello to you too.

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So this is where you were… for six months?

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…no..

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It makes me sick to see someone unhappier than me. Or rather, people I haven’t tried to upset.

So would you like to learn?

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You bitch.