So this is a requested fic from @haigidal . The story is Blind!Law and Nurse!Luffy that should be just one short but I turned into multiple chapters, yet, she said I should post it here because 2K+ word can’t send in a chatbox.
I hope it can make your day brighter :) However, I didn’t use beta this time except Google translate, Grammarly, Hemmingway. Some incorrect might be shown.
One more thing, this chapter imply *nsfw*. This is my first time I wrote in english also. lol
By the way, leave a comment, reblog or heart if you want to :)
If I hadn’t been reckless, Torao wouldn’t have lost his visibility for temporary.
The first few days, everything was hard for Torao and me. I tried to take care him because of guilty but in the end, I almost killed him with my kindness such as fed hot soup without cooled it or slept first, let him faced his demon alone.
After that. He angered at me, said that he would be more grateful if I just step out of his fucking miserable blind life. His word hurt my feeling.
I thought a lot about what should I did to make up for him, then an idea pops up in my mind. A book – yes, he liked reading, why not read a book to him?
It’s funny to think that, I, who hates reading go to the library willingly because I want to read a book to Torao. I noticed that when I read, he became more relaxed, didn’t lost in his own maze. Sometimes he even suggests me to lie on his stomach which is the delightful moment for me because it made me feel we’re closer and his hand is so soft. I love when Torao plays my hair!
Now, we are cool. I think – because know how to take care a blind people without him screaming how terrible nurse am I. All credits go to Chopper and Robin.
I open a door, seeing Torao who is half-sitting half-lying on the bed with his calm face. He turns his face to me, the annoying eye bandage is still there for covering his golden eyes.
“I bring another book. Robin told me that it’s not a hard book for me to read, however, she will not come here tonight.”
“It’s okay. I didn’t expect you to read a medical book for me.”
His tone is a matter of fact making me feel angry why my younger self couldn’t see how important education is. Hey, why do I feel bad because of his word? Many people told me I’m an idiot before and never did I care so why I care when he’s the one saying?
“You don’t have to worry, Straw Hat-ya. I kind of used to a bedtime story now. I have to accept some is good too.”
“Well, today I gonna read Pride and Prejudice to you. Doesn’t it sound good?”
I walk to sit on the bed near him. Torao moves a bit so we can sit together without someone fell from the bed.
When I’m going to read, I stop to think hard, look at him again then look at a book eventually I decide to take his eye bandage off.
“You don’t like it, I guess?”
He asked when I try to take it out. Damn Chopper, he did knot it tightly. Torao moans ‘Hmmm’ then raises his hand to help me. When that stupid thing falls out. Torao slowly opened his golden eyes as if it was the moon’s reflection to me.
I stared into his eyes. It was so sad that many people don’t brave enough to look at him closely. I mean Torao has beautiful eyes, the kind you get lost in easily. And I guess I am.
I’m touching his cheek and chuckling how ticklish his goatee is. Look like Torao enjoys himself too because he also touches my cheek.
I place another hand on his chest where his heart should have been located there.
I close my eyes feeling his heart beating under my palm, in his body. The beating sound of human organ usually disgusting and making me vomit. But Torao’s heart beating sound is another thing like a song that once you heard it from the first time and you knew instantly it’s going to be your favorites.
Whoa, maybe I can be the first fantastic poet-pirate. It must be so cool!
I move my arm lower, whispering in his ear.
“You’re touching me in case you didn’t notice.”
I lick my lower lip thirsty.
“Well, yesterday I read the basic of human body to you. And I want to have a real test, you know how stupid Am I, right?”
I run my finger on his arm slowly, have to hold my laugh when I can see how tense his shoulders are.
Both I and he know it’s an excuse. But I know him well that he can’t say no to me how much he wants to. And his face when in doubt between kicking my ass or follow me is cute.
I don’t know why he agreed. But the okay approval is here so I can do whatever my desire want to, right?
I touch his lip then slowly put my lip with him. The overwhelm new feeling I never knew is banging. I hear his moans in my mouth and I can’t think of anything except oh my god.
I put my tongue into his mouth, a little fire and a little move of his hand at my waist and my hand around his neck making me get high. Robin said it right, I had known kissing with him would be this good, I should have done it a long time.
When he is trying to take his mouth away. I’m hurrying to capture it, not wanting this sexual to end now.
Seventh with his belt is taken off by my hand.
Eighth with I take off his jean.
Ninth with I move myself to sit on his lap.
Tenth with he grabs my hair, making me moan shamelessly
Eleventh with us lost in each other mouth.
And twelfth to show how his stubbornness is when he says without taking his lip from mine.
“Ally doesn’t do this. And this is not an education.”
“Do you still think we’re allied?”
In case he didn’t notice, he just fucking kissed me!
He doesn’t reply. I roll my eyes, curiously how stupid Torao can be in some time.
“Fine. we’re allied if you seriously want us to be. But this is our ally style. And yeah, this is education – Sex education, can’t you know?”
Suddenly, I take my shirt off before taking his. I bring both of his hand to place on my bare chest.
“The future Pirate King is sitting shirtless on your lap now. It must be so sad if you don’t take him.”
I can see the fire in his eyes. Torao is trying so hard to fight between his good saint reason to stop this or listen to a devil’s whisper to do it.
Robin is an intelligent woman. She suggests me how to make Torao acknowledge that he’s totally head over heel for me and should know it already. moreover, she goes as far to teach me to step by step to seduce Torao. I thought I couldn’t have a chance to use it but I was wrong. Seeing how a thing becomes here I shirtless on his bare legs. Seem like a big process of an ally, right?
Maybe I should give a hint to him. Oh, wow. I can’t help to stop this exciting feeling.
Without notice, I put my hand on his thing and that making him opens his eyes wide.
“Don’t think too hard, Torao. It has 2 choices: YOU TAKE ME OR I TAKE YOU”
With his incredible growls, he presses his lip with me, using his tongue to make a battle with me. With tongue, his hands everywhere on my back, biting my lower lip. I can feel hard.
“You have to know one thing. Straw Hat- ya”
He’s kissing my bare shoulder as saying it.
“The real doctor, even closing his eyes, yet can examine your body professionally.”
I buck my hip to him more. I feel a bit shame that I might look like a lap dance whore as Sanji once brought me to see. But I don’t care! I need Torao, I just need him!
We kiss again. And I feel more thirsty. I am a wanderlust in a desert who looking for one drop of water to help me survive. The difference is I can find it in his mouth, that’s why I stretch my tongue longer so I don’t lose a single drop.
Torao voice that slips out almost screeching.
When I pull out. Torao face is completely red, his breathing is fast too. I hope I’m the same.
“Need you – need you so much…”
I said like I was praying to a God, begging him to take me to the heaven.
When Torao takes my shorts off, I almost shouting Fucking Finally. For god’s sake. I have been waiting for him to take a move too long.
By the way, how can he see me? Oh, whatever he is a doctor also pirate. He can do whatever he set his mind up except for one thing he can’t surrender himself to me. But I won’t complain. Well, Torao is complicated personality.
At this moment, I guess it’s alright if we are a lover in action but an ally on paper.
After that. I’ve learned what the heaven on earth look likes.
I moan, scream, shouting his name on my lip. Each of the words I had to learn since I was young all gone. Only two-three words I can remember is “harder, more, Torao.”
Later, he fills the emptiness in me. We are panting hard, trying to gather the air. I look at Torao who collapses beside me with his great messy hair.
I close my eyes. I wonder the way I love him can describe into a poem? shall I write a book about my love to him? I don’t know if what I feel when I near him is love, but I do know that I want him to be in my adventure whenever I go, whatever I see. I want him to be there with me.
He is the man who will accept willingly if I choose One Piece instead of him, and that make me feel… proud?
I know I’m not a good person as many people seem to think. I do what I want, seeking for freedom, fighting to get One Piece.
Torao doesn’t want to live. I can sense it when he’s become a blind. For Torao, who is overthinking and self-destructive (I think I used the wrong word, damn it.) living is painful, death is beautiful.
He told me once he’s not afraid to die, but afraid to live without the reason being.
“I have a demon in my head, no matter how far I run, I can’t escape from it.”
I must be crazy if I say I love how broken Torao is. I mean when he’s trying to struggle between the death and the living, when he is lost in his own maze, crying for someone to help him.
I will be his last and only one hope.
I will whisper how much I love him until he believes and swears his loyalty to me. I will do it countless times until he can’t betray me for certain.
Because nobody has known I pet a demon in myself too. The smallest but powerful demon who whispering at my ears. I don’t know his looks but I do know he makes me dim. He hasn’t stop whispering as well as he whispering to me at the present.
look at how heartsick he is
I must do something else. I sit up.
I bring his slim long legs to rest on my shoulder. Let my instinct guides me with his suggestion.
I trust him to the limit because I can’t bring myself to pity how painful he will have. Faster, harder, touching him everywhere I want to eventually he screams my real name, grabbing my arm like he’s going to die soon.
That’s a brilliant face you can make. Torao
I mark the bloody rose with my teeth on his neck, shoulders, and thighs. Moreover, scratched his back when he was the one who in control.
I kiss him passionately. I scream his name at the top of my lung because I’m afraid that when the demon has eaten my soul, I would forget him.
so what if he think living is hard
wrap him around your finger
and make him thinks of you as his lifeline
until he can’t live without you.
Before we are going to sleep. I blurt out a question to him.
His hand that plays my hair stop. I hear he signs. Why does he need to think? It’s the feeling, isn’t it?
I wrap my arm around him tightly.
ask him – the demon whispers says that.
“Do you have some feeling for me? Torao?”
He says brittle, then holds my hand.
Even he’s in my arms and I can hear his heart’s beating. Even we just went to the heaven together, mark each other’s love bite, telling the world how we are something yet ally.
We’re so near yet so far.
I give a thought for a moment.
The golden eyes are darkened, then he shakes his head.
“I know,” I whisper in his eyes dryly. “I know.”
I press my ear to his heart and listen to the heartbeat melody that is going to play everlasting in my head.
—— Thank you my amazing writer @masamoony for your talking about WHY WE SHIP LAWLU. If I didn’t have that talk with you, this fic won’t be good. @torao-bae ขอบใจน้าแกที่คอยช่วย :) ทนเรามาตลอด
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