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ooc. having so much trouble finding a psd that doesn’t whitewash someone like bob morley .........NSDKFJSD. HELP ??

grimprim:

@toramble

his temperature’s soared in the past hour but it isn’t enough to begin worrying about brain trauma. sitting down next to him on the motel bed, she exchanges the compress on his forehead with another, colder one.

❛ dean, ❜

she begins, keeping the note of panic far from her voice. regardless of his body temperature, the illness was a bad one. he’d barely been conscious for the past day, and delirious when he was.

❛ dean, it’s me. can you hear me, love ? ❜

brushing his hair back, she moves her hand down to press against his cheek. still very warm. goodness. of course this had to happen on new year’s, right before they were scheduled to leave town. sam took the impala to check out what could potentially be another haunting. as lonely as it is without someone to talk to, she finds herself nostalgic, remembering her time hunting before fetching him from stanford.

❛ i know you’re very sick right now but i need to tell me if you feel any worse and, if so, where ? ❜

half-dreaming, half-delirious, clinging to what little conciousness is left, dean gargles, ‘ sammy ... ’

any sound falls on oblivious ears. all he knows are insistent hands, freezing on his white-hot skin. blankets, heavy on his chest like lead, obscure his already limited vision. he hasn’t been this gone in years. dean rolls over to view the ceiling, lit green-red-blue from the color television across the room. he can’t lift his head.

‘ sammy... is it midnight yet ? is it still new years ? ’

#grimprim #SJKDHFKSJDFJKDFS MY BBS

kiyote:

❛ no. i don’t. ❜

he can’t breathe. his palms are slick. there is a cold horror and muted anger that runs through mateo’s veins like gelid slush, thick and dark, and his heart slams a staccato rhythm against his ribs. mateo likes to think he lives in a bubble with just the right people and enough protection to keep the world spinning carefree and happily on. he knows that isn’t true. he knows to some, he is a vile thing. but he thinks he’s not. he’s thinks he’s just another kid.

❛ i’m not - ❜ mateo holds up a hand, a gesture of attempted peace. he can fight. he doesn’t want to. ❛ i’m not a monster. i got you, man. i do. c’mon. you don’t gotta do this. ❜

‘ you know how many ugly sons’a’bitches like you have sat where you sit, && said the same thing ? ‘

dragging it out is more for him than it is for mateo. it’s a slap in the face, like this secret was to dean. here he was, thinking he’d found someone to befriend. just a good lesson learned, every time you let your guard down something sinister is liable to slip right through.

‘ tell you what, you tip me off as to where the rest of your little nest lives, && i’ll make it painless. ‘

#kiyote #tHIS IS SO LATE AND I AM SO SORRY

grimprim:

❛ your sense of humor is perfectly wretched. ❜

even compared to mine is an unspoken addition to the end of her sentence. of course she’s furious that the man she’s grown quite fond of is reckless with his health. doesn’t he understand how dangerously close to death he’s gotten ?

while by no means fragile, dean is still a human being with a soul like a candle. he could be snuffed out at any moment if he doesn’t mind his own choices. she’s fuming, she really is but myrtle does her best to repress it, conjuring her energy and brushing her hand along his cheek.

❛ you poor angel, won’t go to a hospital ? please ? for me ? ❜

‘ what, and leave YOU behind ? ‘

what starts as a chuckle ends a GASP for air. fresh stitches throb just above the knee of his worn out jeans. he’s been bloodied and bruised more days than not, for as long as he can remember. doesn’t even want to think about the last time he went in for a tetanus shot. or ANY shot for that matter.

he feels so much worse having left her alone all day. wants to spend five minutes on her before the exhaustion sets in. eyes search her delicate features, ADORATION hardly masked in his gaze. his truth, HOW HE FEELS, is always right on his tongue when she looks this way.

‘ no hospitals. no doctors. i don’t feel like making up a story tonight. ‘

‘ --- let’s go for a ride. ‘

#grimprim #* VERSE NAME UNDECIDED.#ahhhhhhhHHHHHH my bbs

vaememes

✧ ( 13RW SENTENCE STARTERS.

warning: triggers apply. mentions of suicide and rape present. read and reblog with caution.

❛ And this time, absolutely no requests. ❜ ❛ No return engagements. No encore. ❜ ❛ I hope you’re ready, because I’m about to tell you the story of my life. ❜ ❛ And if you’re listening to these tapes, you’re one of the reasons why. ❜ ❛ I’ve heard so many stories I don’t know which one is the most popular. ❜ ❛ Betrayal. It’s one of the worst feelings. ❜ ❛ Where’s my bike? ❜ ❛ This was in front of the library? ❜ ❛ What about the student honor board? ❜ ❛ There’s some justice and some closure. ❜ ❛ I couldn’t watch. ❜ ❛ People can be fucking assholes. ❜ ❛ I thought we had like another week for that. ❜ ❛ Listen, I could, if you wanted to, I could help you finish the paper. ❜ ❛ We only have like twenty minutes before the first bell rings. ❜ ❛ I Googled everything. ❜ ❛ Well the founding father’s did grow and use hemp, but it wasn’t weed exactly. ❜ ❛ Sometimes books are more reliable for this kind of stuff. ❜ ❛ Everything I publish is personal to people. ❜ ❛ Still, it feels wrong. I’m just being honest. ❜ ❛ What are you working on? ❜ ❛ This is so cool. I’ve always wanted to set you up with someone. ❜ ❛ Maybe I was stupid to keep hoping. ❜ ❛ That is shocking. I’m shocked. ❜ ❛ Wait a second, how do I know you’re telling the truth. ❜ ❛ Come on, what do you say? ❜ ❛ Then again, they almost always do. ❜ ❛ Did you want to see if the rumors were true? ❜ ❛ Why did you do it? ❜ ❛ Thanks for helping me, that was really nice. ❜ ❛ I’m just saying if you’re getting fat shamed then don’t be fat. ❜ ❛ It’s always best to give compliments face to face. ❜ ❛ Sometimes the silly things can mean more than anybody knows. ❜ ❛ It’s kind of soul crushing, you know? ❜ ❛ We all need it. Human contact. ❜ ❛ You’re going to have to wait, just like I did. ❜ ❛ Let me know if you need to talk, anytime. ❜ ❛ I’m going to play mind games with you, just like you did with me. ❜ ❛ That’s a whole new level of lonely. ❜ ❛ You were kind that night. You just sat there. ❜ ❛ I’m sorry about _____. He’s/she’s just a dick. ❜ ❛ Want to see a trick? ❜ ❛ You got to get the positioning just right. ❜ ❛ After the way you played in Saturday, it’s on me. ❜ ❛ Take it easy, okay? You’ll feel better tomorrow. ❜ ❛ I wonder if you ever felt what it’s like to be lonely. ❜ ❛ Have you ever noticed us? ❜ ❛ How many of these did daddy make you? ❜ ❛ It’s okay. I’m over it. ❜ ❛ I never got the chance to say something. ❜ ❛ The thing is you were the Valentine I was hoping for. ❜ ❛ I don’t know if you’re doing this on a dare or whatever… ❜ ❛ I like you for so much more than that. ❜ ❛ The fact that you don’t even know. ❜ ❛ This shit that happens to you, I think some of it you bring on yourself. ❜ ❛ Thanks for the insight genius. ❜ ❛ You said something stupid and I yelled at you. Big deal. ❜ ❛ You didn’t like that someone told you no. ❜ ❛ You should of just let it go but you didn’t. ❜ ❛ I just needed to be alone. ❜ ❛ You’ll do anything to keep up your perfect reputation. ❜ ❛ I’m a fucking weak, pathetic loser. ❜ ❛ They’ll just laugh at you like they always do. ❜ ❛ Come out, come out, little girl/boy. ❜ ❛ We’re protecting ourselves. ❜ ❛ I’ve got no plans. I’m good to tell the truth. ❜ ❛ It’s only a matter of time before we’re all screwed. ❜ ❛ Nothing we did compares to what he/she did. ❜ ❛ You’ve been doing it for weeks now. ❜ ❛ My God, _______, you should fucking listen to yourself sometimes. ❜ ❛ You want to know what’s worse then being a rapist? Hiding behind one. ❜ ❛ You want to get the story straight? We all know the story. ❜ ❛ The honor board, because you are all so honorable. ❜ ❛ This happened off campus so the only alternative is the police. ❜ ❛ It was no ones fault. It just happened. ❜ ❛ I mean, maybe I was driving a little too fast. ❜ ❛ I’m taking some fucking responsibility. ❜ ❛ Maybe it’s all your faults, has that ever occurred to any of you? ❜ ❛ Who’s going to believe a dead girl/boy? ❜ ❛ You know my motto, no cheerleader left behind. ❜ ❛ I’m always looking for the wrong person. ❜ ❛ I thought you said you didn’t do it? ❜ ❛ I’m telling you, the worst is yet to come. ❜ ❛ You’re calling me a pussy, after what you did or didn’t do. ❜ ❛ Oh, so, if I kill myself then I kill you guys too? ❜ ❛ Why are you asking me about this? ❜ ❛ I don’t know what your truth is. ❜ ❛ Get your dirty ass feet off my notebook man. ❜ ❛ Do you want to talk in there? ❜ ❛ Maybe there’s even a message from beyond. ❜ ❛ At that moment, everything was perfect. ❜ ❛ I know you felt it too. ❜ ❛ I wanted you to do everything you were doing. ❜ ❛ What happened? I thought it was okay. ❜ ❛ Just leave me alone, you should just go. ❜ ❛ Part of me never wanted to see you again. ❜ ❛ You walked out the door like I told you too, why’d you have to leave? ❜ ❛ Your name does not belong on the list. But you need to be here. ❜ ❛ I didn’t deserve to be with someone like you. ❜ ❛ I would ruin you. It wasn’t you, it was me. ❜ ❛ There’s that word again. ❜ ❛ The kind of lonely feeling I’m talking about is when you feel like you’ve got nothing left. ❜

#* PROMPTS. (memes)

OOC. feeling a lot of pressure. there are so many good deans idk if i can hack it here,,, i have been working on my threads and what not but.......... still. feeling a little discouraged.

#* OOC. (queenie)

grimprim:

@toramble // ( CHARRED FEATHERS )

some might consider it strange, the girl in the passenger’s seat of his impala. nothing seems to touch her, earthly years or the air blowing in from the open window. her mane of black hair stays fixed, falling down her shoulders and over her eyes. pushing it out of the way is something only she can do.

turning her head as someone else enters the car, a smile like river water blooms on her face.

❛ dean ! ❜

she sounds so happy and at least a decade of misery melts off her face. inching a bit closer to him, myrtle freezes when she gets a look at him.

❛ what– you’re hurt ! ❜

busted digits, grazed and blistering from buckshot and fire, hover over his abdomen. there, under two haphazardly wrapped ace bandages, is a broken rib just beginning to smart. it’ll be worse tomorrow, because he won’t stop and rest, but what else could he do ? he tries to slide in the bench seat nonchalantly, as nonchalant as one can be when covered in dirt, sweat, and your own blood. it even hurts to smile, but he does that for her. just trying to minimize the damage. the way her face changes is enough to make him regret coming out here in the first place.

‘ comes with the job, ‘ he gives a labored laugh. he can tell it doesn't really work. ‘ i'm good. don’t worry about me, myr. ‘

#grimprim #* REPLIES.#kill me nooooow

@kiyote LIKED.

' damn it, man, ' something between regret and revulsion drips venomously into his gut. YOU’D NEVER GUESS BY THE LOOK OF HIM. his poker face is absolute. the live silver round clicks into the chamber. ‘ i was starting to think someone really got me, you know ? you and me, we got so much in common... except, well, the whole mangy dog gig. kind of ruins things. i’m sure you get that all the time, though. '

#kiyote #* CLOSED STARTER.#THIS SEEMS TO BE THE NATURAL PROGRESSION OF THINGS #i'm sorry ;-;

@011611 LIKED.

' STOP ! ' he interrupts. ' you realize none of that makes sense. right ? '

#* CLOSED STARTER.#the forehead wrinks i'm so emo wtf #also hi hello #011611

OOC. hey, guys. sorry for the disappearing act. i had a doctor’s appointment a few days ago to up my dose of ADs so... i’m trying to adjust right now. pls be patient w/ me i feel like poo but am working on my to do as i type.

#* OOC. (queenie)#medication tw #medical tw #mental health tw

hello, hello! got a to-do list, for anyone watching/wondering/listening.

replies. @resparked, @vaultstolen, @grimprim (myr), @grimprim (jenna)

starters. @darknicotine, @kiyote, @spoilie

#* OOC. (queenie)#* TO DO. (activity log)

ooc. the problem with my dash is that i love thirteen reasons why, and now there is a mini series, and there are so many muses, i, j us t loVE PAIN AND SUFFERING and i pinky promise not to make one for like at least a week.

#* OOC. (queenie)#i must settle in here first

he’s cruising. whether it’s for booze, tail or TROUBLE ... one can never be sure. he brushes past a blonde, gets a whiff of her perfume, maybe her shampoo, and he settles for all three. ' hey, you know where i can get a beer ? ' he's a sucker for a nice shampoo.

#grimprim #* CLOSED STARTER.#hope this is okay dear!

resparked:

“ oh, the RUMOURS ? yeah, of COURSE i know about them. i live here, dude. ” stiles waves the other closer, leaning in to stage-whisper to him. “ if you put on an energizer bunny costume at three in the morning behind our school and make enough noise, a ghost from the class of ninety-eight will come out from behind the shed and suck your dick. ” he leans back then, looking far too satisfied. “ anything else you want to know ? ”

the fact that he nearly falls for it is truly spectacular. here he is, all gullible and ready to listen, like one kid's going to break the case. a second later he pulls back, equipped with a singed ego and an agitated smile. kid’s got BALLS. ' alright, smart-ass, ' nimble fingers dig in his pocket for his trusty wallet and (fake) badge. ' you wanna try again ? '

#resparked #* REPLIES.#c'MON DEAN #be a little less predictable lmao

@resparked LIKED.

' there are some, uh . . . pretty INTERESTING rumors about this town online. you know anything about that ? '

#resparked #* CLOSED STARTER.#wHOOPSIES #let's dooooo this thang

comerpwithme

STRANGE SENTENCE STARTERS —— for the creative writer in you. Send these in and see what your partner comes up with as a scenario!

*These are completely interchangeable, they’re just in categories to make it easier for all of y’all.

FOR AMIGOS;

“How many times are you going to do that, exactly?”

“You were right. As per usual.”

“Sometimes it’s hard to see the lines you’ve drawn until you’ve crossed them.”

“You’re surprised because you have a soft spot for hot blondes.”

“Is that – that’s a naked Scarlett Johansson on your fridge.”

“You can stay, but for no more than two nights.”

“Please don’t look in this drawer. Please.”

“I told you not to pick him up, he’s very sensitive.”

“Yes. I might have given you rabies. But in my defense, that’s ridiculous and I didn’t.”

“I’m sorry, my cell phone data coverage does not cover the bullshit zone you’re in.”

“Hey! Give me your pants. Quick, give me your pants.”

“No, I’m serious. Stop it right now or I won’t give you the last cookie.”

“You think I’m kidding. But I’ve never been more serious about anything in my entire life.”

“How much would a stripper cost and why so much?”

“I’m going to buy you a drink. Next week. On Thursday. When I get paid. Can you swing this one?”

“Hippos are hungry, hungry! And you are considerably larger than a small piece of lettuce!”

“When I was little, I used to be afraid of mummies. And now look at me. I love dead people!”

“I don’t even miss my ex-boyfriends/girlfriends, I just miss my glockenspiel.”

“It happens to everyone, you just sell your skirt for some coke.”

“Please do not pull your pants down in front of baby Jesus.”

“That’s not the phrasing you want to use.”

“Because nothing says heterosexuality like a gold sash.”

“Please don’t take it out on my boobs.”

“When it gets really windy I look like a bizarre combination of Marilyn Monroe and Cousin It.”

“We have to change our names and run away to Mexico. It’s the only way. Adios.”

“How much money do you have on you?”

“Please tell me that’s a raisin and not a tiny hamster shit you’re eating.”

“Life is a lot better when you put things on your head.”

“For someone who’s not very deep, I’m incredibly not shallow.”

FOR LOVERS;

“I need you to remind me what it feels like to love you.”

“I love you. What? No I don’t. Forget I said anything.”

“I need you to tickle my feet but like, sexually.”

“If we got married, would I have to take your last name? Or could we just make up a new one?”

“I don’t think I can do this anymore.”

“I heard you say his/her name in your sleep last night. Want to explain or should I just leave?”

“I want to spend the night with you tonight. But I also want to sleep on your side. And without you on the bed. So technically I just want your bed.”

“Please don’t be proposing to me in an empty parking lot.”

“Stop saying you’re sorry, you stupid fucking broken record. It’s done.”

“I’m not jealous, I’m curious. About the things you were doing. With him/her. Without me.”

“Your mother’s looks could kill. Actually, are you sure they haven’t before?”

“If you’re breaking up with me tonight, can I at least eat first?”

“Stop sweating. It’s not attractive during sex, and it’s not attractive now.”

“Are you – are you checking me out? In the line for the confessional?”

“We have to go. I might have told your mom I’m pregnant. I don’t know why I said that. I’m not.”

“So what you’re saying it that you’re snorting sugar to get excited for sex.”

“My dog licks better than you do.”

“But through every stupid thing you do and say – and those are a lot, by the way – I love you.”

“I don’t care if you’re growing another head. I’ll talk to both of them. I love you.”

“And I’d take fifty years of not talking to you for just a day of doing so. I promise that’s a compliment.”

“I don’t want to hide this anymore. I’m not some dirty little secret, you American Reject.”

“This is a bit too dramatic for my taste, so can we skip it and have sex instead?”

“I don’t want you to think of me as your personal sex toy.”

“Thanks and all, but that makes me feel like a low-class escort, so.”

“A kiss in exchange for every nice thing you say about me. Deal?”

“Promise me you’re not like him/her. I need to hear it from your mouth. Promise me.”

“Look, I’ve had my heart broken before. I’m not ready to let you in just yet. Anywhere.”

“Don’t leave me here. Anywhere else, okay, but not here.”

“I wish I could say that was the worst sex I ever had, but I’ve had worse.”

“I just blew you. Could you look a little happier about it?”

“I’m attracted to shiny things, so if it looks like I’m staring at your chest, it’s because I am.”

FOR TEXTERS;

[text] This is upsetting my poop.

[text] Hey, are you up? If you’re not, can you wake up? I need some help.

[text] So it involves feces and large birds.

[text] She said that to you? Why?

[text] Please come back. I miss you.

[text] What are you good for if you’re not gonna bring me ice cream?

[text] Can you ignore that last text? It wasn’t meant for you. I’m sorry.

[text] …did you just send me a nude?

[text] FUCK OFF YOU ONE-EYED WHORE.

[text] I don’t know why I said that.

[text] Leave it to you to fuck the simplest of requests up.

[text] Do we have to go to their wedding? He’s only my first cousin.

[text] How much does ‘I love you’ mean to you?

[text] I am not stalking you. But you should do something about your bathroom, it’s gross.

[text] Please. I need this so badly.

[text] I trust you completely.

[text] I’m a genius. You’re a peasant. Everything makes sense again.

[text] Hey, buddy! Got like, five hundred bucks I can borrow? Times ten.

[text] She lost it. She completely lost it. She said her uterus was attacking her bone marrow.

[text] I will not get you donuts.

[text] Please? I love you.

[text] I think I’m gonna go to sleep now, but you keep thinking that.

[text] I can’t say this out loud. They might be listening.

[text] I never meant to hurt you. I didn’t think he’d duck when the ball came at him, I’m sorry.

[text] You’re cute.

[text] I just need you to understand how important you are to me.

[text] Fuck off.

[text] Okay. Guess we’ll leave it at that then.

#* PROMPTS. (memes)

ooc. STARTER CALL !

#* OOC. (queenie)

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