my little digital world

always been passionate about capturing people, places and moments - she also loves to wander deep about life and jot down her unuttered thoughts here.

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Old Dubai

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Old Dubai

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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Auckland, NZ.

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We act like lovers, though we’re just friends, A story that twists, but never ends. You hold me close, yet from afar, Your heart belongs to a distant star.

I feel the pull, the warmth in your gaze, But I know you’re lost in someone else’s haze. You love someone you can’t embrace, While I’m here, lingering in your space.

I let the tide take us where it may, Unspoken words, left to sway. The line between love and friendship blurs, In quiet moments, our souls confer.

You share your dreams, your hopes, your fears, But never the love you hide in tears. I hold you close, in a way that’s pure, But the love you crave, I can’t ensure.

So we float together, yet worlds apart, A friendship that wears a lover’s heart. Maybe it’s fleeting, maybe it’s real, But for now, with you, this is how I feel.

I’ll go with the flow, no need to pretend, But inside, I’ll wonder when this will end. For now, I love you as a friend, Hoping that our hearts might one day mend.

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I love how you listen to my endless chatter, Even when the words don’t matter. You make time, no matter how tight, Even in the rush of day and night.

We share our shows, a bond so true, In every scene, I think of you. I can’t sleep without your gentle sound, Your snore, my comfort, all around.

My pillow wrapped in your tshirt, A simple touch that eases hurt. You wander through my books with care, An old sweet soul beyond compare.

You are my peace, my joy, my cheer, You are my euphoria, always near.

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You

I have gotten so used to your presence. Staying up late at night on calls, Whether filled with stories from our childhood, Whether it's all about your life or mine, Endless silly jokes, Or our comfort in silence.

Hearing your voice everyday, Listening to your laughter, The annoyance, The sadness in your voice, Its raspiness when you wake up, The "hmmm" when you're sleepy, The way you cough, Burp, Hiccup, Laugh, The way you mimic the way I laugh, Or cry, Can't imagine my days without it. Without you.

My heart finds calmness in your presence My mind feels at peace knowing it's you I think about.

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Sheikh Zayed Grand Mosque, Abu Dhabi

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Sunrise & sunset.

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It’s one of those nights Where your deepest darkest thoughts just swallows you up Late at night, Wandering thoughts, Desperate for company, None to be found. Feeling the lump on your throat in knots If tears were an open water, I would be drowned.

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“And as hard as this choice is, we break the pattern before the pattern breaks us.”

- Collen Hoover, It Ends with Us.

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2024