Welcome to the curio blog

Hope you find what yer looking for

[transmascwebkinz]

Woah new trans art just dropped

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

your pfp is your roommate now! how is it going?

good

bad

great

awful

fire everywhere

it's me lol

perfect

freaky

impossible

results

Voting ended onJul 31

[transmascwebkinz]

Im happy with my T beginning to change things to far again

Bottom growth is happening again

My 2nd chin is less prominent? Not sure why but im blaming T for fun.

I'm most excited for body hair and a beard tho

Government name is required to be on my security badge at work and i had quite a fem look on the badge so that might be a problem eventually.

[transmascwebkinz]

Im struggling with my living room and kitchen being 86° every day. Its only 10am and its 86 rn. I cant cook anymore, my kitchen hits 102° before im even done cooking. I'm eating unhealthy food which is making my gi issues more noticeable, not to mention probably worsening my liver issues with my autoimmune liver disease.

I'm in CO, USA too like its not the worst here yet. (Except UV and Air Quality rn).

i feel like this situation is going to kill me before i even get a chance to build something out of myself. How do i cope with becoming a disability, lgbtq statistic instead of someone with a legacy?

[transmascwebkinz]

Ohhhh so i have an almost skullet but the back is also shaved a bit so its an under skullet

[transmascwebkinz]

Whats the point of online common illness spaces if mod teams remove everything to do with living with the illness

Im so over whats happening in EDS and hEDS spaces.

Migraine and autoimmune are like that too.

[transmascwebkinz]

[cripplemods]

Face Pain Squirrels

Facial Pain Crowd • Community on Tumblr

A page focusing on facial neuralgias and atypical face pain

I made a community to talk about coping with face pain

[transmascwebkinz]

hug a pug was formative to me

[transmascwebkinz]

my first webkinz was a pug named Shark in a baseball themed room

[transmascwebkinz]

hug a pug was formative to me

[transmascwebkinz]

Changed my name

Artie is now a trans gentleman

[holyholyholey]

So i got a new psych provider shortly before applying for ssdi which was a long time coming

I never got an evaluation or appointment longer than 10 minutes

I wrote down things that happened in the last appointment

Tw maybe psych abuse

😬😬😬😬😬😬

told me i NEED to work

said i can just live with it if i don't want to do therapy when due to circumstances outside my control i have a 3rd new therapist as of Wednesday

told me to ask my PHYSICAL health doctors about conversion disorder which would make my providers never listen to me about concerns ever again due to stigma

told me "it seems like i want to be on medicine" when in the previous appointment i asked to work on tapering off seroquel, which i was no longer taking at the time of comment

when i mentioned wanting to go up on rexulti from 2mgs to 3mgs, made yet another vague comment about clozapine being my only option left for antipsychotics

😬😬😬😬😬

Is this weird behavior from a psych? I requested a new one, but i can't tell bc i also fear hes trying to kill me in coordination with my other doctors.

[this-is-trans-joy]

you know how "girl" is becoming one of those words that people use gender neutrally in some situations?

I was texting my cousin and they said girl like that, probably out of habit, but edited their message to dude cuz they know I prefer masc or neutral terms :)

This is trans joy!!!

[transmascwebkinz]

I say squirrel as a gender neutral!

[dogpuppy]

[genderkoolaid]

hey everyone. if you haven't seen it, ansel @transfaguette posted a queued post on his blog, stating that he is likely deceased now after taking his own life. there is a chance he is alive and simply hasn't been able to access his blog, but he stated he was confident in his means, and that his attempt would've been about a week ago. if he is alive, i hope he sees this and knows how much he means to me and many others.

i am deeply saddened by the loss of him to our community. i wish i had been able to know him better personally. i admired him a great deal. i am thankful he was here. i am glad we were both around on this earth for enough time to know each other. he made the world a richer and better place by having been here at all. i can't thank him enough.

suicide is an immensely personal and final choice. he was unhoused, disabled, and without options for a life that felt meaningfully survivable. it was his right to choose to end his life, he expressed this himself. as painful a choice as that choice is, i am glad he felt able to make it with an appreciation for life and a genuine belief in our ability to fight for a world where disabled trans people never have to make this decision out of desperation again. i am glad he went with a sense of peace and love for himself and the world.

His final words on his last post are: "Keep fighting comrades, and never lose your compassion for yourself and others."

if anyone needs it, Trans Lifeline is a suicide support hotline for trans people which will not call 911 on you without consent, and Project LETS has a collection of non-carceral resources. take care of your grief however it needs, take care of yourselves, and each other. he is gone but not forgotten.

[transmascwebkinz]

Im getting really salty about my psych team thinking i just have ptsd.

I didnt go catatonic while my Schizophrenia acted up for nothin.

Does anyone know what "objective symptoms of psychosis" means?

I think he was telling me i wasnt disconnected from reality enough to externalize my symptoms, but like squirrel i was a hidden schizo until 18. I dont talk about ny thoughts and processes bc i was taught early that my psychotic behavior was not okay and shameful. I been double bookkeeping for decades.

[transmascwebkinz]

I was just wondering, did you join the sledding game club cause I gave you a link or you found it by yourself?

Link, this be the holyholyholey main.

I got super excited abt it, no questions, just joined lol.