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aerion sketches

people come into fandom spaces and then get mad at what has been done in fandom spaces since the dawn of time. entering the freak house and getting mad there are freaks in it.

#and then when you tell them to block and move on they’re like but it was posted publicly i’m allowed to reply #i’m thinking of ur blood pressure bro you gonna die in 2 years bc you get mad over headcanons #‘why do i keep seeing this’ because you keep interacting with it dumbass #and their responses are always just being really rude there’s no actual thought behind it other than i disagree so i need to argue #idk if i don’t like something someone does i just. ignore it.#there’s something to be said about the demographic of these people (white men) too. but if you bring that up they get mad #claim to be ‘woke’ but constantly attack women in a female dominated space

i am entirely too fucked up for normal friendships in both an. idk how to do them. way but also. there are so many things wrong with me that i have to hide and what if i open up and slip up and they kill me. way. but i also crave them so bad it makes me stupid.

#to the you are already pretty open about weird stuff crowd. imagine the things i’m not open about #just a glimpse into my stupid chud life #i love my friends i’m just evil #i’ll write down all my thoughts so they can be studied when i die #anonymously or it’ll taint my memory forever #how do people even find ppl that can be fucked up with id just assume they were like a spy trying to find dirt on me #every once in a while i ponder what if they secretly pretend to hate this stuff bc that’s the normal thing like what i used to do #still do but less #i want to fit in #but lying about myself makes it 10x worse #bc i’ll get close to someone and be like damn we’d be such good friends if i could actually open up to you but you’d behead me #what do you expect of someone w my upbringing though it’s not exactly rare #see this is where having more than one set of friends is beneficial but i’m too stupid to know how to make them #like ik there are others out there i just can’t #i like to give hints every once in a while #i was more open about it when i was younger but i repressed it and they got too woke #i mean certain things were too far that’s for sure but #shrugs #i’m opened mind #hashtag dark woke lol #i’m tired and not doing well mentally whilst typing all this so. yknow. ignore whatever i just iidk how to get my thoughts into the open #many say therapy but i don’t do that. not round here partner.#how do you open up abt thoughts like that anyway #i’m coping fine for my standards #which are low #lowkey i realise i dug myself into this hole by pretending #i made more friends when i wasn’t pretending #but also circumstances are entirely different.#2014 internet vs 2026 internet #2020 internet and its consequences

nessieartss

yuuji with his orange ass jacket and some screencap study from episode 5

#jjk #yuji itadori #panda

khmelisuneliart

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#merthur #arthur pendragon #merlin #merlin emrys

thank you the pitt for giving me dr melissa king i will cherish her forever

#the unable to make friends but desperate for a connection rep #being a terrible flirt #thank you for the rep #the pitt #melissa king

tsu3000

Wasn't counting on Zootopia of all things to bring me out of an art block. The last movie has sent me straight back to 2016, and I've found out these two still make me unreasonably happy.

not-freyja

“Yeah but like you probably at least use chatgpt for—” let me stop you right there. I don’t even know what chatgpt is, software wise. Is it a desktop program, a website, an app? No fucking idea.

Don’t have any desire to find out, either.

how to not be a crazy person without losing who i am at my core