Lost Cause

TW ; self harm - suicidal - depression - anxiety- borderline personality disorder ;

[toxicbpd]

‘At least I’ve got myself’

I say as I lose myself more & more everyday.

[toxicbpd]

The only rabbit hole I like to dive into is my dark thoughts.

[toxicbpd]

Hanging on by a thread, really wish I was hanging by a rope instead.

[toxicbpd]

Still haven’t killed myself, unfortunately.

[toxicbpd]

Fuck BPD, dude. I ain’t having a good time.

[infectedbugz]

i'm going to die from the weight of my own thoughts actually

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Being chronically ill in your 20s is stupid you have to see your peers like “started a family🥰” “got married😍” “bought a house😇” “scored a promotion😋” meanwhile you’re fighting for your life to take a shower

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

[i-will-recover-someday]

i must create scars, scars are what define me

[knifebabes]

[konoko]

[bpdthouts]

I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.

[toxicbpd]

‘‘Can you multitask?’’

Yes, I’m losing my mind & chillin’ at the same time.

[toxicbpd]

You find the peace where I look for war.

[toxicbpd]

My colors are darker and cold, I think it's time that I went home.

[toxicbpd]

I used to shine bright like gold, now I’m all indigo.