thats a really long and roundabout way of saying that you think synagogues should be attacked
reminder that anti-zionist jews deliberately exclude themselves from jewish spaces btw, not the other way around. i was never more disconnected from judaism than when i was staunchly anti-zionist. i was ashamed of being israeli and didn't want to be "complicit" in the "occupation" so i engaged with my extended family, who entirely live in israel, less. i spoke less hebrew. i surrounded myself with goyische antizionists and didn't interact as much with jews. i didn't go to seders, or shabbat dinners, or other jewish events. and it's no coincidence that my anti-zionist phase strongly coincided with my depression and mental health in general being incredibly poor.
even when i was telling my parents that i didn't believe israel should exist, they didn't shun me. neither did my extended family, who almost certainly recognized that i was more distant from them. i was welcome to engage the more open-minded members family in dialogue about israel, even though it didn't work because i rejected any of their accounts of israeli and jewish history as "zionist propaganda." i could have been as openly anti-zionist as i wanted at synagogues or passover seders or shabbat dinners so long as i was not actively antagonistic or hostile to anyone.
but the anti-zionists? i was expected not to bring up where i was from around them, and if i were to bring it up then i would have to performatively self-flagellate enough to satisfy them that i was one of the good ones. if i ever wasn't certain about something, like perhaps where my "settler" family members (who came to israel as refugees from iraq) would go should it be dissolved, because i was intimately aware of how much the palestinians Would in fact mind living around jews (my aunt was caught in a bus bombing during the second intifada), nevermind the fact that i knew how much being a minority in the middle east has sucked for jews by virtue of that being the entire reason 50% of my family even came to israel, the best answer i would get was "i don't know," with the silent implication that i was not to go against the grain and bring it up again. there was no opportunity for dialogue. jews lived in peace across the middle east until the zionists came along, even though i had still-living family members who could tell me that wasn't the case. if israel ceased existing, there's no reason to fear for the well-being of my family, despite all the evidence to the contrary. and when i eventually decided that it was a little insane for these people to expect me to be fine with october 7th, considering that my family members very well could have been killed or kidnapped if hamas had made it even a little further north, i get lambasted for being brainwashed and cut off.
anti-zionist jews that complain about how isolated they feel from jewish communities did so to themselves. even accepting their premise; that all jews bear responsibility for the Cardinal Sin that is israel's existence, they are even worse, considering they won't even use their privilege to try and change jewish communities from the inside. they're met with even a little pushback when they show up to their family's shabbat dinner at a keffiyeh, or when they insist upon saying "next year in al-quds" during pesach, and they immediately tuck tail and run to their goyische friends for comfort. all this talk about de-zionizing and you won't even do the bare minimum of trying to convince your local community members of your positions. these people are so pathetically useless that it viscerally disgusts me















