Toxic Emotion

I cry a lot but it's for the art.

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I'm still here.

where you left me. 

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It's been too long since I last held your hand.

kaye

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I go to sleep every night wondering why I wasn't enough for you.

fuck you.

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We were two broken pieces that fit perfectly together.

kaye

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When you get the chance to fall in love again, please fall in love with me.

i’ll wait for you. 

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You were never mine but I was always yours.

you got me under a spell.

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Our love faded and there was nothing we could do about it.

kaye

[toxiccemotion]

Some people are charmed and some are alarmed.

well, i guess i was charmed.

[toxiccemotion]

I may have lost someone who didn't love me back, but you lost someone who truly loved you.

kaye 

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She wrote you  letters and poems, Things she wanted to say but couldn’t.  Things she wanted to do but shouldn’t. Hoping one day  she might have  the courage to do it.

that girl was me. 

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I could write a thousand books or paint a million portraits, but I still won’t get your attention.

my craving heart 

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I hope you don’t regret choosing her instead of me.

fuck you 

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Maybe one day, in another world, we’ll finally be together.

All my feelings for him.

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For a brief moment in time, I’ve fallen for someone forbidden.

kaye

[toxiccemotion]

I’ve seen the way you look at me And your eyes, it doesn’t scream friends Instead it screams something else I wish I knew what it meant

kaye