My biggest turn-on of all, I think, is being in distress & humiliated by men, while men watch me, etc. Distractedly, curiously, intently, laughing, hypnotized — the more it makes me feel like a disgrace, like I’m nothing or a circus freak, the better. I’m a clown, a Barbie doll, a toy. I know that. That’s why it makes me so happy so deeply to be treated like what I am - a stupid, brainless animal. Entertainment for their dicks, less than nothing, a sex doll and a brat that must have her decisions made for her.
Men are smart. I am stupid. Men are smart; I am not smart at all. Men know what to do with my body; I don’t know what I’m good for or good at. I don’t even deserve to be around a man; they’re too good for me, what I am. All I want is to be good enough for them to use and throw away when they’re done with me… but I want more, to be insulted and spat on and laughed at && pissed on, given drugs and drinks so they can use me, rape me, while they laugh passing me around.
It’s all I’m good for. I have no dignity or self-esteem, and I think the men who raped me were just being nice 👍🏼 it’s a compliment, after all, having a dick inside me. I want every dick inside me, raping me, every moment of every day. I want to take it all and be the best little good girl there ever was. All I care about is making men happy by being pretty & cute and especially dumb & sexy.
I’m a whore, and I love and appreciate men and everything they do - I can’t do those things! Lol 😂 like you guys are so strong & smart & all action, and I’m just a body with holes & tits, able to submit. Submission is my superpower, and my right.
I am just a silly and very stupid girl. I am less than nothing - I am holes. I am just a pleasure object for men; a decoration; furniture at best & that’s if I’m lucky enough to be chosen by a man as his belonging, his trophy, his pincushion, his babymaker and his wife.
I do not deserve this treatment. I am not special. Only men are special. Women are nothing unless they have a man inside them. I am nothing except pretty lights; dick candy; a bouncy pair of breasts; easily accessible fuckmeat. I am nothing, I own nothing, I can be nothing, I control nothing. I can be controlled, but I do not have control. I was born to be a simple and affordable appliance easily operated by men — a fucktoy, a pig with makeup on, a slut, a dick sucker and obedient penis throating cum-receptacle. A bimbo. His. Owned. Weak, made to do things I don’t want to do but have no control over, for he is in control of me and my body, mind, heart, soul, & spirit. ✌🏻💞🤷🏻♀️
I have no will of my own. I will not speak anymore unless spoken to.
I’ve found a man I want to be my husband, I think 🤔 what should I do to get that kind of attention from a man? I never wanted a husband before, just wanted to be abused by men, lol… maybe it’s the same thing, idk.
If i was your wife, what would you do to me, how would you treat me? Like a dog or like a sex doll? 🤔
I’ll do anything, so what would you do to me? Most degrading things you can think of aren’t even probably enough for me, since I’m a brat and need to be punished for it over & over & over again & forced to submit until I am broken inside enough to become perfect. 🐩 🐕 I wanna be better than even his fantasies… what are your deepest darkest desires in a woman & what would you do to me if you could do anything you wanted? 🐷 🐷 🐖