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61🔄 ♡Adam my beloved♡ Wanna meet cool ppl!! 🏳️‍⚧️He/Him🏳️‍⚧️

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Hi! So I might be abandoning this account we'll see love you all :D

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I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out I'm crashing out

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Vent post time!!!

I'm sorry my but boyfriend's parents are such cunts?? Like their so overly controlling and ABUSIVE but he doesn't wanna admit it cause he obviously isn't safe to but UGH I hate being so powerless to where all I can do is wait til he can get away from them?? What do you mean he has barely ZERO screentime and their restricting his phone??? What do you mean their snapping at him "what did you do??" When he did NOTHING??? CONSTANTLY. And all I can do is sit here and hope I'm good to him when he needs someone to lean on but fuck my life man I just wanna make it all better for him... Whatever he's gonna visit in the spring (if they let him) and that'll be nice I guess idk I'm pissed but I can't do shit anyways so whatever I guess. Hearing their voice makes me sick his father always sounds violent and angry and his mom is so condescending and my anxious attachment is killing me I don't want them to take him away I'm loosing it lol

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"why don't you do the grades assignments?"

Oh idk maybe because I'm not gonna waste my time?? I want to pass the class and be done not spending extra time on stuff that doesn't matter.

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Making myself play through poppy playtime so I can see how shitty it is for the lovely YouTubers who do it for us

(fuck chapter 2 and the catnap fight... I'm on chapter four rn...)

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VENT

Mental health and family mental health says there's a good chance I have bpd. HOWEVER little test I took in therapy said I don't so I'm FINEEE (I'm not)

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Being a perfectionist is gonna kill me.

Why the FUCK at my grown ass age am I crying because I can't finish one of the stupid poppy playtime chapter two mini games? It's not that hard I shouldn't even be upset it's just a fucking skill issue. And my boyfriend bought it for me so I just ended up wasting his fucking money I hate how I can't be better it's a stupid time reaction test why can't I just be smart

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It feels weird to consider when I heavily (and I mean HEAVILY like right when I woke up, before bed, while eating, while at friends/around family basically every second of my life at the time) used AI and the idea of stopping made me physically sick... And I denied it was an addiction even though it technically was and I STILL constantly have the urge to go back to it (I haven't but that doesn't make it magically go away) and seeing people get such shit for "it can't be an addiction" when it's practically a dopamine addiction/dependance... Anyways that was my thought for today thanks for listening:3

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I wanna appreciate one of my other yumes ❤️ I don't think I've mentioned him here before but I adore him so much:3 (unlike Adam I am sharing with Graves)

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Blurring out his account and stuff cause I'm not trying to expose his nonsense but not even upset just thought this was funny cause it's my first interaction with someone like this and it's silly cause what😭

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GUESS WHO GOT DISPATCH:D

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Gonna test the waters to see if one of my friends has proship beliefs tomorrow/today :D

GOOD LUCK

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be careful

other??

Voting ended onFeb 2

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I'm like 70% sure he does???

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LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO‼️

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Gonna test the waters to see if one of my friends has proship beliefs tomorrow/today :D

GOOD LUCK

☹️☹️☹️

be careful

other??

Voting ended onFeb 2

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I'm like 70% sure he does???

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So uhm guys it's normal to get nauseous and anxious when my boyfriend hasn't texted me all day right?? This is normal??!

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He's never taken this long to say anything to me but I'm partially worried he got in trouble and shit and he might not have his phone:( may or may not be having a panic attack but we cope

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HE'S TEXTED ME WE ALL GOOD

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So uhm guys it's normal to get nauseous and anxious when my boyfriend hasn't texted me all day right?? This is normal??!

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He's never taken this long to say anything to me but I'm partially worried he got in trouble and shit and he might not have his phone:( may or may not be having a panic attack but we cope

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So uhm guys it's normal to get nauseous and anxious when my boyfriend hasn't texted me all day right?? This is normal??!

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Gonna test the waters to see if one of my friends has proship beliefs tomorrow/today :D

GOOD LUCK

☹️☹️☹️

be careful

other??

Voting ended onFeb 2