I spent my entire life scared to death of being a mom.
Thinking I could never do it. Thinking I was too broken to ever fully form a bond or to ever successfully grow a human.
But now I’m a twin mommy and I can’t see myself existing without my babies. It feels like the single most important thing I have ever done. And it was simultaneously the hardest thing I have ever done.
I had such a hard pregnancy. And I almost died.
And yet, if I were to go back in time, I would do it all over again.

















