I know, retro, right? I haven't written a jot in what feels like forever, and I was casually rewatching this show and was totally taken by surprise by the urge to scribble something down. It turned into this...
1.
âYou didnât all have to come, you know. Especially not in this weather.â
âDonât be silly, Albie. We wanted to support you. Where else would we be?â Stacie Monroe chided gently, slipping her arm through the dapper older gentlemanâs as they ambled through graveyard, well wrapped up against the bitter chill and with the rest of their crew in tow.
âI appreciate it, my dear,â Albert Stroller said, a heavy sigh escaping nonetheless. âJust seems like the goodbyes come ever more frequently these days. Perils of turning into an old man like me, I suppose.â
âRidiculous,â Stacie scoffed, her fondness for her companion bolstering her need to lift his spirits, regardless of their sombre surroundings. âYouâre not old. Youâll outlive us all.â
He humoured her with a smile of his own, but it died long before it could light his eyes, his heart clearly not in it.
âIt was a travesty, you know. What happened to Wesley,â the American mused, almost more to himself than anything else.
âWes Winters, the Ice Man,â Ash Morgan nodded, clapping a sympathetic hand on Albertâs shoulder as he fell into step with them. âIâve heard all the old stories.â
âThe Ice Man, because of the surname?â Stacie guessed.
âThat and he had a thing for boosting diamonds,â Ash grinned. âOnly crossed paths with him a few times, but like I said, I heard the stories. Couldnât believe it when he got sent down like that.â
âWesley was a true grifter,â Albert said, a rare sharpness to his tone. âOne of us. He would never.â
âHey, easy now, Albert,â Ash held his hands up in a swift sign heâd get no argument from him. âNo oneâs saying he did.â
âThe police did. The courts did. Those bastards took him from his family, ruined his legacy, and made sure he spent his last years behind bars. And for what, I ask you?â
Stacie and Ash exchanged concerned glances at how upset their friend was becoming, especially as they knew he wasnât getting any younger, no matter how much they all liked to try to deny the inevitable. But before they could turn to the rest of their crew to try to distract him, someone else seemed to do just that, stopping him in his tracks not far from the grave they had just circled back to while giving him a chance to stretch his legs and clear his head after the less than uplifting church service they had all just sat through.
Following his shrewd gaze, they spotted a lone woman stood by the as-yet unmarked mound of fresh soil, head bowed. A mane of wavy blonde hair tumbled from under a black baker boy cap, down the back of a long white overcoat worn over an all-black outfit of skintight trousers, sweater, scarf and suede boots that stretched over her knees. She cut the same solitary figure she had in the front pew of the church that had been dotted with only a few others beside themselves.
A poor show in Albertâs mind. One his old friend hadnât deserved.
âSkylar Winters,â he said, with a nod in her direction for the benefit of the others. âWesleyâs youngest daughter. I remember her from when she was just a little girl.â
âNot so little these days,â Danny said, eyebrows raised as he tilted his admiring gaze, incorrigible as ever, no matter what the occasion. âHey, Iâm just saying. Itâs a compliment.â
âDo you want to pay your respects, Albie?â Stacie asked, ignoring the interjection. âWe can come with you, or give you space if youâd preferâŠâ
Albert considered for a moment before making up his mind and patting her hand gratefully. âMaybe you could all come with me, just for a few moments? Might bring the young lady some small comfort to know there were still some of us who believed in her father.â
âWhat was his story again?â Danny asked, sauntering along, hands in his pockets and shoulders hunched against the snow that was beginning to fall lightly again. âI know you said he ainât guilty of whatever the hell it was that landed him in the clink, but not gonna lie, I do lose track of your many, many acquaintances, Albert. What can I say? Youâre too popular for your own good.â
With another sigh, Albert spoke quickly as they drew closer to the graveside. âWesley Winters earned his Ice Man monicker grifting diamonds from wealthy owners who were themselves of the less scrupulous kind. Those whose greed led them to purchase their jewels with ill-gotten gains, or who showered them on mistresses behind the backs of their unsuspecting wives, or ever bigger marks who dealt in blood diamonds and all manner of associated corruption. In all the years I knew him, he never even came close to getting caught. Not by the authorities anyway.â
âAnd still he ended up getting a life sentence,â Mickey supplied, the look on his face grave. It was after all his own worst fear, that one day the house of cards would spectacularly crash and burn, despite their meticulous best efforts.
He never revelled in the misfortunes of fellow grifters, but he did hope the others would take them for what he strongly felt they were â cautionary tales.
âLife?â Danny echoed. âShit, musta been a helluva grift gone wrong.â
âIt was a set-up, pure and simple,â Albert rounded on them, his usually calm face lit with anger and his voice stern. âSupposedly cold-blooded murder, the strangulation of an innocent woman over a diamond necklace â mark my words, Wesley lived by the griftersâ code. He. Would. Never!â
It was snowing harder now, large heavy flakes swirling from heavy grey clouds to the frost-baked ground as the cold air turned their breath to steam.
âAll right, all right, simmer down, old man or youâll do yourself a mischief,â Danny exclaimed, with a lightness that didnât quite cover the genuine concern at the core of his words. They all looked to their veteran companion as a father-figure and afforded him the same love and respect they would have had he actually been blood. Moreso in some cases, given their less than conventional upbringings. âCome on, you can introduce us to the lovely ladyâŠâ
***
âAlbert,â the blonde woman said, looking up at the mannerly intrusion on her solitude and managing a fond smile as she tried to discreetly wipe stray tears away with a gloved hand. âThank you for coming. It means a lot, all things considered.â
âYour father deserved more, my dear. It pains me to have to say it. I had hoped more would remember the old days and see fit to honour one of their own.â
âI was never going to get my hopes up,â Skylar Winters shrugged, with a forced casualness she clearly didnât feel as she glanced curiously at the rest of the small group huddled just a little off to one side and seeming unsure of whether or not they should be there. âNot even grifters want to associate themselves with a convicted killer.â
âYou know how much truth and justice there was in that,â Albert said, adding in case it wasnât clear. âNot an ounce. Not one.â
âStill,â she said, taking a deep breath after she seemed to consider that for a moment and looking round at them again. âQuality over quantity, eh? Sorry, I canât quite place you all, but I know dad thought so highly of you, Albert, and he would have been chuffed to know the renowned Mickey Bricks showed up for him.â
âIâm only sorry I didnât get to know your father better,â Mickey said, reaching out to shake her hand.
âAllow me to introduce you,â Albert said. âEveryone, Skylar Winters â Skylar, Michael Stone youâve just met. This is Ashley Morgan--â
âAsh Morgan,â she mused like it was familiar. âFixer extraordinaire?â
âBest in the business,â Albert nodded, seeing said fixer looked likely to shrug off such praise in the same casual way he always did. âAnd this is our good friend and colleague Stacie Monroe and--â
âDanny. Danny Blue,â came the interruption, almost before Stacie could make any acknowledgement, a hand gripping Skylarâs for a firm shake as piercing blue eyes locked on hers. âDonât tell me what youâve heard, darlinâ, Iâll only blush.â
âHe wonât,â Stacie said wryly. âHeâd need a sense of shame for that.â
âTell you what, my dear, we were just thinking of going for a quiet drink,â Albert said, seeing the young woman shivering despite the layers of clothing and realising she wasnât the only one. Heâd thought maybe it was just his old bones feeling the cold, but it seemed the weather was taking its toll on all of them. âWeâll give ourselves a chance to thaw out, reflect on old friends, raise a glass to better times. Why donât you join us?â
She hesitated, considering. There was something both appealing and terrifying about the alternative prospect of returning alone to the empty house she had once called home and the remnants of his fatherâs shattered existence. The shrug came almost before she realised sheâd made up her mind.
âSure, why not.â
***
âIâll get these,â Albert said, as the crew duly traipsed into their usual haunt, waving off the faint protests he got in response. âNo, no, I insist. Skylar, my dear, youâll join us in a small medicinal whiskey, or would you prefer something else?â
âWhiskeyâs fine, thanks,â their guest agreed, following the others as they made their way to a booth, Ash and Danny slipping in on either side of the table.
Much to Dannyâs disappointment, and despite his pointed looks, Skylar slid in beside Ash, while Stacie took a seat beside him with a little smirk and Mickey sat on her other side, leaving the final space beside Skylar for Albert.
It was a tight enough squeeze for the six of them, but after the chill of outside, no one really minded the close quarters.
âEddie, mate, crank the heating up, will ya?â Danny called to the landlord busy pouring their drinks. âItâs bleedinâ brass monkeys, innit!â
Eddie paused just long enough to roll his eyes, realising Albert had already ambled off without paying, leaving him to deliver their round to the table. âWonât pay the bar tab, but still expect to add to the overheads,â he groused, although it didnât stop him loading the glasses with their generous amber measures onto a tray and ferrying them to the booth.
âTo absent friends,â Albert said, having eased himself into his seat and removed his hat and scarf before raising his glass solemnly. âTo Wesley.â
âAbsent friends,â the others echoed. âWesley.â
âTo dad,â Skylar murmured, ducking her head as tears pricked at her eyelids, yet somehow just a little heartened by the gentle clink of glasses against hers, and taking a small sip of her whiskey.
âThatâs off the top shelf,â Ash noted, savouring his. âHowâd you talk Eddie into that one, Albert?â
âI didnât,â the older gentleman sounded surprised, but a glance towards the bar showed their sometimes reluctant host already back in his rightful place and tipping a glass of his own in their direction.
âTo the Ice Man,â Eddie said simply.
âSee, my dear, your fatherâs name still means something,â Albert said, with a sad smile. âTo those who matter.â
***
The reminiscing had taken them down many a meandering path, one drink turning into two, then three. Ties had been loosened, Stacie had kicked off her heels below the table and Ash, having checked no one objected too much, had a lit cigarette idling between his fingers.
Given the placeâs unofficial status as a grifter haunt and the various plots those walls had been party to over the years, from the elaborate and sublime to the frankly ludicrous, flouting smoking laws was hardly much of a concern.
âWhat?â Danny demanded suddenly, a mixture of âWho meâ innocence and righteous indignation crossing his face under Ashâs enquiring stare. âWhy ya looking at me like that?â
âIf youâve got something to say to me, Danny-boy, just say it,â Ash shrugged, the quirk of his lips suggesting he knew exactly what the blond across the table was trying to do. And to whom. âInstead of playing footsie with me all evening.â
Danny floundered, caught out as the others â including Skylar â laughed heartily. âYeah, well⊠You wish, mate, you wish.â
âDanny, Danny, Danny,â Skylar grinned, a little of her old sparkle having returned to her green eyes in the face of good company and free-flowing alcohol. Even just a few hours spent with the crew had definitely revealed who the utterly shameless flirt was. âYou and me, Iâm just gonna say it â you and me? Itâs a non-starter.â
âHey, no, look, thatâs not what⊠Um, why is that exactly? If I was curious. Which Iâm not saying I am.â
âCome on,â she shrugged, gesturing between them as if it should be obvious. âThis⊠Iâd beâŠâ she trailed off, already laughing as she thought about it. âIâd end up being Sky Blue!â
Snorting at the peals of laughter from everyone else around the table, Danny shook his head in disbelief. âOkay, first, your nameâs Skylar, sweetheart. Skylar. And secondly, now whoâs getting ahead of themselves? Cos I do not recall proposing. And trust me, I would. Recall, I mean. Not propose. No oneâs proposing, so you can all just calm right down--â
âSteady, Dan, youâre sweating,â Ash teased, getting a dirty look in return.
âPoor Danny,â Stacie pouted, slinging her arm around his shoulders. âAre the grown-ups picking on you?â
âWould you comfort me if I said yes?â he shot back, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively, even as she both laughed and tutted at him before turning her attention to gathering her coat and bag from where sheâd stashed them in the corner of the booth behind him.
âListen,â Stacey said. âI know you boys are dying to play poker or whatever it is you do to amuse yourselves until the next shiny thing distracts you, but I was going to call it a night. Skylar, do you have far to go? We could share a taxi if you like.â
âThanks, Stacie,â the other woman smiled gratefully. âThatâs probably a good idea. Itâs been a long day and I canât put off going home foreverâŠâ
âWell, now, foreverâs⊠Foreverâs a long time,â Danny mused carefully. âBut I mean, in the meantime, you could certainly come home, you know, with me⊠Iâm just saying.â
âWhy do I feel like Stacieâs the safer bet?â Skylar smirked.
âBecause you have the grifter gut instincts of your father,â Albert said.
âAnd theyâd be correct,â Mickey added, already producing a pack of cards from seemingly out of nowhere. âStace, if youâre sure you donât want us to come with you, youâll let us know when youâre home safe? You too, Skylar?â
âOf course,â Stacie said, dropping a little kiss on their leaderâs temple before he eased himself up just long enough to let her slip gracefully out of the booth, back in her towering heels. âGoodnight, boys. Night, Albie, you take care.â
He smiled as she kissed his cheek and then also stood to let Skylar make a similar move out of the booth and pull her coat back on, tugging her long hair free of the collar. âSkylar, donât be a stranger. And remember, if you need anything, there are places where your fatherâs name still carries the weight itâs due. Not least with us.â
âIâm so grateful, Albert, really,â she said quietly, giving him a little hug before glancing around at them all. âUnder better circumstances, this would have been fun. As it was, youâve made a tough day that little bit easier. Goodnight, guys.â
âNight, darlinâ,â Ash said. âGood to meet you.â
âNight, Skylar,â Danny said, a little cheeky grin creeping over his face as he reached across the table, to press a phone into her hand. âYours, I believe. May have some extra numbers now. Never know when you might need âem.â
âHow did youâŠ?â
âAh, ah, ah,â he tapped the side of his nose. âWeâd have to get a lot closer before I start spilling trade secrets. A lot⊠closer.â
âReally?â Ash said dryly. âCos it ainât ever stopped you before.â
***
âSo youâre going back to your dadâs old place?â Stacie asked, as Skylar added an address to the instructions sheâd already given the cabbie.
âYeah,â the blonde sighed. âSomeone has to sort the place out, go through his things.â
âYou sure thatâs something you want to be going back to tonight, straight after the funeral, on your own? I mean, Iâm sure you could stay with us for a night or two. Itâs a lot to take on, especially on your own.â
âI guess I feel like if I donât face it now, Iâll bottle it completely,â Skylar confessed. âThe house, it was comfortable once, but itâs been pretty much abandoned since dad went inside. I couldnât bring myself toâŠâ
âYou donât have to explain. Do you know what youâre going to do with it?â
âI havenât really thought that far ahead. Ever since the prison called to tell me about dad, my headâs been all over the place.â
âUnderstandable,â Stacie sympathised. âOh this is me. Youâre sure youâre going to be ok? If you change your mind and want some company, just call â here, let me give you my number. To go with Dannyâs.â
Skylar laughed at that in spite of herself, thanking her new friend as they parted ways and then sinking back into her seat again as the cab pulled away to continue the journey through the darkness, passing under pools of neon cast by the street lights.
The end-terrace townhouse, when they finally reached it, stood in shadows. Three gloomy stories towered over the quiet street, ivy stretching up the façade and the leaves of tall trees at the end gable brushed against upstairs windows.
Skylar paid the cabbie and stood in the street watching as he drove off. It felt for long moment like sheâd been left entirely alone in the world and that alone was enough to make her heart sink and the warmth of the whiskey fade.
At least until a crash almost made her heart stop, only the yowl of a wronged neighbour cat causing her to curse her jumpiness and try to shake it off as she climbed the steps to the front door.
The brown envelope wedged in the letterbox caught her eye straight away and she tugged it free before unlocking the door and stepping inside to fumble for a light switch, finding only a small hall lamp on a table by the door. She probably would have discarded the mail right there until the morning, but she noticed it had been addressed by hand and bore no postal marks which struck her as slightly odd in the circumstances. And odder still, closer examination revealed that it was not actually, as she had so naturally assumed, for her father. Instead, her own name stared back at her.
Probably a sympathy card from someone who didnât know her personally, but assumed she would show up at the house sometime.
Or not.
Ripped open envelope in one hand, contents in the other, Skylar sank down on the stairs, a past she thought sheâd long-since buried racing up to meet her.
âAre you okay?â she asked in concern. âYouâve gone really quiet and--â
âMarry me.â
Fuck. Too late to reconsider now. And that wasnât exactly bloody poetry, was it? No wonder she was staring at him wide-eyed. Fuck.
âThe thought oâ seeing you wiâ a cute bump, knowing thatâs my baby in your belly ⊠Dunno how Iâm gonna keep my hands off ya, love.â
As if to prove his point, he lifted her out of the bath and into his arms for a kiss.
âIâm getting you all wet,â Eden smiled, her arms around his neck.
âShouldnât that be my line?â Chibs chuckled.
âRuin the fantasy, does it? The wife turning up. Neglect to mention that little detail, do you? To the-- What do you boys call your little whores again? Croweaters? Still amazes me how some girls will debase themselves all over a piece oâ leather on a manâs back and a patch on his chest. Iâm sure youâve noticed, Mr President âŠâ
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âWell, well,â Mack declared loudly, the arm he had around her tightening as she tried to shy away from the sharp edge of the blade pressing against her skin. âThe president of the Sons of Anarchy himself â I guess I should be honoured.â
âYou should be putting the knife down and letting the lass go,â Chibs said. âCall it damage control.â
Watching his old lady head inside, the prospect trailing her like an overgrown puppy, Chibs couldnât help focusing on the sway of her hips, decidedly sinful thoughts running through his mind.
âI can practically see your dirty mind working,â Tig snickered, as he ambled past with a spare tyre in his arms. âSpeaking of which, you do know the kidâs gonna think all his Christmases have come at once - shut up in that hot, sweaty office with the girl of his dreams âŠâ
âHe better not be dreaming about her,â Chibs scowled. âOr Iâll bounce him outta here on his scrawny arse. What is it wiâ fucking daft wee prospects and women well outta their league?â
âI love you, Filip Telford,â she whispered. âIs that enough to be your old lady?â
His brown eyes stayed locked on hers, his hand smoothing a stray lock of hair back from her face, caressing her cheek as his mouth claimed hers in a tender kiss.
She probably wasnât cut out for being caught up in the life. She deserved better than anything he could offer.
Better than a married man with a wife on the other side of the world who didnât seem to want him, but wouldnât let him go either, and a teenage daughter he adored, but rarely saw. Better than the leader of a bunch of criminals who seemed to end up hurting everyone close to them whether they meant to or not.
She wasnât his old lady, couldnât be his wife ⊠But she was here with him in a graveyard at first light, straight off a night shift and the thought of having her ripped from him too made his blood run cold. He knew heâd kill anyone who tried. With his bare hands if he had to.
"Iâm guessing the key isnât an option âŠâ
âApparently someone likes swallowing a bit too much,â Lyla filled in, with a glare for the sulky looking culprit. âI called Chibs.â
The paramedicâs eyebrows quirked again at that little piece of information. âBecause ⊠heâs an expert at getting naked porn stars out of handcuffs?â
âHey, darlinâ,â Chibs said, on answering his cell phone as he took his turn supervising the prospects working in the garage. âPorn problem sorted?â
âNot exactly âŠâ came Lylaâs voice from the other end of the line. âI need your help.â
âIâm flattered, sweetheart,â he teased. âBut I donât think itâs my line oâ work--â
âShane Rockwellâs dangerous.â
âConsider yer audience, mate,â Chibs sighed. âPractically every fucker I deal wiâ is dangerous. What we talking here? Violent, reckless, what?â
âFilip?â she prompted. âHas something happened? Is something wrong?â
He frowned at the anxious edge to her voice, hating to hear it and hating even more to be the cause of it. But then he let himself remember the clusterfuck that had exploded at the heart of his club once before, and all down to people who should have been able to love and trust each other completely, instead of getting twisted up and bringing a lifetime worth of pain down on all of them. She couldnât get a free pass. No one could.
âI have to ask you some questions,â he said, steeling himself to keep his tone detached, his expression neutral. âAnd Iâm gonna need the truth, lass. Take a seat."
The Sons were a brotherhood and their leader had their respect, their trust, even their love. âFucking pussies,â Johnny had scoffed once, when heâd tried to point that out. He wouldnât be saying that, Archie thought, if it came down to finding out who would take a bullet for him. Telford, he suspected, would have that level of devotion from any of his men. Johnny would be lucky if it wasnât one of his behind the trigger.
âMind if I join ya?â Chibs murmured in her ear, drawing her back against his chest. âItâs your shower âŠâ she managed lightly, glancing back at him as he dropped a little kiss on her shoulder. âAye, that it is,â he grinned. âBut Iâm happy to share, lass.â