dorothy shaw.

[trackd]

independent rp blog for original character dorothy shaw. dead dove fiction will likely be featured, and will be tagged "dead dove dnr". all triggers will be tagged too. exploring themes in: recovering and creating identity, trusting the bonds that have been forged, and reclaiming the self. written by teddy, 25. this blog is 21+ only and selective.

[ carrd. ] [ affiliated with: @untracked ]

[geryone]

Dig, Bryan Borland

[timotaychalamet]

The Lover (1992) dir. Jean-Jacques Annaud

[disappearer-exe]

Madeleine Stowe in China Moon (1994)

[higherentity]

[weepingwidar]

Noelia Towers (Spanish/American, 1992) - Skinned Knee (2025)

[shilohgreen]

hey folks i know i haven't been active but i come to you humbly asking for help! i have been working regularly with a career coach, career advisor, and recruiters to attempt to get secure employment for over a year now. in the meanwhile, i've finished my degree and have been trying to get gig work, selling plasma and various objects, and been building a community for my channel on twitch. i have been interviewing lately and have a new position starting, at the latest, on march 24th. until then, i am out of funds and have asked my landlord for an extension on my rent payment this month. i'll be utilizing my local food banks, but i need help with bills and housing. but any amount helps so much more than you can imagine. any funds beyond my goal will go to paying off late fees or helping my brother-in-law whose car was recently totaled. paypal & venmo. feel free to request a doodle (to be done in paint ms) or a one shot prompt or anything of the like in return for your donation!! i'll be happy to oblige.

[shilohgreen]

hey folks i know i haven't been active but i come to you humbly asking for help! i have been working regularly with a career coach, career advisor, and recruiters to attempt to get secure employment for over a year now. in the meanwhile, i've finished my degree and have been trying to get gig work, selling plasma and various objects, and been building a community for my channel on twitch. i have been interviewing lately and have a new position starting, at the latest, on march 24th. until then, i am out of funds and have asked my landlord for an extension on my rent payment this month. i'll be utilizing my local food banks, but i need help with bills and housing. but any amount helps so much more than you can imagine. any funds beyond my goal will go to paying off late fees or helping my brother-in-law whose car was recently totaled. paypal & venmo. feel free to request a doodle (to be done in paint ms) or a one shot prompt or anything of the like in return for your donation!! i'll be happy to oblige.

[reassurance]

Martha Marcy May Marlene. Sean Durkin. 2011. USA.

[trackd]

like this for a starter based on a random song from my spotify likes!!

[memesofthevale]

randomized fluff prompts

send a 🎲 or send ‘dice roll’ receiver generates a number between 1-20 

sender hugs receiver from behind and spins. making receiver's feet leave the floor.

receiver surprises sender with a kiss at the end of their date.

sender brings home flowers for receiver on a regular ol day.

sender offers to sleep in the floor & receiver invites them to the bed.

receiver offers to run to store for sender only for them to go together.

sender picks up receiver because receiver got stranded.

receiver brings home a new pet without notice.

sender gives receiver a particularly special/expensive/hard to find gift.

receiver catches senders hand and pulls them back to bed.

receiver stays with sender after sender has a bad night/day.

sender offers to make dinner for receiver.

sender makes the receiver something for their birthday.

sender takes receiver to a place receiver has always wanted to go.

sender surprises receiver with plane tickets for a vacation.

receiver gives sender a much needed massage.

receiver is crying and sender finds and comforts them.

sender surprises receiver with an at-home dinner and movie night.

receiver comes home to find a note left be sender and a water/nerf gun. the game begins.

sender makes breakfast in bed for receiver.

sender kisses receiver to get their attention.

[trackd]

desperate to be active in rp again but i have 3 interviews and 2 job fairs left for the week. maybe pop in my dms to plot? :')

[clawmarks]

The Girl's Own Paper - 1895 - via Internet Archive

[carnagewed]

it’s a rejection, albeit not the usual kind. all the others have filled him with a blinding red rage — this one fills him with determination instead. unlike the other women before her, her rejection is born out of circumstance, rather than a reflection on him. hell, she does not know it, but the whole reason he is even here is her. she’s important. he has already seen their future in his mind’s eye. the girl before him is everything he’s been looking for, and he won’t give up that easily, no matter how she tries to warn him otherwise.

she looks up at him, wide eyed and pleading, and yet it does nothing to deter him. if anything, it is fuel for the fire. she fears for him, for her. she worries, plagued by anxiety of what is right and what is wrong — eddie does not hold such apprehension.

“ don’t you see, darling? i don’t care. ” and that is the truth : he could not care less about those that hold her back. “ there isn’t anything wrong with what i feel for you. ” a pause, large hand reaching out and brushing a strand of hair away from her face. yet another touch, though unlike the first one, this one is calculated. “ and i know you feel it for me, too. where is the harm in it? who does it hurt? ”

[trackd]

dorothy swallows thickly at his confession. whether it was arrogance, ignorance, or some combination of the two, she can't relate to him. to not care is to spit in the face of everything that generations have worked towards, to be greedy, and selfish, and...

the air feels still as his hand approaches her, dark eyes tracking his movements despite that she dare not move. she blinks away the haze and thinks of cyril, wonders what he would do in this moment, how she ought to be obedient as she is caressed and adored.

"we're a part of something, eddie..." though he hasn't been christened with a new name yet, he is still an extension of their work. though he is new, PHOEBE still has some responsibility owed to him.

she ducks her head and stares down at her mary janes which need to be polished and tended to. neglect is impure, just as eddie's greed.

"i have no claim to a thing like desire." the word is spoken like the name of the devil, himself. she can feel desire creep into her peripheral, feels it at the nape of her neck and then wonders about the warmth of eddie's breath.

"there are plans for me, plans for what's best." his voice echoes in her mind, even as she speaks: he doesn't care.

"if those plans don't interest you, you can't call this place home." the crack in her voice is genuine— haunted by the conflict stirred in her.

[trackd]

desperate to be active in rp again but i have 3 interviews and 2 job fairs left for the week. maybe pop in my dms to plot? :')

[trackd]

desperate to be active in rp again but i have 3 interviews and 2 job fairs left for the week. maybe pop in my dms to plot? :')

[bestiolin]

[julia--blake]

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