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//this is open

*Garnet falls to the ground, but, really, kind of just.. stands up after hitting it. That wasnt as awful as prediticted.*

*she looked around, and sighed. This was going to be interesting.*

@steven-phantom @clutters-mess @minifig9999 @touch-starved-steven @broken-steven @self-aware-steven @anyone, open

*hmm,,, no Garnet trust at this point, honestly,,,*

*he approaches with a costumer service smile. Their first words should say mostly everything*

Hi!

*looks down, adjusting ranger hat*

*finger guns*

Howdy.

*...*

*he puts a hand to his chin in Thoughtfull*

... what're your opinions on Steven abuse?

...*ah, yeah, saw that coming.*

The probability of me hitting someone for no reason is pretty low.

I cant say I wont defend myself.

Oh! You good then!

Welcome to the Clutter Dimension!

*he holds out a hand for a handshake. Still, his smile isn't fully bloomed, but at least it's more real*

//this is open

*Garnet falls to the ground, but, really, kind of just.. stands up after hitting it. That wasnt as awful as prediticted.*

*she looked around, and sighed. This was going to be interesting.*

@steven-phantom @clutters-mess @minifig9999 @touch-starved-steven @broken-steven @self-aware-steven @anyone, open

*hmm,,, no Garnet trust at this point, honestly,,,*

*he approaches with a costumer service smile. Their first words should say mostly everything*

Hi!

*looks down, adjusting ranger hat*

*finger guns*

Howdy.

*...*

*he puts a hand to his chin in Thoughtfull*

... what're your opinions on Steven abuse?

//this is open

*Garnet falls to the ground, but, really, kind of just.. stands up after hitting it. That wasnt as awful as prediticted.*

*she looked around, and sighed. This was going to be interesting.*

@steven-phantom @clutters-mess @minifig9999 @touch-starved-steven @broken-steven @self-aware-steven @anyone, open

*hmm,,, no Garnet trust at this point, honestly,,,*

*he approaches with a costumer service smile. Their first words should say mostly everything*

Hi!

In a matter of hours you have almost completely embraced your werewolf side, This is the cutest thing since woolo. All you need is a pack now //I originally sent this to the weong person on god//

Really?!?? Alright!!

WHO WANTS TO BE PART OF THE TOUCH PACK???

fucking-agent-3

((hi yes this post is old but bleh

*three somehow manifests near touch. She's here now*

*his body jump-turns to her*

You!

Wait

Squid??

Nice!

Want to be part of the Touch Pack??

fucking-agent-3

*She visibly jumps back at this, huh????? What???? More weird creatures???*

To-uch... Pack??

*She tilts her head.*

*he nods*

Touch pack!

Like a little family!!

fucking-agent-3

O...k?

*this thing seems harmless enough..*

Yay!! Welcome to the pack!

I gotta know what your name is, though!

I'm Touch!

mother-fucking-cookie-cat

Can someone murder me real quick?? I gotta test something

I dont know bro, ive never murdered anyone before

mother-fucking-cookie-cat

Hey, it's okay! You can, like, put a red towel over me and stab me repeatedly!

I just really need to test something

Please?? It won't be too bad! And it's good self-defense practice!

Well...

I guess i could close my eyes and take a couple of swings at you with my claws, if thats all right with you of course

Hmmm...

I don't think claws are enough...

Here!

*he casually hands him his gun*

I heard you were a werewolf// @steven-powers-universe

That would be right!

*he picks the child up. He just... He just loves picking children up, don't judge him*

//@steven-powers-universe

steven-powers-universe

That’s so awesome!!!

Thanks!!

You could be one too, y'know!

Hello- @steven-godfucking-universe

*he fast eats the rest of his cookie*

Hi!

//@steven-godfucking-universe

*Deum smiled*

That cookie delicious?

Yep! I got more, want one?

Oh, Please?

(I swear, I keep forgetting to fix the replies to this account instead of main lol)

*he takes the bag from inside his jacket and hands a chocolate chip cookie to him*

It's fresh!

//vnskgsjgztjajtsht happens

*Deum's eyes glitter as he takes the cookie*

Thank you!

*he happily noms on the cookie*

*he takes another one for himself and takes a bite out of it*

So, are you new? I'm Touch, by the way!

Fairly new, and th' names Deum!

*he smiles and finishes the cookie*

Fairly? Darn, I'm late then!

*more bite, almost done*

Late? Late how?

*He licks clean his fingers*

Well, there's a good chance I'm there when a new person shows up! Well, at least it feels like a good chance

So I think I welcome people pretty fast! So fairly's a little late

Oh. Ok..

*he looks down*

*his ears perk up before he tilts his head*

... did I... Did I say something wrong?

No... just tired. I've had a lot taken out of me for awhile and I can't seem to get proper sleep.

*he chuckles humorlessly*

It gets easier when you get used to this place's chaos!

trappedindream

ᑭᒪEᗩᔕE ᗪOᑎ’T ᒪEᗩᐯE. ᗪOᑎ’T ᒪEᗩᐯE ᗰE ᗩᒪOᑎE ᕼEᖇE

You had been sleeping when the world in your dream split one side was just color bars where Steven had been curled up sobbing, he was repeating something thought it was hard to tell what it was from a distance. He gripped his hair while sobbing and repeating the same thing over and over

// Open rp!

// @mechanic-steeb @touch-starved-steven @fractured-steven-universe @smol-steeb @broken-steven @alexandrite-steeb @moth-steven @cinnamon-steven @connie-the-hugger @connie-loves-everything @connie-fricking-maheswaran @anyone! Come meet my boy!

*he looks around, startled, before finally seeing the Steven*

*this… Isn’t how his nightmares tend to go… Looks like today’s a bad one… Better to just get this over with, right?*

*he takes a deep breath and approaches slowly, a hand reaching out hesitantly*

H-hey…

trappedindream

He looked up to him he looked scared and sorrowful “H-Hello…” there was static in his voice

Are you- um... Wh-what's wrong?

*he sits a few feet from him, readying himself for whatever this dream was going to throw at him*

m!a Sia's internal self manifests as a actual being and remembers everything he went through and wants REVENGE

//yes, thank you both lmao this is important to me

(He’s walking out into town, when suddenly a stabbing pain hits him in the head. Thunderous laughter echos through his mind, overtaking him- He crumbles to the ground, and passes out. His corruption advances, but stops almost right before the limit. He looks more humanoid than Sia usually does at that level of corruption. Someone else is in that body now...)

// OPEN RP BUT @cracked-ste-ven-u-ni-verse @fractured-steven-universe @gemless-steven @stevenless-gem @touch-starved-steven @naive-steeb @that-cat-steven don’t feel pressured to reply tho!

*he doesn't notice the fact he looks more humanoid even if the corruption's bad because holy fuck he just turned the corner to an unconscious Sia on the ground is he dead?*

*he shakes his shoulder, more roughly than he would've liked*

(He groans, shoving Touch’s hand off. His voice has a slightly deeper double tone to it. He slowly sits up)

M’up, m’up...-

(His eyes shoot open. He looks around, a manic expression slowly coming onto his face. He begins to laugh, almost hysterically, flopping back into the ground)

It worked!!! It really worked!!! I can’t believe it!!! Anons?? Probably. Hmmmm... Oh, right!!

(He sits back up, smiling unnaturally wide. His head swivels to face Touch)

Hello!! It’s such a displeasure to finally meet you in person!!!

*he blinks with a blank face. Oh well, time for madness I guess!*

Uhh, hi! Are you another mun-like identity that watches us without our knowledge?

(He thinks for a moment)

Hmm. Well, I suppose! I’m not a mun, or anything like that. I’m more of a...character that lives inside Sia’s head! I’m basically a self-hate incarnate! But now that whatever this is has happened, I’m real! And now Sia’s stuck with me forever, unfortunately for us all.

Ah-

Surprised I didn't see anything like this before, nice meeting you! I hope this doesn't become a trend

So... What are you gonna do now that you can do physical plane things?

(He giggles)

It’s a surprise~

(Suddenly, Touch is bubbled)

Just kidding! I’m gonna commit violence!

Hm.

*he puts his hands on his hips, why did he ever expect something different?*

(He giggles. Spikes appear on the inside of the bubble. He begins to squeeze)

*he curls into a ball and makes a bubble around himself. He may regret not just jumping gem-first into one of the spikes later, but he can say he at least tried!!*

(He squeezes the bubble more, aiming to crush, stab, and overall mutilate Touch beyond comprehension. Mid crush, he flinches, crumbling to the ground. HisTheir form glitches between how Sia usually looks, and the way they do right now. They mumble amongst themselves, seeming to be arguing. The bubble other Sia made pops. Their hands clutch the sides of their head. They seem to be in pain)

*he drops to the floor, his own bubble popping, completely confused. He then sees them*

Oh! Is it almost over?

... Sia?

*he knows it's probably not a good idea, but he really feels like he should heal them. He can't just... Leave a pack member to be in pain... But it's not really him...*

(They look up at him, before back down. It seems almost like they’re...arguing with each other?)

*he frowns and tilts his head, guess he'll just...*

*he takes out a bag of cookies and starts eating, he's curious on how this'll turn out honestly*

(Eventually, they calm down, looking back up at Touch again)

I...I’m sorry...I shouldn’t have... I...

No one got seriously hurt... Let’s just...talk, okay...? Later...

(They mumble amongst themselves more, before seeming to reach a compromise. They pass out. Their form glitches back to Sia’s normal)

*ah! Nice, something didn't end terribly wrong for once! He pokes him*

You back to you now?

(He slowly sits up, groaning a bit)

Mmmmmmm...yeah....

First time seeing that curse

The bubble spike thing was kinda scary!

Cookie?

*he holds out the cookie bag, just a normal day's afternoon*

(He sighs, nodding and taking a cookie)

Tha’s because it was specific to me, I think... I’ve had some stuff goin on with that guy...

Think we’re gonna finally work it out though...!

......................

...The other me says he’s sorry for...all that.

*he nods* I hope so, I mean, he literally lives in your brain... And literally self-hate incarnate, right? Doesn't sound like a good constant conflict to have...

*he smiles* and I already forgave him, so it's okay! Just try to not do it for no reason again!

(He smiles a bit, before tilting his head upwards, as if he’s listening to something)

...He’s grateful.

And, we think that, now that he’s real... He’s more than that...? Yeah, he definitely is. Because if he wasn’t, then he wouldn’t be apologizing.

*he beams and nods* true!

... actually, since he's a person now, would a name be a good idea?

(He perks up)

Oh! Yeah!

He’s chosen to go by Aster!

Oh! That's a good name!! I hope he knows that even though we started off on the wrong foot it was nice meeting him!

(He tilts his head)

........Well, if you say so.

Oh!! And I remember everything now!!! Everything that happened when I woke up on my world, I mean...

YOU REMEMBER?!?

*oop tail time*

(Tail time!)

YEAH!!!!

Sorry it took so long, heh...

*tackle hug!*

Tellnetellmetellmetellmetellmetellmetellme

Stories!!

(Is hugged!!! He melts into the contact, chuckling)

I mean-I only remember everything that I did before I forgot this time, plus what I did while I didn’t remember stuff! So, the last six or seven months on my world, and everything that’s happened here!

........

.....Though I do have a story from my world I can tell, still!! If you wanna hear...

*he doesn't seem very phased by this*

I do!!

(He nods, giggling a bit)

Okay, so!!

(He looks up a bit, remembering, then back to Touch)

Once upon a time, there was a...well, he didn’t know what he was. No name, no memory... And all he could ever remember doing was running. And...just a tiny, tiny bit of before. And he only remembered running because he’d lost his memories before he’d started.

Anyway, one day, he was running from another monster. Like usual. And he found this...place. It seemed just a little more dead than everywhere else. It was cloudy all the time, the rock was purple, and there were a bunch of holes lined up along every wall he could find. Some of them were really high up, too. Creepy, right? Felt like something horrible had happened there. But...in those holes, he saw shelter. So, he stayed there for six days and nights. During the day, he explored, and during the night, he slept better than he ever had before. He even rediscovered some knowledge and memories there! Gem tech! Of course, it was all broken. He couldn’t do much with it. And on the seventh day, he was found, and had to leave.

(Ah! He’s emotional. Little tears are edging at the corners of his eyes. He looks away and wipes his eyes, still continuing to talk)

And...at the time, he hadn’t...known the word, “home,” but... That’s how he’d always thought of it afterwards.

(He sighs, then looks back to Touch)

The end! How was that?

*happiness exudes from him, though his smile seems a little melancholic*

It was perfect

... it's good to know more about you

(His smile is almost entirely melancholic, actually. He tilts his head at Touch)

Really...? Th-That’s, heh-That’s the only not completely depressing story I have, so...I-I’d hope so...!

*well that's worrying. He nods*

Really!

(Ah-He nods back slightly, his smile falling a bit)

Y-Yeah... Most of what I can remember... Isn’t good...

... well... That's okay, right? Cause you have good memories of here to go over the bad ones from your home, right?

(A small nod)

...Th-This place is...overall, a lot better, yeah... I just...I dunno, I can’t seem to let go of those few months...

A-And some of the stuff I’ve learned here makes me feel...g-guilty about some of the stuff I did back in my world...

Well... It's a matter of time, right? And don't worry about whatever you did... You know better now, right?

Well-N-No, I don’t think so! Some of the things I did kept me alive, and if I were to be sent back, I...I think I’d just revert to survival instinct...

So...

... well... It was necessary...

Plus, a lot of people do bad stuff just for fun and don't even feel any tiny bit guilty, so...

What I'm trying to say is... it's okay, Sia. You did what you needed to do to survive, and hey, you're stuck here with us now! Not going back there!

New dimension new life! Y'know?

(He nods slightly)

Y-Yeah...

(He pauses for a moment, then hugs Touch again)

Thanks...

*he holds him close, his tail swaying lightly*

Anytime, buddy...

mentally-stable-steven

Steven is hanging out with Connie when he suddenly disappears, popping into existence in the Clutter Dimension. "Huh??" He looks around, confused.

// @cinnamon-steven @gemless-steven @ whoever!!

*he claps his hands against each other to get the sand off. He's finally done burrying all those bad feelings deep down! His wolf ears twich and he turns his head*

Oh! Hey! Did you just pop in?

mentally-stable-steven

"Apparently!" He goes over, looking at Touch's wolf ears, his eyes wide. "Whoa.... Those are cool... Are you like, a werewolf me??" He's smiling brightly still.

You catch on fast, huh? Yep! I'm a werewolf you!! Except without the whole transforming at the full moon and feral thing

I wasn't always a werewolf you, actually! Just a napkin you!!

mentally-stable-steven

His eyes are sparkling. "So cool!!! Can I...?" He moves his hands towards the wolf ears a little.

#//NOT SCIENTIFICALLY POSSIBLE

*he tilts his head fowards, tail swaying in anticipation*

Go wild!

//open rp

*he whimpered, the door to his cage opening, cold, purple hands grabbed him, but he slipped through their fingers-literally*

*the steven fell from the sky, and landed face first into the sand... he looked up. His arm was broken, but, this wasnt a new development. He had a pink, dress like outfit on, it hung loosely around his thin form.*

*he sat up, not entirely registering the pain in his arm. He looked around with glassy eyes.. what was this place...? He stood, and started to just.. wonder down the beach, clutching his arm...*

//@broken-steven @stevenless-gem @alexa-andrite @cerise-steven @blood-stained-steven @war-survivor-steven @amnesiac-steven @anyone!

*usually he wouldn't pay a just-passing-by Steven much mind. Just another one he isn't sure he knows, right? But, he can't help but notice the way he's clutching his arm. A bunch of newcomers break something when they fall, right? He approaches*

Hey! Your arm okay?

* he looks over, bags under his eyes as he takes a step back*

Hhh..

N-no..

I-I can't keep t-tr-track o-of all these names...

*he tilts his head*

You already know the name thing? Don't worry 'bout it much!

*he licks his hand*

I-i.. I've run intonation couple.. people who c-cant heal... *hes grossed out*

*he notices*

Hey, a little gross is better than a bunch of pain and malreconjoined bones, right?

*he takes a step closer, seemingly not thinking much about it*

*flinches, and uses his broken and his good arm to sheild himself.*

Please.. pleasepleaseplease dont hit me i-i-i I know.. i-im.. weak b-but I-I cant.. i cant deal with this-

I-I just wanna g-go back t-to my-my.. my containment unit... please I promiseiwontbktheryou-

*he cringes at his usage of his broken arm*

I-I won't hit you! I have healing spit, and I'll be extra careful!

I just wanna help you...

*immediately concerned doggo*

*he whimperes, his eyes closed, hes frozen, like a possum*

*... Just. Just little soft tap on the broken arm.*

*he finches at the contact.*

*oh...*

*oh!*

*his arm slowly heals, fixing itself* o-oh w-wow.. y-youre bet..better at that thent

Then the peridots...

*he can't help but smile, taking it as compliment*

Thanks! Took some time for my healing powers to get like this! ... Or show up at all, actually!

Y-you mean.. l-like..? Magic powers?

*he nods*

Do you... Not have them?

Uh-uh.mm...

*he frowns,and is trembling hands make a baseball sized bubble*

I-im not allow b-but I c-can dothis...

*he stares at it with a neutral expression*

Not allowed, huh...?

Well... Is the person that said that here too?

*he shakes his head*

Th-they didnt come....

Well, who cares then? They can't find out! And you'll probably never see them again anyway!

So go wild with those bubbles, buddy!!

*he's actually doing this more so that he can have some way to defend himself without needing to carry something around, but saying it probably wouldn't do much good for him right now*

Can someone murder me real quick?? I gotta test something

bright-steven

*slides over an Oreo*

No....

Thank you for the Oreo, but I really need to test it.

Please.

It's for science, Neon.

bright-steven

Well If it's for science....

*pulls out a gun*

Thanks, Neon!

*he spreads his arms, go for it!!*

stevenunibottom

*They fall back into the clutter dimension they were scared in handcuffs and a crack on their neck getting bigger and whimpering curling up*

// Hi I’ve been inactive cause of personal life so this is my way for a comeback

// @touch-starved-steven @fractured-steven-universe @anyone my head is empty hmng

*he sips his tea, looking at the ceiling*

*… He misses Uni… He sighs. Why can’t they all just… Stay?*

*then he hears the sound of something falling on the beach. A newcomer? He hears the whimpering. So that one got unlucky, huh…?*

*… Wait…*

*he… He knows that whimpering…*

*he bursts through the door to the balcony and immediatelly jumps down, ignoring the stairs, filled with concern*

UNI!!

stevenunibottom

T-Touch…?

*They looked up to him their eyes filled with misery*

H-hold on, just...

*he tries to break the handcuffs, using all his strength*

cracked-pink-steven

He's back.

No, Bubblegum didn't leave the Clutter Dimension. He just.. wanted space and just.. hid out somewhere? For some reason? It wouldn't be an amazing reason for just disappearing, but it'd still be a reason.

So there he goes, down the boardwalk for the first time in quite a bit. Glitching as usual. Occasionally it seemed painful, most of the time it didn't. He wore a neutral expression.

// open rp. @stevenless-gem @touch-starved-steven @death-roll-steven @ anyone

*he chews on a random tennis ball he found lying around, sitting on a bench*

*he hears Bubblegum approach and turns to him, his tail immediatelly swooshing around. He waves*

Hey!

cracked-pink-steven

Bubblegum looked at Touch, hearing him greet him. He smiled slightly for a moment- then a painful glitch struck him. Ow. Still, he continued to his friend. Waving a little at him.

"H-ello Touch."

*he falters at the glitch, but is right back to his happy energy in a fraction of a second*

Hi! Long time no see, right? Whatchu up to?

cracked-pink-steven

"Ri-ght. I recently discov-ered that the disrupt-ions in my form are.. no long-er just a nuisance.. other-wise, I haven't been up to m-uch. What about y-ou?"

He tilted his head at Touch.

I...

I've... Seen a warzone pop up in here! Like, a literal one! And I've seen some non-earth bugs around here recently! And been making more cookies!

You know, I’m so happy I found this community. I know I’m not on much, that’s because if some irl issues. When I first got here I was in a pretty bad place… this community was one of the main factors in my recovery. I just feel so welcome and happy here! Everyone I’ve interacted with here has been so encouraging! I want to thank each and everyone of you for making this community so awesome! Please continue being amazing people!

@solarspinel @moth-steven @trauma-steven @the-magma-ruby @one-gay-gem @lkcatss @neon-steven @shatteredpeicessteven @ask-flamey-candelstick @touch-starved-steven @broken-steven @everyone!!

//I just. H.

//hAPpY because hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

//even if I’m spending more time off I do love being part of this and all the people here and yjsgnshfs

//fuck I’m bad with words.

//basically:

//CLUTTER DIMENSION BEST OBSCURE FANDOM

//you’re the reason I’m here! I’m the same user for @stevenuniverseonyx! You may not remember me but seeing you roleplay was what brought me here!

//I DO REMEMBER YOU??

//IT’S GOOD TO SEE YA AGAIN!

//SHIT IDK WHAT TO SAY TO THAT V.DMGDGJZJDKGDKSJGZKGS

//I love how we all just went “hey, found su rp blog. Hey that looks fun! Know what? Fuck it I’m joining”

//thank yooooouuuuu!! Role playing is great!!!!

//ikr????

// my dad doesn’t let me on social media so i go on when he’s gone…….. against his permission…