InquisitiveWriting

ʆɭɷwҽɾ cɧɩɭɖ

[traiiiseee]

It’s one of the hardest choices in life to decide whether or not to continue fighting. Walk away or try harder, leave or stay. But in the end the things you didn’t do will hurt more than the ones you regret doing. It’ll be the what ifs that will always take your breath away when you have a spare minute to think, and you’ll wonder “what could’ve happened if I’d taken the chance?” It’ll be the thought that drives you insane. So start. Start now. Take that chance. Believe in yourself. You can do this.  I believe in you, and i don't just believe in any random person, know you’re worth all my beliefs.

You Can Do This

[wnq-writers]

The works of others inspire me to create my own art. They motivate me to get up and do as I desire. To be the person I know I can be, an artist. And as an artist, my hope is to relate, to communicate, to represent, to be more than an inspirational person. My hope and desire is to bring awareness and make a difference.

briannawelborn (via wnq-writers)

[traiiiseee]

Time and time again you hurt me and I don’t know whether or not you’re doing it intentionally to push me away or you just really don’t know you’re hurting me. It’s alright thought, because I won’t hurt you back, you said you love me.

-But I love you more

[traiiiseee]

i miss you, more than you know.. i hope you know and i hope you're alright. if you weren't, id lose myself. all over again, all my progress lost.

[traiiiseee]

Nothing lasts forever, it’s impossible. Even the bad times don’t stay forever, as hard as unlikely as it seems now. The bad times will pass, the storm clouds will blow away. I know this to all be true yet i don’t believe it.

Don’t Be A Fool Like Me Because Only a Fool Disbelieves The Truth (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

Nothing lasts forever, it’s impossible. Even the bad times don’t stay forever, as hard as unlikely as it seems now. The bad times will pass, the storm clouds will blow away. I know this to all be true yet i don’t believe it.

Don’t Be A Fool Like Me Because Only a Fool Disbelieves The Truth (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

If it ever came down to it, you or her. It would be her, hands down, no hesitation. It’s never a hard choice if she’s either party, she’s always been my choice from the day we met and nothing will change that. Don’t make me choose between you and her because i will break your heart with my choice.

Choosing Her Is As Natural As Breathing For Me (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

People usually equate sadness to drowning, but to me it’s different. It feels like you’re surrounded by air but you can’t get it into your lungs. As the seconds tick down you realize that you need this air to stay alive, but you can’t get it in. Like an asthmatic struggling for air, you’re on your knees fighting for your life and everyone around is fine. Everyone around you can breathe just fine, going about their lives as if you aren’t here on your knees fighting to survive, to stand.

Sadness Blocks Your Airways And People Don’t Notice Everytime (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

Maybe will be our always, maybe, nothing is certain. As much as we want it to be a sure thing, one may never know what the future holds.

We’ll Get Through Anything My Love Believe That (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

I love you. I’m in love with you, and i promise to never leave you. You have my heart in the same hand you’re holding that gun. I’m not worried because i know you’d never hurt me. I’m your forever and you’re my always. I’ve never loved like this before and it feels like finally. It feels like a home I've never lived in, although i’ve never been homeless.

This House Isn’t A Home Because My Home Has An Irregular Heartbeat And Two Open Arms (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

To me, beautiful is; the exuberance of confidence and comfortable existence in one’s own being, someone or something different from the ‘norm’.

The Very Opposite Of My Hideous Self (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

Most days i’m hopeful I won’t make it to adulthood because i am a sorry excuse for a human, one who is utterly useless to herself and everyone around her.

Most Days Are Darker Than Others (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

We’re miles apart, but when i fall asleep at night i imagine your arms wrapped around me with your head on my chest., and i can’t help but think you’re right here with me. It’s my slice of perfection in this imperfect world, but then i wake in the morning to find; it was only my imagination.

You’re Here With Me, Even Though You Aren’t Really (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

I said i was going to leave, forever. Never Come back. You didn’t even fight for me to stay, you only said goodbye.

Why Won’t You Fight For Me (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

You are the red dye, that remains on my fingertips days after contact.

You Stay Even Long After You Leave (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

When will i be good enough for you? When my thighs don’t rub together rigorously with every step? When there isn’t a sliver of fat separating my skin from my bones? When i’m as fragile and delicate as a wilting rose?

When I’m Perfect Will You Love Me Then? (via taintedquietannoyance)

[traiiiseee]

How did i even fall for you? How did i not see this cold monster beneath your skin, waiting, for me to get too close. You burnt me with the coldest temperatures and i let you unknowingly.

Too Close (via taintedquietannoyance)