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"They say it gets EASIER---- the memories fade, the pain starts to dull. but there are times when i think it's TOO MUCH, where i think that no matter what, this will all stay as {fresh} as it is now." selective && nonexclusive written by kelsey est. june 2015 please read file and protocol before interacting ***ARCHIVE, PLEASE GO TO TOSKAVECHNA FOR NEW INTERACTIONS***

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here – but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

[toskavechnyy]

annnnnd we’re off!  i can’t help but thank every single person here for being just the kindest ones around!  you all have stuck with me through absences and strange headspaces, and i’ve really found a home here -- but illana and i are moving to a new blog! things have just piled up again and again, and for her third anniversary, i think she deserves a clean new space where writing can flourish without worries or expectations. relationships will remain, unless if the other mun wants a new start as well, but all threads will begin anew over there! there isn’t really much change in the way of rules, but it will definitely be a slower-reply blog, which will benefit everyone (i hope!) in the long run! you can catch me and illana over on toskavechna, and i truly, truly hope to see everyone there! this blog is now an archive :)

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Alicia Vikander by Thomas Whiteside

[toskavechnyy]

so this week has been insanely busy and im super tired today D:  so i probably wont be on today due to that and my kind-of bad mood??? but im sending good vibes to everyone today!!!

[toskavechnyy]

keptime:

          ❛ i keep a list  of everything that could threaten the safety of earth and it’s people.  and if something were coming, if something showed up, i would immediately know about it.  but you’re right, it seems things happen more often than not.  maybe a certain readiness is crucial. ❜  he can’t say for certain.  he doesn’t know when threats will happen, but as soon as they touch earth’s soil he knows about it.  and he’s ready to defend the people of earth, and defend the sanctum whenever a threat like that appears.

a brief moment of confusion ---  how could he know everything that may threaten earth?  did he also know about hydra, even though it wasn’t something that came from somewhere else, even though it was here for decades, maybe even centuries.   ❝ am i on your list? ❞   perhaps not the smartest thing to say, not even close, but she didn’t think that he would immediately assume she was on the bad side.  because she wasn’t, or she tried not to be ;; it was difficult trying to break free, but people deserved to be protected.  ❝ do you know who i am? ❞ 

[toskavechnyy]

❝ nothing? ❞  for some reason, her mind is more calm than it should be --  programming not yet entirely broken through, the rest of her thoughts lingering deeper beneath the surface.  there’s something not right, this mission being anything but the correct thing to do, but she doesn’t know how to break out.  her hands don’t feel like hers, her actions somehow foggy already ;; there’s nothing she can do to fix this?  maybe there’s anger, frustration, sadness looming beneath, but emotions refuse to slip out, even as she glances towards her target, her completed mission.  ❝ w-what did i do? ❞ 

@bowtiies ||  via 

[toskavechnyy]

eyes glance down at where the injury should be ---  already healing, almost gone once more.  she’s not one for dramatic gestures, not one to ask for attention from anyone, but she knew him.  she knew him and she wasn’t sure why or how she did. illana couldn’t help but be confused as well, unsure why he moved closer rather than run away ;; maybe that was why she did what she did, because some part of her knew he wouldn’t be turned away.  allowing the knife to drop to the ground, a silent promise that she wouldn’t do anything more, her gaze briefly meets his.

❝ how come i know you?  please.❞ 

@bowtiies  ||  via  

[down-the-rabbith0le]

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                          driving   down  the  coast  again  ;  the  pills  are  kicking  in.

[itsdailyactress]

Alicia Vikander

[toskavechnyy]

so it’s not munday but i was feeling cute yesterday, won an outstanding student award, and am graduating tomorrow morning!